*

Baekhyun stares at his bed.

And he can feel Chanyeol also staring at his back.

"I-I'll get extra pillows and blankets. Wait here!"

"Okay."

He quickly runs out of his room with his heart beating erratically inside his chest. He seems to have lost his composure that very moment Chanyeol asked to stay the night. In fact, this is the time he's been waiting for, right? Jongin actually laid it out for him, he's actually a great help.

Maybe Chanyeol is really planning to make a move tonight and maybe he's gonna wake up tomorrow re-devirginized after a long time. That handjob seems to do the trick to finally stirring up Chanyeol's sleeping libido.

"Oh god," Baekhyun mutters to himself as he hugs the pillows and blankets he got from Kyungsoo's room. "Why am I nervous? It's not like this is the first time!"

The moment Baekhyun opens the door and enters his room, he finds Chanyeol already lying on the left side of the bed.

Shit. He's not yet ready for this.

"Baekhyun?"

"Yes?"

"Do you have big clothes? I'd like to change my shirt." Chanyeol asks, heading to Baekhyun's dresser and opening it himself, "Is it here?" Peeking inside, he sees a line of black, gray, red, blue and white hoodies hanged nicely. "Can I borrow one?"

Baekhyun chuckles, rubbing his neck shyly, "Uhm... They're actually all yours."

That makes Chanyeol also laugh, "So you like wearing my clothes?"

Baekhyun nods, "Yes..."

"All right then, I'm taking this back now," Chanyeol answers. He waits for the smaller male to turn around before he can even remove his shirt and wear the hoodie.

"Ah! It feels so comfy," Chanyeol plops himself on the bed beside Baekhyun who has been stuck at his spot like a rock, "Baekhyun, aren't you gonna join me?" He pats the space on the mattress, "Come here."

Hesitantly, Baekhyun sits on it, his whole body stiff. He can smell this close Chanyeol's masculine scent and the body wash he borrowed from Sehun. Lying on the space provided for him, he waits for Chanyeol to probably touch him a little before proceeding to--- he blushes--- fucking him.

Oh god. I already forgot how to have sex. I should've watched porn first.

"What's on your mind right now? Chanyeol asks while he stares at the bland ceiling above him, "Do you want to fuck?"

Apparently, Chanyeol isn't that too innocent after all.

Baekhyun finds himself just slowly shaking his head. "I think I'm not yet ready..."

"Why?" Chanyeol asks, looking at Baekhyun beside him, "As far as I remember, we've already done it many times before, right?"

"I really badly wanted to do it with you," Baekhyun says, sighing under his breath, "But having you lying next to me like this, I realized I'm not prepared yet..."

"Me, too."

Silence.

Chanyeol is the first one to laugh amidst the quiet, followed by Baekhyun joining him afterwards. He puts away the pillows in their middle so that they're facing each other, a hairsbreadth close. Lifting his hand to touch Chanyeol's face, Baekhyun studies Chanyeol's soft eyes trained at him while watching him breathe.

"Baekhyun."

"Hm?"

"I want to have sex with you when I already remembered everything about us," Chanyeol whispers in a calm voice, "If I acted on my urge right now out of lust, then what do I differ from the old Chanyeol who used to abuse you from before?"

Baekhyun's lips gradually form into a small proud smile, nodding at him in response.

"I want to do it with you but not tonight... So please wait a little longer until I fully regain my memories, just a bit more..." Chanyeol says, "Will you do that for me?"

"I've waited so long for you to come back... And waiting for another more now that you're here with me won't hurt, right?" Baekhyun chuckles, scooting closer to Chanyeol's cozy warmth and hugging his body.

"I love you."

Baekhyun feels his heart stop at that, hearing those three words. Looking up, he sees Chanyeol gazing at him as though he is his whole universe.

"I love you, Baekhyun, and that is me speaking. Not your Chanyeol sunbae," Chanyeol mutters, and when Baekhyun is just expectantly staring at him teary-eyed, he then adds, "yet."

"You," Baekhyun breathes, letting out a quiet chuckle as he looks up to his face, "You really are bipolar, aren't you?"

Chanyeol fakes a frown, "Do you hate me for that?"

"It's a part of you and that is what I love about you, of course I will never hate it. It's like there's two different people living inside of you but regardless of that," Baekhyun whispers to his ear in a sexy voice, "I still love you, and a bipolar you really turns me on."

Chanyeol stares at him, "You're a pervert!"

"Look who's talking! You're the more perverted one here, you know? You may not remember it yet, but you've done a lot of naughty things to me back then."

"Well, tell me about it."

