(Y/N)'s P.O.V

I yawned, as I dragged myself though the busy halls of my college. My morning was going good, I got greeted by Mordred which she kept me entertained by telling me stories.

While Artoria was making breakfast, I said my farewells telling Mordred I'll be back later on in the day. I adjusted my bag only to get bumped by a dude, I didn't want to talk to or see.

Gilgamesh, the smug shithead we all know him as. He had a thing for Artoria and if I still remember, he still has a thing for my blonde ex.

He tried to take her for himself, in high school which sucked for him. Because she was in love with me, but besides me hating on the gold fish.

He had that same annoying ass smirk as he looked me up and down, creepy. I sighed and dragged my feet once again to class, "Where you going...faggot?" I slightly glared at the gold haired bastard.

Did I really want to waste my time and energy on him? Or use him like a punching bag? But Artoria would be mad if she found out I got kicked out for a whole week.

I slightly looked over my head, looking at the laughing boy who thinks he's insult was the best. "Going to class, to get an education. Something you can't do or get, since you have the humor of a middle schooler. But I can't say, since I'm gay." I shrug my shoulders, walking to class once again.

Gilgamesh looks mad and embarrassed, I chuckled lowly and jog to class so I'm not late.

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Class was pretty boring, but I guess class had it's moments. What I mean by that, is my friend Cù kept distracting me from my work.

Which got us both in trouble, most of the time in class. And I swear to god, the professor was getting more and more pissed with the both of us.

Lunch rolled around, I sat with Cú, Emiya and couple of our other friend. I had to use the restroom, I excused myself from my group of friends and made it to the bathroom.

The walk to the restroom, was quiet. The hallways were empty which concerned me a lot, usually there are kids skipping class or just being idiots in the hallways.

I made it to the girl's bathroom and walked in, the restroom as well was empty with the fan being the noise to keep me company. I shrugged it off, and took a empty stall and did my business.

I came out of the stall to wash my hands, I rolled up the sleeves of my dark navy hoodie and turned the water to hot. I heard the door open, meaning someone else walked in but I didn't look up from my hands.

"Oh, look. Well isn't it the dyke who had her girlfriend leave her?" God, I hated that voice with all my pride and willpower. I looked up to the girl I didn't want to see, Morgan le Fay was the girl that stood beside me.

I stared at her though the mirror, her cold pale blue eyes had mischief in them. I hate to admit it, but Morgan had beauty of her own.

Her lightish gray hair that looked light blonde under some lights, had framed her round pale face with those eyes that always got on my nerves. I kept staring and looked back down at my hands to finish my job.

Once I got done with washing my hands, I turned the water off and grabbed some paper towels to dry my hands. The air was thick between me and her, I have more reasons to hate her more now.

"So, how's been your day?" I turn on my heel to face her after I threw my paper towel away. "Cut the bullshit, you know damn well the air is stiff between us. Just get to the point, why are you here Morgan?" She leans against the wall, arms crossed as she keeps staring with that stupid smirk on her face.

Then her face suddenly gets serious as she gets off the wall, and pushes me up against one of the bathroom stall doors. "I know damn well you know where she is." Her answer was straight to the point and her voice was stern and demanding.

I grit my teeth, as her hands rest again my shoulders. "I have no idea what you're talking about..." Morgan let's out a bitter chuckle. "Stop playing dumb (L/N), I know damn well she ran to you first." I know she's talking about Artoria, but I'm loyal and I'm not giving her back to this bitch.

Morgan gets more impatient and grabs me by my shoulders, only to forcefully push me back into the bathroom stall door. I let out a groan as my back came into contact with the door, "(Y/N)! Tell me where is my girlfriend and child?!" "She was never you're girlfriend! She was just your play toy to have and rub in my face!"

The yelling had died down between Morgan and me, her pale blue eyes had anger in it as her hands held my hoodie with an death grip. We had an intense staring contest, until she let out a annoyed scoff and shoved me back into the door.

"Stop acting like your special just cause she ran back to you. Remember, she left you for me, let alone she had my child. I was her first to lose her virginity to, I was her first option. You're just a side bitch, she runs back to because she knows you'll let her back in."

I stared at Morgan, pissed was an understatement. I was beyond pissed at this point, "Aw, don't be mad. It's the truth, remember you're just be the lonely dyke that loses everyone she loves and cares about." I balled my hands into a fist, I wanted to fight her back but I'll let Artoria down.

"You're a worthless piece of shit, you could never give Artoria the love she deserved. That's why she cheated on you with me, because I could give her everything she wanted." That hit me in the heart more than I can think.

Was it really true? Did Artoria leave me because I wasn't good enough for her? All those thoughts raced though my head. Morgan walked out leaving me in the bathroom with my thoughts, I always had love problems.

I could never keep the person I dated with me and I always blamed myself. And I thought that stopped with Artoria but apparently it didn't, she left me because I wasn't good at giving love to her or I wasn't attractive to her anymore.

I have thick skin, but I think Morgan was able to put a hole in my barrier.

She was right...

I am a worthless piece of shit...