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Xavier

"Here." I tell Julia as I place some files on her desk

She's going over paperwork I gave her this morning and typing something on her computer, no doubt replying to countless emails pertaining to the new project we've been assigned.

It's for a charity case thats going down Saturday afternoon, and because it's still the beginning of the week, everyone's computers are filled with emails different sponsors and hosts.

But still, I have something up my sleeve because now that Alyssa and I are on good terms, I'd like to have her as my personal assistant.

Julia looks at me confusingly but then opens the file and scans it.

Once she reads the headline, her eyes widen and her jaw drops.

She looks up at me with a glare and closes her eyes and breathes out.

"Is this a joke?" She asks gritting her teeth and opening her eyes slightly

I scoff and cross my arms.

"Does it look like I'm joking?" I ask sharply

She looks at me shockingly but clears her throat and swallows hard before narrowing her eyes making me smirk wickedly.

"You're firing me?" She asks slowly still trying to grasp the fact

"Yes, yes I am." I reply nonchalantly

It isn't rocket science.

It literally had "TERMINATION LETTER" as the headline, and it couldn't have gotten any simpler than that.

She scoffs rolls her eyes and bite the inside of her cheek.

"Why?" She asks after a thick and heavy silence

I don't know why she's taken so much time to understand the concept.

She's getting fired and Alyssa is taking her place.

It's basically two plus two at this point, and she's acting like it's algebra.

"Because your presence is no longer needed." I reply shrugging

Her eyes close once more and before I could even process it, her hand whips across my face.

My head slightly moves to the left because I had braced myself, but she did surprise me, because her hits leave a mark if she gets too serious.

"I've done nothing but work my ass off for you and you fire me?! I've been dealing with your childish and idiotic behavior and stuck by you even though you sounded ridiculous. But fine, I'll go, but just know that you didn't fire me..." She pauses to grab all of her stuff and walks off but not before looking back at me

"I quit." She finalizes and flips her hair and continues to walk off making me roll my eyes

She's the definition of dramatic and because she is, I'm even more glad that she's gone.

But now that she is, my mind instantly goes back to Alyssa.

She just understands me on a personal level, and because Mark is still out there, I'd like to have her around me at all times.

Which is also why I'd like to go back to Los Angeles so we could start a new business with just the two of us.

King Grey Corporations will still be here, and I will still be one of the head bosses, but I also want to start over.

And I want to do it with her.

She has been nothing but patient and understanding and I'd love to reward her with love, affection, and power.

Because she is my girlfriend in the making, I'd love to make sure she is spoiled to the bone, and because I have the money and the power to do it, I'm going all out.

And this is the best time to do it because her birthday is coming soon.

In three weeks in a matter of fact.

Now I know what you're thinking.

Are the Henderson's okay with their daughter hanging out with a gun dealer and Mafia king.

No, no they are not.

But they honestly don't have a choice because Alyssa is a legal adult which means she can make every decision for herself.

But that doesn't mean I will ever take advantage of her.

I'm not going to say that I love her, because it is too soon and I'm still healing from the heartbreak my ex gave to me.

It took months just to be able to go to work again and it took years to come to terms with it.

I was lonely, misunderstood, lost, and confused.

I never knew why she did what she did, but after that day I never wanted to trust the women population ever again.

Until Alyssa.

She brings that liveliness in me and because no one has done that in years, not even my brother, I want to make it known and make sure she knows that I'm not going to be the same.

While I let my mind run wild, I walk back to my office, but as soon as I try opening it with my keys, I notice a yellow sticky note attached to it.

I grab it and scan my eyes over it, but once I did, I wish I didn't.

I hope you know what you're doing, because one wrong move, and you won't be the only one who loses their life. By the way, tell Ms. Legend I said hi.

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Alyssa

Currently I'm at Xavier's house cleaning up.

He told me that he's going to be here later than usual because he had plans and files to go over.

He said there's something important happening Saturday, and I honestly want to be there with him, but I know he won't let me.

In his eyes, I'm too young to be in the public's eye even though I'm about to turn 19 in about a month.

It's surprising how so many things can change in a blink of an eye, but that's life, and I have been able to grasp it.

Almost.

As for my parents, they know about Xavier and I. Even though they don't approve of my decisions, that won't get in the way because I'm starting to fall in love with him more and more everyday.

Also, I'm planning to give him something extremely special and priceless.

My innocence.

It's the only thing that keeps us from becoming a unite, and because my birthday is coming up, I want that to be my birthday gift from him.

I asked him a few days ago to not buy me anything because I had this in mind.

But there's only one thing that scares me.

What if this was a joke and all he was trying to do was hit?

I know I said I would give him a chance and let him in, but I'm still scared.

This isn't something I just want to give to anybody. Yeah, we just met not too long ago, but over that short period of time, we've been able to be on the same level and cooperate as one.

