Namjoon closed the door behind him and turned with the letter still in his hand, his fingers were trembling in anticipation.

"Who was that?"

Namjoon didn't look up from the letter, "It was Yoongi and he brought me a letter from Yumei."

"Oh? Are you going to read it out loud?" Tae's voice was playful and Namjoon looked up from the letter. "No way am I going to do that."

"You are spoiling my fun, Joonie but as you wish. I will give you some time."

Namjoon walked forward slowly and sat down on the couch far away from Tae. His heart was thumping loudly and with trembling fingers, he pulled the rainbow sticker from the back of the envelope.

He unfolded the letter and straightened it out, her handwriting was so elegant. He began reading.

"Dear, Namjoon.

I know that there are no words that could describe what you meant to me in these past two days.

I have a difficulty of trusting people but you broke through the wall that I have built since childhood.

I don't know how to write down my emotions, but I am writing this to let you know that I have enjoyed the time you have spent with me.

You saved me from my loss of direction, you have kept me company when I have fainted from the sporting event... I know I shouldn't have been so stubborn but you have listened to my pathetic excuse of why I had to do it.

You came to my rescue without knowing who I am, and for that I thank you. -she drew a bunny face.-"

The corners of his lips turned upwards in a smile, he could hear her voice in every word that she wrote. He continued.

"You carried me like a knight on a quest and comforted me through my pain.

You stayed with me up until we arrived at the hospital, and no one has ever sneaked in to see me.

You bought me Morningstar and she wanted me to tell you that she was happy in her new home. -She drew a smiling unicorn.-

The one thing I would never forget is our time upon the roof. You have given me the greatest gift a guy could give a girl with a weak immunity; freedom.

I wish upon all the stars that gazed from heaven down to us, that I would be able to see you again soon. I miss your company, I know it has only been two days but for me, it felt like years.

I guess what I am trying to write... I like you...

Yours Faithfully,
Yuki Dodjima."

His eyes went blurry as the letters began swimming before him, no he shall not cry. Her words it hit in right in the heart, he wiped at his eyes and reread the letter.

Every word held her emotion and it was her confession... She liked him, she liked him a lot. But he was in a dilemma, what was he going to write her back?

He looked up and saw that Tae was watching him, "Are you crying?"

Namjoon shook his head. "I had something in my eye."

"Sure... you had."

Namjoon pressed the letter close to his heart, Yoongi said he would return and expected an answer, should he confess his heart?

He lifted the letter from his heart, he looked at how she signed it. She trusted him but not enough to tell him who she was...

'I will win her trust.'

"Earth to Joonie."

Namjoon blinked and looked up at Tae, "Yes?"

"What did she say?"

Namjoon's smile widened. "Wouldnt you like to know."

Tae rolls his eyes, "If I didn't want to know, I wouldn't have asked you."

Namjoon folded the letter, "She likes me."

"I figured that on how many times you had read the letter."

Namjoon placed the folded letter on the empty desk next to the couch. "I think I should write my reply and then we can continue with the planning?"

Tae folded his arms, "I guess we should otherwise you wouldn't concentrate on anything."

Namjoon stood up and opened the drawers of the desk for a piece of paper, maybe he should give her book back with the letter as a small promise.

Tae watched Namjoon in silence as he rummaged through the drawers. This is interesting, she doesn't have a phone but her bodyguard delivered a letter.

Namjoon found a piece of paper and sat down staring at the blank piece of paper, he licked his lips.

His hand hovered on the page, he was feeling all kinds of emotions but like she had said it was difficult to write them down.

His thoughts went to Yoongi, had he read her letter? There were no signs that it had been tampered with so...

He inhaled a small breath and began writing.

"Dear Yuki,

As you have stated, it is hard to put your emotions down on a piece of paper then let it fall from your lips.

There are so many things that I want to say but I fear I would have to see you in order to let my true feelings show.

You have captivated me the first time I have laid eyes on you. You were reading a book int he cafeteria and I didn't have the courage to even utter a word to you.

Imagine my surprise when I saw you at my Mystery club, you were sad and lost. I have lost a piece of my heart and I had to see you smile."

He brought the pen to his lips and bit on the end of it, the words were flowing as if he was a bard spinning a tale. He didn't want to reread what he had written already, he feared that he would change it.

He let the pen slip from his mouth and he continued.

"I can't tell you what I have felt when you took my hand so that I could help you to get back to your friend.

And when I saw you at the sports event you were..  so courageous to stand up for what you believed in and I do not see you as weak.

My heart stopped for a few seconds when the accident happened and my every fibre was filled with thoughts of you.

I guess you could describe me as the knight who saved his damsel in distress but... I would do it all over again; for you.

In my heart, I knew you were different and that is why I bought you Morning Star so she could look after you if I couldn't be there.

I felt the need of showing you the stars because... I wanted to show you the beauty of the night sky.

I guess... What I am writing is to say that I want to spend more time with you. I want to see the world through your eyes, I want to see that beauty once more.

Yuki, I like you too and with my small confession... I return your Alice's Adventures in Wonderland.

PS: Can we meet?

Yours faithfully,
Namjoon Kim."

Namjoon folded the letter neatly without scanning through it. He didn't have an envelope to put it in so her book would be perfect.

He got up from the couch and took the book from where he left it on Tae's desk. He flipped it to the last page his eyes widened as he looked at the same handwriting.

"I know it is wrong to write in a book but I had to dot down my own adventure like Alice.

Today, I have met a boy outside the big white walls, he was reading in the park and I was lost.

I plucked up the courage to say hello and he smiled at me, he introduced himself as Namjoon Kim so I called him Joonie.

He took me for ice-cream, I didn't know you could choose so many flavours but I had a chocolate-vanilla swirly and it is my favourite.

He was nice to show me around, he didn't think I was weird because I have never been outside the estate.

He was patient with me and held my hand as we walked eating ice-cream, I have never seen such a beautiful world nor did I know it existed except for in books.

It had changed suddenly as strangers stipped next us and he pulled me behind him but the men grabbed me, he tried to safe me from them.

And with that, I would always be grateful to my knight, Namjoon Kim. -there was a small heart-"

Namjoon stared at the words on the page, in all of these years just as Jimin told him, she had never forgotten him. And he has never forgotten her.

His free hand trailed over the page and he placed the letter on the back page where she had written her story.

Might this be the sign that she would trust him now to know everything, he shut the book and found Tae staring at him.

"Namjoon, you- you are crying."

Namjoon touched his face with his left hand true enough tears had silently rolled down his cheeks. "I have read something personal that wasn't meant for my eyes."

Tae knew better than to ask what it was bit he sensed that it was special to him. So he decided to change the subject, "Are you ready to start planning?"

Namjoon gulped and placed the book on top of the others, "Yes... Let us start with our plans."

Tae let out a small breath and began typing on the computer, "Okay so we would need a house where we can hold the party."

Namjoon sat down in front of Tae again. "Maybe we should find a haunted house?"

"Where would we find one?"

Namjoon placed his fingers on his chin deep in thought. No haunted houses then, well time to think like a yakuza then. "Why don't we ask Jin and Hoseok of they have a place in mind?"

Tae shook his head, "That could be too dangerous them being Yakuza and all."

Namjoon nodded. So where would they be doing this? He glanced at Tae and his eyes widened, "Why not here at the university?"