Chaeyoung PoV

When Jimin said that Lisa is just Jungkook's childhood friend, I became embarrassed of the action I did. Why did I feel jealous? Why would I feel jealous? And why did I cry and lock myself up like a baby?

I ended up leaving my apartment and made excuses that I was sick and I had a fever so I couldn't go to work or meet my friends. Now my agency is asking me to visit a counsellor or a doctor so I could talk to somebody. 

Everything is fine, I'm fine, everyone is fine! I don't need to see a doctor. Except for the part where I haven't apologized to Jungkook. 

Yes, I opened all those apology presents he gave me. All of them are expensive, all of them are top-tier needs of a girl. And even if I did want to take them out of their boxes and wear the shoes, clothes, jewellery, and bags, I placed them back in their boxes because I'm giving them back to Jungkook. 

Who spends over a billion Won just to say sorry? Apparently, Jungkook. 

I've not had the chance to leave work or find time to meet him. I was hoping he would come by the apartment but he never did, he never went back to my apartment and I never heard news about him anymore. 

So, here I am now, sulking over my regrets. 

But Park Chae Young still hates that man!!! Only if he would give me all these expensive things for free and not take them back once I apologize, I would really consider him being a friend. 

What do people call those guys again?

Ah, right!

Jungkook is one of those guys who can literally be a sugar daddy. 

Okay, no, no. I'm getting perverted. 

But it's true, right?

Haha, funny, Park. Stop dreaming. 

My conversation with my thoughts stop when my doorbell rings. I was having a fun conversation with my thoughts.

Why would I call Jungkook a sugar daddy? Seriously, have I fallen that low? Although, people who ends up with a sugar daddy really are lucky, right? Or am I wrong? 

Oh, my God, Chaeyoung, you are not having this thought-conversation right now!

I open the door with a heavy sigh because of my thought conversation. I totally forgot that I have to use the monitor to open the door rather than manually opening it, but it still opens anyway, to hell with all this technology. 

"Yay! I got the address right!" a very feminine voice shouts with joy. 

I look up and sigh. My day just got worse. What is she doing here? And how did she get my address? God, I really hate that Park Jimin. Why is he even my cousin? He should come here and I'll make sure he won't leave alive. 

Can he stop spreading my address like it's some kind of virus? Seriously, does he have to give my address to every single rich and classy person out there? 

I am the epitome of poor and rags! 

"Please, pleaaase, don't shut the door," she says before I even moved. "I'm here to apologize and I know you hate me but Jungkook and all my friends are mad at me for doing what I did."

"Get an appointment next time, I'm really a busy person," I leaned on the door and checked her up and down. 

She's wearing branded French clothes, clearly I know because I'm the biggest fashionista freak after becoming friends with Jennie. White dress, a black belt, black heels, black handbag and expensive jewellery. 

Really, Jungkook, just marry her instead! 

I'm not jealous at all. 

Not a single bit. 

Maybe a little. 

"I'm sorry if my work clothes look too formal, I have a meeting at 3 with high-positioned members in the company," she says and nods. "I'd rather wear a crop top and sweat pants, honestly."

What was that Taylor Swift song again? The one that went:  She wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts, she's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers~. Yeah, literally, the song vibes with me right now. 

I am wearing ripped jeans, a really oversized shirt and a built. And not only that, but I'm wearing these really cute bunny home slippers which makes me 10 times more ugly. 

The world really loves to slap my face, thanks, I really appreciate it. 

"Here, this is for you," she gives a small bag. "It's a rose necklace, I watch your vlogs and your intro is 'Rosie Posie' so I got that for you."

I take the bag, "Sure, thanks. Meeting a fan is nice."

"I'm really sorry, Chaeyoung-ssi. It was rude of me to do that, and I honestly do want to be friends but I wanted to piss Jungkook off more but really, I want to be friends with you."

I look at the bag, "Really, you rich people do have a weird ways to say sorry. Buying really expensive stuff is no way to say sorry."

She lifts her eyebrow, "Aren't you one of those kinds of people? Your family is rich, that makes you rich too."

"If I used my family name or my family's money, I would've ended up in that company you work in. I started in rock-bottom, with no money, and no family support. I rented homes and sometimes I slept in saunas," I snapped. "Don't ever call me a rich person because, in the first place, I was never rich and I've never bragged."

She nods her head, "Maybe this is why Jungkook is really interested in you. I'm sorry for my behaviour, again. I'll make it up to you. What do you say...I'll regularly send you food to your office this week?"

"Now, you're talking! Make it healthy."

"That's great. Thanks for your time," she says and turns her back. 

You bother me a lot, Lisa-ssi. But a part of me says that I should not make you feel guilty of what you did. After all, you know Jimin and Jungkook better than me. 

I've already accepted the fact that I'm a big weight to them and you aren't. You're probably one of those problem-free people who I'm jealous of. 

"Wait," I said and she turned around. 

"Yes?"

"You don't have to do that, and you can get this back," I said and placed the bag she gave me out. "I overreacted so I also have to say sorry. Plus, I've heard you've never had a girl friend that you're close to before."

She nods. 

I go out of my apartment and put the bag in her hand, "And you know nothing of me, as do I for you. So I'm sorry if I did what I did and I also do want to be friends with you. At the same time, I want to eat a buffet with your treat."

She puts her hand out, "Oh, wow...you'd really trade anything for food."

I shrug and roll my eyes, "Are you taking it or you don't wanna be friends?"

"That's really humble of you, Chaeyoung-ssi--"

"It's Chaeyoung. We're the same age, don't be formal with me."

"Right," she smiles. "I'll get your number from Jimin-oppa and I'll call you for that buffet."

"Yeah sure, and can you do one more thing?"

"What's that?"

My cheeks burned, "Can you...uhm...tell me if Jungkook's busy today?"

She laughed. 

She laughed really loud. 

"He's..." she laughed some more. "He took a leave for today, said he was heartbroken. Should I text you the address?"

"Please?"

She laughed, "Ah! You both make me laugh! Just get together, you guys are a perfect match, honestly but alright, I'll text you the address."

"Thank you."

"The buffet?"

"Are you challenging me on a food war?"

"I've got a big appetite."

"So do I," I scoffed. 

"Chaeyoung-ssi, let's get to know each other well," she says and waved her goodbye. 

Hmph, I can win a food war. 

Every single one of my friends took me to a buffet and I can eat the whole 3 hours we're allotted there. Food is everything. Food is free therapy. 

Food is my happy pill!

I turn around to my apartment door and I slap my forehead with my hand. I forgot my keys and I don't remember my password. 

Now, I'm locked out of my own apartment. 

Seriously, world, you don't have to slap me that hard!

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