Baekhyun blushes, "Well, uhm... You fucked me on every part of the house, at school, at the backseat of your car, in the swimming pool, even at the beach, at your Mom's car, in a public toilet, at the parking lot, and most importantly, we had sex inside a church."

Chanyeol throws him a doubtful look, "You've got to be kidding me."

"I'm not! It's the truth!" Baekhyun yells, "Not to mention those quick handjobs and blowjobs at the cinemas, coffee shops, restaurants, and practically wherever we just wanted to do it."

"That's... kind of gross."

"I know."

Then Chanyeol lets out a tiny smirk, "But I love it."

Baekhyun lifts a teasing eyebrow, hitting his chest weakly, "But I thought you hated gross stuff?"

"Well, not anymore."

Baekhyun lowkey uses his knee to accidentally nudge Chanyeol's crotch under the blanket.

"Wait, oh my god. Do you have a hard-on? May I see it?"

"No, I don't," Chanyeol argues, getting a pillow and covering his front with it, "Stop hitting my dick!"

"Just let me take a peek!"

"Don't sneak in your hand!"

"Can you just give me a kiss, then?"

"Why? You need a protection to make your nightmares go away?" / "I need a protection to make my nightmares go away," they both say in unison.

Baekhyun heartily laughs, "I see that you remember it now!"

"I do."

"Kiss me, then."

Chanyeol slightly gets up on his side so that he's hovering Baekhyun, slowly leaning down his face to meet Baekhyun's lips. He closes his eyes.

Smack.

"I'll teach you how to french-kiss," Baekhyun whispers softly, caressing Chanyeol's cheek as he travels his hand on Chanyeol's nape, "Just like how you taught me back then."

"Will it hurt?"

"No. It'll feel good."

"What should I do?"

"When you feel my lips touch yours, you should kiss me back, and then l'm gonna open my mouth a little like this," Baekhyun explains as he parts his lips, "And you're gonna put your tongue inside my mouth and move it around so that I can suck it. You can do whatever you want, just don't bite my lips hard."

"Okay, then. Let's do it," Chanyeol eagerly says, and Baekhyun loves how passionate he looks now.

Wrapping his arms around Chanyeol's neck, Baekhyun waits until Chanyeol is kissing his lips gently before he decides to open his mouth. Like how he just exactly told him, Chanyeol enters his tongue inside the hotness of his mouth after lazy-kissing him. He has to restrain himself from moaning shamelessly when Chanyeol's tongue glides smoothly around his teeth. He then sucks on that little muscle, and it's just like a reflex, having Chanyeol biting his bottom lip extra carefully before slowly kissing him again in a heated manner.

"Chanyeol," Baekhyun whimpers as he throws his head back to the pillow while he tugs Chanyeol's hair, "Lower..."

Watching how Baekhyun is squeezing his eyes shut, Chanyeol proceeds on kissing lower, just on his neck above Baekhyun's collarbones. "Here?"

"Yes..." Baekhyun hums, nodding his head, "Suck on it and make a hickey..."

"Hickey?"

"Yes, just bite on the skin and lick the spot afterwards."

Using his teeth, Chanyeol nibbles on Baekhyun's skin until it's pinkish. He licks it nicely, satisfied of his pretty art. Baekhyun now has his mark imprinted on his skin, and he feels a sense of pride because of that.

"Well done," Baekhyun says, smiling up to him. "You're a fast-learner!"

"That's because you're a good teacher."

Seeing Chanyeol getting up on the bed, Baekhyun asks, "Where are you going?"

"I'm not gonna sleep beside you. Like I've told you earlier, I'll hold back until my memories fully come back," Chanyeol answers. He wears his bedroom slippers and grabs his pillow and blanket. "Good night!"

"But... But how about me!?"

"Just do that solo-hand thingy! What do you call that again--- ah, masturbate! Sweet dreams!"

"No! GET BACK IN HERE!"

Chanyeol freezes.

"Turn around and face here," Baekhyun commands, and hearing his small yet authoritative voice, Chanyeol just finds himself turning his heel around to face Baekhyun on the bed who's now raising an eyebrow at him.

"Are you mad? Did I do something wrong?"

"Of course, you did. You can't just!" Baekhyun flails his arms, "escape like that all of a sudden after doing this to me!"

"And what did I do to you?"

"You got me hard!"

"Hard?"

"Yes, this dick is hard now and it's all your fault!"

Chanyeol blinks, "Oh."

"So you should take responsibility of that," Baekhyun says, acting like the dominant one.

Chanyeol rubs his nape anxiously as he now stares at him in the eyes, "So, uhm... What should I do?"

"Come here."

