As I woke up we were still in the same position, hugging each other.

I was fully awake and couldn't sleep anymore. I turned to the left to face the nighttable besides the bed. I took my phone and went through Instagram after a long time.

I saw Chanyeol posting weird stuff, like secret messages to say sorry. I just ignored those.

One post of him was:
@real__pcy
I saw the sadness in your eyes, but I didn't know what to say. I couldn't think of anything to say that would take your pain away so I kept on saying in my head, "I'm sorry", "I'm sorry", "I'm sorry."

After I read that one, V suddenly hugged me and held me by my waist.

It scared me for a moment. As I scroled down I saw Jungkook posted on his Instagram, the picture of V and me in bed.
Luckily you couldn't see my face, but lot's of Army's went crazy and all the comments blew up with.

There were some mean comments, like:
"Who is that b*tch!"
"Why is that little hoe, hugging my future man?"
...

Some where nice and said:
"Aww look how happy they look, even though I don't know this girl, but they look cute. If my V is happy than I am also happy!"
"Just cuteee!!"

I felt a tear run down my cheek. It was, because I was sad, of what Chanyeol did and, because of those mean comments.

I sniffed, but then I felt, a thumb cleaning those tears away.
I turned to V and we stared into each others eyes.

He slowly moved to my face, the next moment his lips slowly touched mine. The kiss lasted some seconds and I quickly pulled away.

During those seconds of kissing him, I had butterflies in my stomach. It felt weird.

As I broke the kiss he somehow bit his lips and had a like "why did you do that" face. I was just shocked and said:"Ahh..haha....I.. will go to the bathroom and get ready...haha!!"

I ran to the bathroom, and took my time. I took a long and warm shower and then I brushed my teeth. I looked out of the window.

The morning sky was perfect.

Just beautiful. I got outside and V went inside.

I decided to wear something comfy.

I went downstaires Jin and Jimin were already awake.
It was 8 am so I understand, why the others were still sleeping.

I mean, they should sleep, because it is Sunday and because they work 24/7 every week.

V then came downstaires and it was really awkward. I didn't eat breakfast, but I didn't tell them. I said, that I will go around the city alone. They nodded. I quickly run upstaires and got dressed.

I wore this and my put my facemask on.

I started to walk and went to some shops and stores and after that I needed a break and went to eat something for breakfast.

I ordered some pancakes and coffee. After that I wanted some Bubble Tea.

I went into that store, I saw two familiar figures. It was Sehun and Chanyeol. I quickly ordered the newest tea, I didn't even know how to pronounce it.

Then I turned around and started speed walking. Far, far away from that shop.

I heard someone yell my name. I didn't turn around. Suddenly someone touched my right shoulder and turned me around.

It was him, Park Chanyeol. He didn't see my face, because of my mask.

He said:"(Y/N)?! Please, forgive me. It was not that, what it looked like! Please! Believe me. You are the only obe I truly love! Please, (Y/N). Please forgive me. I love you!"

I looked at him with big eyes, I wanted to say that I will forgive him, but I decided to play that I wasn't (Y/N). I pitched up my voice and responded:"Ahhmm...wrong person, sorry dude!"

While I said that I tapped two times on his shoulder, and went off.

I was going back to Bts' house but I had tears in my eyes. I loved him, but after the kiss with V, I think that I also have some feelings for him too.

"Aghh..why does lve has to be that complicated!!",I thought to myself. That is when I arrived.

I went inside and saw they were getting ready for dance practice. Jungkook asked me, if I would like to go with them. I declined and said, I want to rest.

When they left their house. I went to my car and drove to Amber's house and surprised them. We talked for like three hours straight, but then they had to go, because they had an interview.

I left and went to Shinee's house and surprised them. I also talked for like three or four hours. I wanted to stay, but then V texted me saying, to come home.

I said goodbye and went back to Bts' house. I saw they were all sitting in the living room. I said hi and went into the kitchen. I saw Jin was making dinner so I decided to help him.

We made so many things. As we finished we put these bowls of food on the table and started to eat. I sat besides Suga. I enjoyed the food. After eating and cleaning up, we sat down together and talked about everything and anything.

Then Rap Monster said:" (Y/N), do you think off, becoming an idol again?"

I stayed still and didn't know what to answer. After some minutes I nodded and said:"Actually, this is not a bad idea. That is one reason why I came back and the other one, well..!"

Jhope then spoke up:"Ding..Ding. Today is your lucky day, because tomorrow are the auditions in all of the Entertainments. So it is your decision, were you want to audition!"

I smiled and said:"I think I will audition for Sm again, because actually I don't have a reason but I want to audition there!"

They smiled at me. I decided to go to bed, becuase the auditions started at 8 am and now it was 12 pm. The boys stayed a little longer.