WARNING: SUICIDE MENTION

ALSO MAY CAUSE FEELS TO EXPLODE(ASSUMING I WROTE IT RIGHT)

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Nico POV

After about a month of trying to get the old Y/N back, Nico gave up.

There was no spark of recognition. Even when B/F, a person you'd known practically all your life with, came up to you and shook you, Y/N just stared at her and said, "I'm sorry, do I know you?"

To which B/F responded, "THIS ISN"T FUNNY, Y/N!"

Nico and the Seven had taken her aside and explained it all to her, and B/F had stood up, her eyes hardening with determination. "Then let's get it back."

A month. Thirty days without Y/N, or without her spirit. She was physically there, but Y/N's character was simply... gone. Thirty days- seven hundred and twenty hours- forty-three thousand, two hundred minutes...

Everything ticked by with agonizing slowness. After all, without Y/N, Nico was only half a soul, and how could one live without half a soul?

One couldn't.

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Y/N POV

Y/N didn't understand. Why were all these people looking at her like that? She'd certainly never met them before, yet why was she feeling a curious sense of déjà vu?

Just then, B/F fell in step beside her. "Where's your face going?"

Y/N furrowed her brow. "Come again?"

B/F seemed to have had the weight of the sky dropped on her shoulders. She looked as if to be inwardly debating with herself for a while, then finally replied. "It's nothing. Just an inside joke with someone I know- well, someone I knew, I guess."

Who did she share the joke with? Y/N had certainly never heard B/F use this joke with anyone else. However, sensing that it was probably a touchy subject, she abruptly changed topics. "Why is everyone staring at me oddly?"

B/F sighed. She seemed to be doing that a lot lately. "Can you... remember anything?"

Y/N squinted her eyes shut from effort. "I- maybe-"

And then she tripped over an inconveniently placed rock and hit a tree, falling unconscious.

The last thing she heard was B/F faintly calling out, "Medic! We need a medic over here!"

And then scraps of memories began rushing back, names, faces, dates, events...

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Y/N sat up, rubbing her eyes. "What? Why's everyone looking at me like that?"

B/F asked, "Do you remember now? Please say you remember!"

"Noooo," you answer sarcastically. "I don't remember my best friend of ten years (totally just made that date up, you can change it if you want)

"Oh, thank the gods! Your memories are back!" Everybody piled forward and gave you a hug.

You gently extricated yourself. "Um, guys, so if I'm to believe you and the reason why I'm sitting here is because my memories were lost... shouldn't Nico be here at this lovely little reunion party?"

Piper frowned. "That's odd. He probably didn't get the news yet. Nico's probably in his cabin."

And yet, you can't seem to shake the odd feeling of sickening dread that hangs over you, heavy as the weight of the sky.

The cabin door opens with a gentle creak. You step inside, the darkness preventing you from seeing much. "Nico?" you call out gently. "Nico?"

Suddenly, you hear Annabeth stifle a sob. "Y/N, h-he's over here."

Nico lays on the ground, face even paler than usual, stiff and unmoving. You stare at him, uncomprehending. "What's wrong with him? Why isn't he moving?"

Annabeth checks for a pulse, listens for a heartbeat. Finally, she looks up, eyes glistening with unshed tears. "Y-Y/N, he's gone."

"No," you choke. "No," This can't be happening. It's not real. It's all a nightmare.

Piper hugs you. "He left this."

Dear Jason, Percy, Leo, Piper, Annabeth, Hazel, Frank, and anybody else who cares:

I'm sorry. I can't live like this anymore. I can't live without my soulmate once you've found them- that's not living. I'd rather die. If Y/N ever gets her memories back, tell her I'm sorry, tell her that I just couldn't live in a world without her. Don't let her follow in my footsteps. She's got a life to lead, whereas my life was just for her. Tell her I'll wait for her in Elysium. Give this note to her.

Y/N, if you're reading this right now, know that I love you, and that's what drove me to do this. Know that I love you with all my heart, and I will be forever yours.

Love, Nico Di Angelo

You crumpled down to the floor, although you felt incapable of shedding a tear.

"Why do the Fates have to be so cruel?"

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