Which makes everything else fall into place naturally.

No I'm not going to say that I love him, because it is too soon for that big of a commitment, but there is definitely something between us that haven't been declared yet.

But it will tonight.

As soon as I went to clean the tables in the kitchen, I heard the doorknob twist side to side.

De'Andre said that he wasn't going to be back for two weeks because he was trying to make partners in other countries, and Xavier and I were happy because he's finally doing something that could help the business in moving forward.

Plus it give me a better sense of comfort, because now I don't have to sneak around in lingerie.

I smile softly but before I could process anything else, I feel arms wrap around my waist and pick me up.

I scream and kick because I'm not 100% sure who it is, even though I can tell it's Xavier.

I keep struggling against their hold but once I'm on the bed, all of my distress evaporates because I see the hungry lustful look in his eyes.

His buttoned up shirt now has a few buttons missing and his hair was ruffled.

I don't want to say that he met up with another girl, but before the thought could make me react he growls lowly and leans down to kiss me hungrily.

He was cheated on, and I doubt he would do the same to anyone else.

Let alone me.

I grip his hair and wrap my legs around him and bring him closer to me and he presses me further down in the bed.

Our close proximity is suffocating me, but I don't want to move because I love every second of it.

But it's like he read my mind because he breaks the kiss and start to attack my neck with kisses and soft bites.

He's leaving his marks.

And I love it.

"Xavier." I moan softly raising my hips up to grind against his bulge

I'm only wearing shorts and a crop top because I wasn't planning on going anywhere today.

"Fuck Alyssa." He grunts against my skin making my eyes roll back slightly

He pushes my crop top down all the way and exposes my breasts that wasn't entirely protected in the first place.

Before I can tell him my nipples being overly sensitive before my period, he takes my right one into his mouth making me moan loudly.

He continues to suck and lightly skim his lips and teeth over it and I feel like I'm going to explode from all of the need that's pumping through my womanhood.

I grip his hair tighter and lean my head back while he continues giving my nipples and breasts attention.

He starts kissing around them and looks up at me with hunger and lust and he slowly trails kisses down my stomach.

My breath hitch and my heart beat quickened as I come aware of his intentions.

He's going to taste me.

He continues looking up at me, and he places his hands on my thighs, silently asking for permission.

I nod my head and slowly rub the back of his neck and bite my lip harshly.

He pulls my shorts down and looks up at me and nods towards my underwear.

I nod once more, and he presses two fingers where I need him the most and I moan out biting my arm.

Even though my eyes are tightly closed, I can practically see the smirk that's smugly plastered on his face.

But once I look down, I'm proven wrong because there's only one emotion I see in his eyes.

It's the same way dad looks at mom.

With love.

My heart swoons and I grip the sheets and bite my lip harder and then he begins rubbing up and down my thighs.

He leans down and pulls my underwear down with his teeth, making my breath hitch, but I'm more than ready to see what his plans are.

He raises both of my legs up by my thighs and my eyes widens as he smirks evilly.

Before I can tap out, his face plunges between my legs and his tongue sticks out to taste every inch of me.

I scream in surprise and pleasure and grip onto his hair as my back arches highly.

As he continues to flick his tongue around in me I started to feel myself grow closer and closer to cumming.

He backs up and raises a finger to my lips and I take it in my mouth to suck and lick over it..

His breathing goes ballistic and suddenly he pulls his finger from my lips leaving a trail of spit.

He smiles smugly and I bite my lip innocently and he comes back up to kiss me deeply and pushes his finger inside me.

I gasp loudly and my body tenses and grip the sheets as my body begins to shake.

He looks up at me soothlingly and pushes his finger in and out of me in a fast motion.

My cries of pleasures begins to quicken and become louder and soon after that, he adds another finger and begins attacking my neck.

A wave of pleasure explodes through my body leaving harsh tingles and every single touch left my soul on fire.

His thumb attaches itself to my clit and rubs it in harsh and fast circles. My eyes roll back as another squeal of surprise escapeds my lips and my arms and legs clutch on him.

He knows exactly what he's doing, and I can't believe that he kept this secret away from me for this long.

The only thing I can focus on is how fast his fingers are moving in of me and how many love bites he's leaving.

He maks sure to alternate from my neck to my breasts to make me know that every part of me was his.

"Xavier." I gasped out his name trying to calm him down

He's going to break me and the pace of his fingers is brutal making me believe he's trying to rearrange my insides.

Mere seconds after that, I feel myself about to explode in a storm of pleasure so I tighten my hold on him and continue to wiggle around trying to make it fade.

But it doesn't.

By the second, it's growing stronger and stronger, and I have no choice but to release everything.

But that isn't until Xavier sucks on my earlobe and whispers the one word that makes my toes curl, eyes roll back, and back arch as my orgasm wash over me like a tsunami.

"Come."