Chanyeol comes forward.

"A little closer."

Baekhyun has to gasp inside his lungs when Chanyeol literally runs towards the bed near him. Watching with shocked eyes, he just waits until Chanyeol positions in front of his lap, kneeling on the floor in the process.

"Should I suck you off?" Chanyeol says.

Baekhyun's eyes widen.

"It's called a blowjob, right?" Chanyeol kindly asks as he smiles at him ever so dearly, and maybe Baekhyun feels a teeny weeny but of guilt inside his chest having an innocent Chanyeol say that.

"Do you mind if I start now?"

"I mean... if it's... okay... with you... to do it... then... I guess... I don't... really mind..." Baekhyun stutters nervously as he rests his back against the pillow while opening his legs more comfortably, or so he tries.

"Baekhyun, forgive me if I won't be perfect. I already forgot how to do this," Chanyeol apologetically says as he carefully tugs down Baekhyun's pajamas.

No, Chanyeol sunbae, your mouth anywhere near my cock is gonna be more than perfect! Baekhyun mentally says.

Having Baekhyun's hard dick now exposed in the air and peeking from his underwear, both of them share a quiet staring moment as Baekhyun waits for Chanyeol to suck it inside his mouth.

"So..."

"So?"

"It's," Chanyeol starts, looking down at Baekhyun's pretty little junior as he blushes at the sight, "quite smaller than I expected..."

Baekhyun's whole face is now heating up. "I-it's five point five, mind you! And you love it!"

"Your dick looks really cute," Chanyeol compliments as he beams down at it, poking the head experimentally like it's a toy, "It's soft, too!"

Baekhyun covers his entire face due to huge embarrassment with Chanyeol literally playing with his erect member, "Chanyeol, just please put it inside your mouth..."

Probably, Baekhyun right away regrets saying that all of a sudden without preparing himself first, feeling this slick warmth of Chanyeol's mouth enveloping around his once dry cock. His hand finds purchase on Chanyeol's hair, tugging them harshly while the other male blows him into oblivion.

"Ahh... Oh my god... Yes... Deeper... Please..."

It's kind of messy and sloppy to be honest, Chanyeol not being careful with his teeth as he licks his cock like a fucking lollipop. Chanyeol is just practically shoving his whole mouth into his dick and aimlessly sucking, but he couldn't care less, as long as he's now getting head again after a goddamned millenium.

"Does it feel really good?" Chanyeol asks as he checks Baekhyun's pleasured face painted with bliss and ecstasy. His heart jumps in joy, receiving a furious nod as a reply from the male.

"Keep... Going...I'm close," Baekhyun moans, canting his hips forward while he tries not to fuck Chanyeol's throat relentlessly as the male continues to blow him. Being gentle is a must. "I'm going to come!"

"Come?"

"Y-yes!"

Then Baekhyun releases his cum directly at Chanyeol's whole face so it drips down to his eyelashes and cheeks.

"Oh my god, I'm sorry!" he quickly apologizes as he grabs tissues from his drawer, hastily wiping the sticky liquid off Chanyeol's face. "You should've dodged!"

"It's okay. As long as you feel good then I'm always gonna happy," Chanyeol says, giving him a warm and contented smile. He stands up and goes to the bathroom to wash his face himself, coming back now fresh and decent as though he didn't just receive a dick in his mouth.

Baekhyun tidies himself up as well, tucking back his dick inside his underwear, "But, but how about you? Aren't you hard? Do you want me to give you a blowjob, too?"

Chanyeol confidently pats his impossibly flat crotch, "I'm good." He grins. "I've been holding back really well, right?"

Baekhyun nods at him, smiling, "So, are we going to sleep now?"

"Yes, but I'm afraid we can't sleep on the same room now, Baekhyun... I still have to keep holding back until I find out the rest of myself," Chanyeol says while gathering his sleeping stuff. "Will you be okay without me tonight?"

"Yes, and I understand," Baekhyun replies, beaming as he shrugs. He laughs, "Thank you for blowing me."

"Of course," Chanyeol chuckles as well, "That's my job as your boyfriend."

*

"Hey, can I sleep here with you?"

Sehun gets up to look at that someone barging into his room. He sees Chanyeol with his sleeping materials sitting on the edge of his bed.

"We're not close enough to do this kind of stuff," Sehun mutters, furrowing his eyebrows, "Go sleep at the living room."

"But it's cold there. Do you want me to get sick?"

Chanyeol is throwing him a pitiful puppy look and Sehun may have wanted to throw up at the sight. Since he is not generally evil and he has actually a pure and kind soul, he just gives in. Chanyeol is a good guy now anyway.

