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Gaurav's POV

"It's okay Gaurav, I know you were just kidding. I just....... I haven't..... I just need some time. Can you leave me alone? I need to change."

Her beautiful face is hidden behind the wet strands of hair. Her voice sounds timid and unsure.

"Yeah okay. I will be in my room. We can leave for college at ten."

"Yeah okay."

Her back is facing me as I leave the room shutting the door behind me. I step into my room to get ready for the college.

I peel off the wet clothes and stand in front of the mirror. I see a few red marks on my left arm and chuckle softly. It looks like she must have pinched me pretty hard.

What happened today wasn't right. I crossed my limits today but why did it felt right then.

Her soft skin under my hard one felt so good. I have never felt something so strong for anyone before. I have spent my nights with so many girls. They were bold and experienced, they satisfied my desires quite well. But after meeting Avantika, those girls have faded in the background. Even if I try to stop thinking about her and spend some time with other girls, her thoughts are always occupying my mind.

When I fuck those nameless girls, the only thought that makes me come hard is of her. I have to bite my lips to stop myself from screaming her name.

Everything about her makes me crazy. The first time when I saw her lying lifeless, strands of hair sticking to her forehead, her soft skin glistening under the sun. Her plump lips were colourless and her skin pale. My blood boils thinking about the man who could have hurt her up to the extent that she tried to take her own life.

When I saw her crying under that tree near the highway, I couldn't help myself from helping her. Ever since that day, this girl is living with me. In this past week, we have spent so much time together. We are even in the same college, so I get to see her all the time. After that day at the bridge, I have seen her changing into this beautiful and confident girl.

Maybe she was like this earlier but that incident made her weak. But now she is becoming stronger day by day.

The way she scrunches up her nose when I call her Avy bear, the way she digs into the food when she is hungry, the way she licks her pink lips to clean the food sticking to her mouth, the way she tucks her hair behind her ears, the way she bites the inside of her cheeks to stop herself from laughing at my silly jokes, fuck.... I love staring at her when she does all these things. I love replaying all her action in my mind while I go to sleep.

I feel a little uncomfortable in my pants and look down at my hard erection. Fuck..... I need to take a cold shower. I step into the bathroom to take a long cold shower. The cold water calms my manhood as I softly rub it. Fuck..... I need to stop thinking of her like this.  What started with a harmless banter had changed into a dangerous game. The moment I crawled above her on the bed, something shifted in me.

It was like I wasn't calm and controlled Gaurav, I had turned into this lovesick horny Gaurav. Her sweet smell invading in my nostrils made my mind go haywire. Her small body was squirming under me. She looked at me with her doe eyes and I couldn't help but glance at her soft lips that were too close to mine. I had pinned her to bed which gave me this sick satisfaction. My hands were itching to run over her soft skin and I gave in.

I touched her skin and felt a spark running on my body. She shivered under my touch but didn't resist. I explored her skin further and grazed the skin right above the first button of her shirt. Her breasts under that cotton shirt looked like the sexiest thing I have ever seen in the world. I wanted to touch and suck them until she screams my name. But I didn't do any those things.

This girl deserved so much better than a meaningless fucking. She deserved everything beautiful that they wrote books about.

A guy like me who fucks nameless whores in the dark alleys near those loud clubs doesn't deserve an angel like her. She doesn't deserve a damaged personality who's smile is fake half of the time.

After leaving her room, I should have felt sorry for what I did but I didn't feel any of it. What I felt was totally different from it. I instantly missed her body under me. I missed her warmth against me.

But I couldn't go back to her. The look in her eyes told me that what happened today, she was embarrassed by it. She couldn't look into my eyes. At that moment I felt like the weakest person in the world.

She is still in love with that guy......

No, not after what he did to her. She can't possibly be in love with that guy. My fist clenches at the mere thought.

I push the thoughts away as I step out of the shower wearing a towel. I dry my hair and rummage through my wardrobe. I pull out a black shirt and jeans to wear but a pair of hands grabs me from behind while kissing my back.

"Umm... It's been so long since I have run my tongue over these muscles."

I rip off those hands from my body and turn to see my brother's girlfriend.

"What the fuck are you doing here Alisha?"

The bitch licks her lipstick coated lips and giggles.

"Is this how you greet your ex-girlfriend Gaurav?"

I clench my jaw and turn away from her to quickly wear my clothes.

"Gaurav, I am not happy with your brother. I thought I would be but he can't satisfy my needs. He doesn't fuck me like you did. God..... I miss those days. Do you remember when we got caught while having sex in your brand new car in the parking lot of the shopping mall? Fuck, that was so fun."

"Just stop this nuisance, Alisha. You cheated on me with my brother. You wanted his money and now you have all of it. If you aren't satisfied with my brother, then arrange some fuckboy or something. And thanks for that trip to memory lane."

"But baby, I don't want any fuckboy. I want you and I know you miss me too. The little Gaurav or I should say the hard and ginormous Gaurav inside those jeans misses me too. Here let me make you come hard like old times."

She takes a step forward but I stop her.

"God Alisha, you are such a whore. I have told you this before and I am telling you this again - Stay.the.fuck.away.from.me. "

She laughs sardonically and wraps her arms around my neck. She moves her dirty mouth from my cheeks to my earlobe and bites softly. I push her away instantly and she falls on her back on the floor.

This time something different than lust flashes in her eyes and she quickly stands up.

"I know you are fucking that new girl. What was her name? Oh, who cares. What is so special about her huh?"

I take a step forward and grab her neck.

"Don't you dare to utter a single word about her or I will rip that dirty tongue of yours."

"Ooooohhhh....... You are so protective of her now. If you are chasing that girl, then she must be virgin right. That's the reason why you are so crazy about her."

"You..."

A sound of something breaking echoes in the room and I turn my head to see Avantika standing at the door. Her tear-filled eyes look at me and I leave Alisha.

"Avan..."

She closes the door with a loud crash and the evil laugh of Alisha fills the room.

"Ooopss..... I guess I ruined your plan. Can we have sex now?"

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Hii everyone, Who liked Gaurav's pov? It's a little hard for me to the right from a man's pov but I wrote it anyway. For me, it is necessary to understand both the characters and where do they stand with their emotions. I just wanted to show the incident from his pov as well. I hope you liked it.

And the question of the day.....

What's your kind of outfit for both casual and dressy?
Mine is skin fit jeans and flowy blouses as casual outfits and if I am attending a party, I love floor-length gowns.

And don't forget the three magical words.....

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