Miku's P.O.V

Cold. I feel no warmth. I can see my breath around the room. Locked. I try to reach for the door, but I'm frozen all over.
'Why do I deserve this?' I think to myself. I look around my bedroom. Currently it's almost December, so means colder wheatear. Just my luck.
Then I hear sounds from the doorknob. 'Please no more!' I want to scream, yet no sound.
It's Mikuo. My big brother.
"I was able to sneak out some food for you lil' sis." He says in a low voice. I nod. I'm not mute. I just can't say any words.
"T-thank you." I was able to sputter out. He smiled and hugged me.
"Here," he started to hand me his jacket " you need it more than me." I grab the jacket and place it over my body.
I finally feel warm. He leaves the room. I want to tear up. Instead of tearing up. I spilled the water droplets all over the floor. I can't help it. No, not water droplets. It's pain that spilling all over the floor.
Pain?
"I remember it all well." I say to myself. I close my eyes to see what was the pain about.

-flashback-

"Mom!" I yell as I approach my mother. Her long beautiful shimmering Aqua hair flowing around her.
"My Miku! You put on a good show! Everybody loves you!" She says as we Both embrace in a hug. I could smell the sea. The most amazing smell I could have smell from my mom.
"Let's go and tell you're brother and Dad all about!" She exclaims. I smile and head to the car.
Mom starts driving and we stop at a red light.
"Miku, remember I love you no matter what happens okay?" She says. "I love you to Mom!" I say.
The light turned green.
"Miku I know you're going to grow up to use your voice for everything you love," the light is yellow.
"Mom?" I say.
"Miku no matter what smile and be careful what you choose okay? And also remember..." She never stopped.
"MOM!" I yell as the light red appears.
It's to late.... The car crashed.

-Hospital-

"She couldn't make  it." The doctor says in a low voice. My Dad tries not to shed water droplets.
Mikuo looks painful. Yet, he hugs me tight. Not wanting to let go. I look at the room where they kept Mom.
They haven't covered her yet. I look at her soothing face. A nurse comes in and asks me to leave. I don't disobey.
I glance  one last time. I want to spill, but I can't. I don't say a word.

-Back Home-

I place my stuff on the couch. I was about to go upstairs when I felt a sharp pain on my hand.
"THIS IS ALL YOUR FUALT!" Dad yells. I stare out in horror. What's wrong with him?
"I-I'm sorry..."
"SORRY DOSEN'T HELP IT YOU STUPID CHILD!" He smacks me. Leaving me on the ground. I see blood spilling out.
"Go. To. Your. Room!" He states out. I run to my bedroom and close the door. I plop myself on my bed.
I let the little water droplets come out first. Then the big ones. Accidents. I hate the word. Yet, it sounds so innocent.
I look myself in the mirror. I see the red mark Dad has left me. I shut my eyes...

-Reality-

I open my eyes. I glance at the clock. It's been 3 hours I haven't heard from Dad. I keep looking at the sad lonely balcony.
We were wealthy enough. Only Mikuo and me visit the balcony.  I was able to make my legs move closer to the balcony.
There I see new people moving into our neighborhood. I just look at all of the people, wondering when will I be able to open up again?

"I will not make the same mistakes you did now"