"Say please first."

"Please."

"Louder."

"PLEASE?"

"Fine. Just don't move a lot," Sehun says as he inches farther from the wall to give space for Chanyeol. Good thing he has king-sized bed. "No touching. Just sleeping."

"Like I would want to touch you," Chanyeol mutters to himself, setting his pillow next to Sehun and lying beside him comfortably. They have their backs facing each other, "Ah, it feels so good. Can you turn up the aircon?"

"Why won't you just sleep at Baekhyun's room?"

Chanyeol looks away, hiding the blush on his cheeks, "I don't like the color of his bedsheets."

Sehun rolls his eyes, and is about to turn off the lights and go to sleep when the door to his room opens again.

"Hey."

Sehun cranes his neck up.

"Let me sleep here, too," Jongin says, who is now wearing pajamas and already crawling himself beside Sehun so that he's between him and Chanyeol, "I can't let the two of you become close."

Chanyeol just ignores the slithering body shoving him against the wall, trying his best to fall asleep while he hugs his pillow.

"And how did you know that the asshole went here?" Sehun asks quietly, shifting on the bed to accomodate Jongin beside him, so that the three of them are occupying the bed snugly.

"I just heard your voices next door."

Sehun moves closer and whispers to Jongin's ear, "But how about your two boyfriends?"

"They're already sleeping like logs," Jongin whispers back, giggling like a maniac, "I had to fuck the living daylights out of them to make them pass out like that."

"Dude, that's kind of harsh."

"Yeah, but they prefer it rough until they're begging me to stop."

Sehun smiles, so Jongin beams back at him.

"So... Now what?"

"What, now what?"

"I don't know, bro. You tell me."

"No, you tell me."

"Hey. I can hear everything, will you please be quiet," Chanyeol mutters in a complaining voice, covering his ears with another pillow.

"Come here. Let's all cuddle like true brothers," Jongin says, trying to hug the two males beside him.

"No. I don't want you," Chanyeol elbows his face, so Jongin just snuggles closer to Sehun, hugging him like a koala. He waits for the other male to fully face him until they're staring at each other's eyes in the dark.

They can feel Chanyeol move on the bed beside them as he finds a more comfortable position, but to hell with that. He just needs to stay there as their front.

"I'm a bear and I give warm hugs," Jongin says while he rests his cheek on Sehun's shoulder, playing with his hair fondly. "You like it?"

"Yeah. Move a little closer."

"Like this?"

"Not too close, I can't breathe."

"What a demanding bitch."

"Why don't you also give that guy a hug," Sehun says, pertaining to Chanyeol who looks like he has already fallen asleep, "I bet he'd want that, too."

"He doesn't wanna hug," Jongin shudders, "He's a top and he thinks this is kind of gay."

"I'm a top, too."

"No, you're a vers this time."

"Vers it is," Sehun mumbles, wrapping his arms around Jongin to squeeze him back, "Only for you."

"Ssshh. Chanyeol is gonna hear you. Tone down your voice."

"Don't worry, he may have big ears but he won't tell anything."

Jongin slightly gets up to check if Chanyeol is still awake. Waiting for five seconds and not getting any signs of movement, he lies on the bed again beside Sehun.

"Hey. Isn't this kind of uwu," Sehun mutters, yet he is still scooting closer to Jongin's chest anyway and allowing himself to be embraced like he's a baby needing comfort.

"You know what's more uwu?"

"What?"

"This," Jongin grins ear-to-ear after he pecks Sehun's forehead. Smooch.

"What the hell, that's disgusting," Sehun says, attempting not to be swayed by that tiny gesture but he fails anyway.

"If you're disgusted by it then you should return it back," Jongin snorts, rolling his eyes.

"If I were to give it back," Sehun whispers, "where would you want it?"

"Here," Jongin mutters, pointing at his lips. "And here." He points at his dick.

Sehun throws him a sharp look, "I'm telling Kyungsoo you're hitting on me again."

"It's fine," Jongin says. "He knows anyway."

"That you're micro-cheating?"

"That I can't be just friends with you."

Chanyeol seems to be sleeping already since his breathing is steady, and probably Sehun envies him for that. While Jongin is staring at the glow-in-the-dark star stickers pasted on the ceiling, he finds it more difficult to drift off to sleep, hearing what Jongin said.

"Sehun."

"Hm?"

Jongin shifts on his side from his laid back position to face Sehun again.

"Can we just stay like this forever?"

Sehun may have wanted to scoff at him for this random sappy question in the middle of the night. Jongin seems serious, so he tells himself to get serious as well.

