Morning 8 am, my alarm woke me up. I went to the bathroom, took a shower, brushed my teeth and already put my make up on.

I went outside to see what to wear. I decided to wear something cute, stylish and comfy. My style was so weird. Someday I dress up like a boy with all those wide clothes and on somedays I dress too girly.

I ate some fruits for breakfast and then I left the house. Not to forget it I put my face mask again to hide my face.
I started my car and the song "Baby don't cry" by Exo started.

I sang with it, even though it hurt my heart. After 3 minutes of driving I arrived at the Entertainment.

There were a lot of people auditioning. I went to a table were they spread out, which number I was to get in and start the audition.

Well great I got the number 299, I thankfully wasn't the last.

While I was waiting, I saw Exo going to the dance practice room, a lot if girls screamed, but me I just turned around and ignored them.

I actually felt so shitty, because I was ignoring the other members, who didn't have to do anything with the Chanyeol thing. I had to get them out if my mind and concentrate on my audition.

Well after 11 hours of waiting it was finally my turn. It was 7 pm, I was actually really tired, but the show must go on.

So I introduced myself, told them everything about me. By everything I mean like my whole life. Then I sang for them I danced for them and at the end I answered their questions. Which were the same like the first time I auditioned.

They said:"Well (Y/N), thanks for coming here today! I hope everything is okay after ehat has all happened. Anddd we will call you, if you made it or not. But I am pretty sure you made it! But still thanks again!"

I smiled and said:"Thank you, guys! Anddd bye!"

I waved and that is when I exited the room. I saw like 7 girls waiting for their audition. As I passed by, I recognized that I didn't have my mask on so the girls started screaming and asking for pictures and autographs.

I smiled and made pics with them and signed what they wanted me to sign. After that, I wished them luck and said that they can do it.

That is when I exited the building and was about to enter my car. Suddenly someone, held my wrist and turned around and wow who thought of that it was Chanyeol.

He said:"(Y/N), when we were passing by those girls to getto our dance practice room, I saw you. And how many times do I have to say sorry. I am sorry. I was so stupid what I did that night. Please (Y/N), please forgive me!!"

He started to cry, then he suddenly hugged me and I felt tears run down my cheeks.
I mean I loved this stupid boy, but right now I needed some space from him.

I broke the hug and said:"Yeolie..aghh I mean Chanyeol, well I need some time to think about this whole situation so please don't talk to me or try to contact me during this time. I don't want to be near you right now."

As I said that, I entered my car and started it.
While I was driving backwards to get out of the parking, I saw him how he squatted down and cried really hard.

I started to cry to but I needed some space from him. As I arrived, I didn't went right to the house. I stayed in the car to clran myself, because I was so black under my eyes because of the mascara.

As I finished I went inside. All of them were in the living room and waited for me to come to ask me how the audition was.

Well I told them how it was then I went to the kitchen and made myself some ramyun, because I was hungry. After eating, I went upstaires brushed my teeth and got ready for bed.

I was laying in bed and scrolling through Instagram, I saw these fangirls I met earlier, already posted Videos and Pics of me saying I was there auditioning again and that I was so nice.

I smiled at those comments. Then V came into his room, he also got changed and got ready for bed. So as we both were laying in bed we turned to each other.

He the asked:"(Y/N), do you feel the same like I do? I know that question was now just to straight forward, but do you like me? I mean I like you. I like you very much. Since the day you came you had something special. Did you have butterflies in your stomach like I did?"

I answered:"Well, that question was unexpected. Ahmm, well I actually don't know how I feel. And to be honest....yes...I had butterflies in my stomach!"

I blushed and hid under my hands. Then he took them and hld them. While he was holding my hands and staring into my eyes he asked:"(Y/N), I know this is maybe too early but would you like to be my girlfriend?"

At first I didn't know what to say, but I thought I mean I could try, he is such a nice guy and I thibk I have feelings for him. And by the way I won't thinkabout Chanyeol 24/7.

I bit my lip and nodded. He had the biggest smile on his face and the next thing I know his lips were already on mine.

It was a sweet kiss. I liked it😊.

Well after confessing our feelings I turned around and wished him a good night. I was laying on my left shoulder, tgen I felt some hands around my waist. In that moment I felt really safe.

That is when I fell asleep.

The next morning, I was awake but I had my eyes still shot. I heard him say:"Aww..she is so cute! Wow and I have the honor to date such a girl! I am the happiest guy in the world!! She is the best thing what bas happened in my life!"

I felt he kissed my forhead and then he rushed into the bathroom to get ready.

So I also then stood up and looked what I could wear. After I decided what to wear I thought I should go to Exo's house to talk the thing out with the members. I thought even bringing V with me.

As he got outside I told him about Exo and he said he will go with me.

I quickly went into the bathroom. It took me 1p minutes then I changed into my outfit.

That was my outfit for today and V wore this.

The outfit looked cute and good on him.

We went hamd in hand downstaires and all of the members were shocked. We told them what has happened yesterday so the boyfriend, girlfriend thing and then we said we are going to the Exo house.

They all agreed so we went to my car and drove there. V was our DJ he played.

Bts - Fire
Seventeen - Boom Boom
Big Bang - Fantastic Baby
Big Bang - Bang Bang Bang
Gd ft. Taeyang - Good boy

We jammed and danced while driving there. As the song "Good Boy" ended we arrived at their house.

We were standing hand in hand in front of the door.
Then DO opened the door and at first he was happy to see me then he was shocked as he saw V's and my hand.

We entered their house all of them except Chanyeolhugged me, because they were happy to see me, but at the end they all reacted like DO did.

We sat down in the living room and I started talking, about why I came back to Korea and why I left their house.

All of them were shocked, because none of them knew about the Chanyeol thing. They were all surprised to hear that.

Before V and me left the house I said:"Guys, we can go out like in the old times but please without Chanyeol, okay?"

They nodded, and that is when I left.

V and me sat and the car and before I wanted to start my car, my phone rang and it was the SM Entertainment saying, I made it. They said I should go straight to the Entertainment.

Well I ended the call and V jumped up and hugged me really tight, out of happiness. Then he kissed my cheek and said he is proud of me.

I blushed and hid my face. I startet the car and drove straight to the Entertainment.

We entered the building. Me and him were the first ones here. I waited nervously. He hugged me really tight. After a while we saw a man and a woman coming our way.