She sat in my car silently staring at her phone and typing texts to someone, I wanted to talk to her but I had nothing to say, I opened my mouth several times to speak but I would just decide to shut up thinking I might say something wrong.

"Oh No!" She pouted as she looked at the traffic ahead of us, God knows why there was such huge traffic but if it dint move faster, we were going to take forever to reach home.

"It will move in a while don't worry." I assured her, she just nodded and went back to her phone, I mean if I wasn't saying anything, she could say something at least but it looked like her phone was more important.

"Can I ask you a question?" She asked as she finally looked away from her phone and at me.

"Sure." I nodded.

"Today in the morning, why were you looking at me and the poor guy like you wanted to kill him? Do you have some issues with him? Or were you just judging me for making out with a guy?" She looked at me seriously.

"You're funny." I laughed at her, I couldn't believe she was asking me this question.

"That wasn't the answer to my question Arnav." She said firmly, I looked at her wondering why she was suddenly behaving this way, it wasn't the first time I had seen her with some guy.

"I don't know the guy neither do I have a problem with him nor was I judging you, it's your life, do whatever you wish to, who am I to judge the life you live." I said, she looked at me silently for a moment and then looked ahead.

"So all this times you said you've seen me with guys, hasn't it ever crossed your mind that maybe I'm a cheap girl or something like that, like the rest of the people think?" She asked, this time she wasn't looking at me.

I dint the way she addressed herself as some cheap girl, I dint like it, no one had the right to give her a name tag just because of things she did, like I told her before it was her life she could do whatever she wanted, no one had the right to call her anything.

"I can't think that low about you Khushi, or about anyone else as a matter of fact, be it a guy or a girl, everyone deserved to live the way they want to, as long as they aren't harming anyone else, I'm not one to judge the life they live." I said. She turned to look at me once again, this time she was smiling.

"Have you ever had a girlfriend?" She asked.

"No." I laughed, how could I have any girlfriend when I've always liked her, since I knew the meaning of that, I've always wanted it to be her and no one else even when I knew it wasn't possible.

"So for example, if tomorrow you have to marry me, would you agree?"

"What?" I looked at her in surprise, why was she asking me such strange questions today?

"I am not telling you to marry me Arnav, relax, it's just a question answer it." She rolled her eyes.

"Why would a girl like you want to marry a guy like me?" I laughed.

"What do you mean a guy like you? You mean a nerd? Don't worry there are lots of girls out there who like being with nerds." She giggled.

"What about you?" I looked at curiously, was she interested in being with a nerd?

"Nope, nerds are not my type, I'm the bad boys kind of a girl." She laughed, I looked ahead feeling a bit hurt, I don't know why even though I knew it that there could never be anything between Khushi and I, I couldn't stop hoping and then every time my hope was shattered.

"You dint answer my question Arnav, if in the future you have to marry a girl like me, the popular one, the one you've seen with different boyfriends every now and then, would you?" She asked.

"I think I would prefer to choose my life partner based on their personality than what reputation they have. If she can love me, make me happy, respect me and stay loyal I don't see why I wouldn't." I replied. Finally the cars moved a bit but then stopped again, oh my god, how long were we going to be stuck in traffic?

I kept on staring at the road ahead and Khushi kept on staring at me silently, it was awkward at first but then it was becoming uncomfortable too, I wasn't used to this.

"Why are you staring at me like that?" I asked, she looked away immediately.

"I don't know, I knew you were different because you were a nerd and all that but I dint know you were different this way too, it's impressive to see a different side of you." She smiled.

"I'll take that as a compliment, thank you." I looked back ahead and drove off, gladly this time the cars kept moving so we dint get stuck much and in the next few minutes, I had my car parked outside her house.

"So thank you for the lift." She said as she stepped out of the car then bent over to the window and looked at me.

"Would you like to come inside?" She asked. I was left surprised by the question, it was a huge deal for Khushi to invite me to her house, what was this supposed to mean? Did she still hate me? Did she want to be friends with me? or maybe it was just a way of thanking me for dropping her home. There could be no other possible reason because she already mentioned that I wasn't her type of a guy.

Ouch! That really hurt though, why couldn't I be her type of guy? What was it that a bad boy could make her feel that I couldn't?

"Arnav, I'm not going to wait forever for you to say yes." She waved her hand in front of my face, I just nodded and stepped out of my car, I locked it and followed her inside the huge mansion.

"Don't worry, my parents are at work so you can relax, no one is going to beat you." She laughed looking at my nervous face, only if she knew that I wasn't nervous because of that but because of her.

This girl literally had no idea how she made me feel, only if I had the courage to tell her that I've been crazy about her forever and maybe for once if she'd forget about the bad boys and give me a chance, I'd make her so happy.

"So what will you have? Tea coffee?" She asked as we settled down on the sofa.

"Nothing, I'm good." I said, I looked around the mansion trying to think of what to say, it was kind of awkward, we sat there staring at each other silently until someone walked in the mansion, I turned and looked at the guy that had just walked in, he was the same guy I had seen Khushi with in the morning today making out in the class.

"Shit, I forgot we were going out, I'll just change." Khushi said as she stood up and rushed upstairs to her room immediately, I dint even know what to do here anymore, I wanted to leave but it would be rude to leave without saying goodbye to her.

The stranger guy looked at me for a moment and then he walked towards the kitchen, I felt so awkward I dint want to stay here anymore so I thought I'd head to Khushi's room and just inform her that I was leaving.

I headed upstairs and stopped right outside her room, the door was open but the entire room was dark, she hadn't switched on the lights, plus she had really dark curtains in her room which she hadn't opened either so it was kind of really dark in there.

I knocked at the door twice but she dint reply so I walked in to see where she was, the room looked empty, so I thought she might be in another room, I turned around to leave when I heard the sound of a door opening.

"Oh God! You can't wait even a bit can you?" She laughed, I still couldn't see her because it was pretty dark inside and this girl had the lights off for God knows what reason.

"But you know what, neither can I." She giggled, her voice sounded so cute when she talked like that, I couldn't stop replaying it in my mind.

Was she even talking to me? Of course I was the only one here, obviously she wasn't talking to the walls.

I opened my mouth to speak but just at that moment, I felt her hand on my mouth shutting me up, she pushed me towards the bed as I fell on it and she jumped over me.

Holy shit! What the hell was happening? Did she mistake me for her new boyfriend or whoever that guy was to her?

"Shh don't say anything, I just want to kiss you again, I knew you'd follow me here that's why I left the lights off, you know kissing someone in the dark without actually seeing each other but just that feeling is great." She giggled, she was so romantic, but clearly I wasn't the guy she wanted to kiss, I tried to sit up and tell her that I wasn't him but before I could do that, I felt her soft lips on mine and I swear my heart stopped beating.

I wanted to push her back and tell her to stop because I wasn't the guy she was thinking I was, but her lips felt so good, I dint even have the courage to stop her, she slowly parted my lips with hers and kissed me so passionately. Holy hell, why did this feel so good? This girl already had me crazy without doing much and now that she'd just kissed me, I was going to be insane, but knowing that this was wrong I couldn't do it any longer so I slightly pushed her away even when all I wanted to do was kiss her back, I just couldn't do it, not without her knowing that it was me she was kissing and not the other guy.