"But there's no such thing as forever, Jongin."

"How about a lifetime, then?" Jongin asks, "Can we just stay like this for a lifetime?"

Sehun thinks for a while, "You mean you want me to stay with you until you graduate, until you get a job, until you settle down, until you grow old, and until you die."

"Exactly, and I should do the same to you. That's gonna be cool, right?" Jongin smiles. "You and I with each other, until the end of lifetime."

"Can't I do that with you, though?" Sehun asks.

"What?"

"Can't I just graduate with you, get a job with you, settle down with you, grow old with you, and die with you? Just with you?"

Jongin wants to laugh at that remark but he's afraid Sehun will cry so he just keeps his mouth shut.

"But how about Kyungsoo?" Jongin asks as he stares into Sehun's eyes, "And how about Luhan? Do you want me to leave them so I could be with just you?"

"No..."

"Of course, I don't want that, too."

Sehun feels a little guilty and it hurts just imagining it although it's beautiful.

"Do you really love Kyungsoo?"

"Yes," Jongin answers, smiling, "I love Kyungsoo so much."

"How about Luhan, do you also love him?"

"Yes. I love Luhan more than anything."

"Then how about me?"

"I love you, but I love this relationship more," Jongin says, pointing at their chests, "I love to hang out with you, play games with you, go to school with you, and eat chicken with you after class... But then, I also love to cuddle with you, make out with you in the library, or just simply hold your hand and stare at your eyes."

Sehun has long realized how Jongin sees him, but it still feels new hearing it coming from his mouth.

"How about you?" Jongin says, "Do you feel the same way?"

"I guess I kind of... feel the same way... with you," Sehun long sighs after realizing the answer to Jongin's question, "I love to do those things with you, stay together with you for a long time, and be with Luhan in the near future..."

"If that's the case then," Jongin says, getting a pillow and hugging it, "Let's just not complicate things. Let's enjoy what we are and what we have right now."

"Okay..." Sehun answers, "Let's just do that."

Chanyeol suddenly opens his eyes and stares at the plain wall in front of him, feeling something weird happening at the two guys behind his back. Squinting his eyes, he listens suspiciously for any signs of possible actions but he hears nothing save for mumbling and thudding noises.

He wants to turn around though, but it might be rude to disturb their little alone time so he just pretends to sleep.

Sehun should thank him for this.

"Good night," Jongin says, lying on his back to face the ceiling while wearing a confident smile on his face. He closes his eyes and finally drifts off to sleep.

"Yeah. Good night," Sehun mumbles, turning his back around to face the door. He touches the swell on his neck, feeling that reddish mark hurt as though Jongin's teeth are still lingering there, "It's gonna take days to heal again... This bastard..."

Sensing that the two males beside him have finally fallen sound asleep after two hours or so, Chanyeol decides to get up, careful not to make a noise. Looking beside him, he sees Jongin's leg lying possessively on top of Sehun's torso while Sehun's hand is perched on Jongin's chest.

"Are they just friends or what," Chanyeol snorts as he secretly chuckles, grabbing his blanket to drape it over the two guys like he's a one caring brother.

"Where did Baekhyun hide it," he whispers to himself as he tiptoes out of the bed, heading to Sehun's drawers and cabinets. "It must be around here. It's not in his room."

Like a thief, he rummages the stuff inside Sehun's room one by one, inspecting everything he finds. He sees pens, coins, first aid materials, clothes, receipts, books, random pictures, tissues, and even a bottle of scented lube he doesn't want to know the reason why it was there.

"It's not here, either," he says with a tired sigh, holding his head after he searches the whole place, "Where did I put it... I need to remember..."

Closing his eyes, he recalls Baekhyun mentioning Kyungsoo that day the two of them went to that room the first time. Trying his luck, he heads out of Sehun's room and closes the door behind him with the slightest of noise. Fortunate that Kyungsoo's room isn't locked, he sneaks inside of it, spotting two sleeping males on the bed cuddled to each other, totally butt-naked.

"They must be cold," Chanyeol whispers with a head shake, adjusting the blanket to cover both of Luhan and Kyungsoo's exposed bodies. "There. Much better."

Like what he did in Sehun's room, he also searches everywhere to find what he's been looking for. Glancing at the wall, he spots a key rack and sees three keys hanging on it. The two look identical which he guesses are car keys, while the other one looks like a door key.

"I think it's the key to my old room," he tells himself after he gets a hold of it. He leaves Kyungsoo's room and silently closes the door, feeling a little closer now to remembering his lost memories.

He breathes and clenches his fist, "I hope I regain my memories this time."

*

To be continued.