She leaned closer and closer to me, her eyes were still on my lips and she was continuously biting her lips too, I dint even know what to do.

I shut my eyes as her lips were almost touching mine, I felt my heart beating like it would soon jump out of my chest, it was crazy how one person could make you feel such things wasn't it?

I could feel her breaths, she was so close to me, all I was waiting for were her lips on mine, but it dint seem to be happening. I opened my eyes to look at her and she opened hers at the same time too and looked at me with surprised expressions.

She stepped backwards really quickly as if she herself had no idea what she was about to do.

"I am so sorry, I wasn't trying to give you any wrong hints. It's just that last time I kissed you by mistake, it was such an amazing kiss, and I thought I could do it again, but it's completely wrong." She said as she looked everywhere else but at me.

"Why is it wrong to kiss me Khushi? Why is it okay when you do it with other guys?" I asked.

"Because you love me Arnav. They don't, we just date for fun, to have fun, it's no strings attached, I mean all that means nothing but lust.

But with you, it's not lust, I mean not from your side at least, you love me so sincerely and I don't want to kiss you and make you feel that I would love you or something, I don't even know if I can love a guy.

It's just because I really liked that kiss and I wanted it but I am sorry, I shouldn't have done that, not when I told you I won't be interested in you that way ever, I'm just stupid." She said nervously, as I kept on staring at her.

She was the first girl that I had ever kissed and it was the first ever time, I thought I wouldn't even know how to kiss, but she was telling me she liked it, which meant really a lot to me and knowing that she wanted to kiss me again because she liked it was a cherry on top.

I really wanted to tell her to kiss me, that maybe she could take this as the other casual things she does, but it wasn't the right thing to do, we were friends, I promised her we would remain friends and I wanted her to kiss me only if she liked me or loved me, not because she just wanted to be kissed.

That wasn't me, I dint do things like that and no matter how much I yearned for her to kiss me right now, I wasn't going to tell her to.

"It's okay, I get it." I pretended to smile.

"I'll go check on Anju." She said as she excused herself and quickly rushed out of the room.

I took a shower after she left and changed into my nightwear and then headed downstairs where Khushi and Anju were busy watching TV together.

I sat down beside Anju as she smiled at me and then looked back at the TV, the both of them were watching some girlish series which I found to be quite boring.

"You must be hungry, let me go check is dinner is ready." Khushi said as she stood up suddenly and rushed to the kitchen to check whether the servants had finished cooking dinner.

She walked back in a few seconds smiling brightly.

"Dinner is ready, let's settled at the table, the servants are bringing it." Khushi said, Anju and I nodded as we stood up and headed towards the table, Khushi seemed to be smiling happily all this while making me wonder what was making her so happy.

Just as we had settled, the servants walked to the table in a line, each of them holding something in their hand, they placed everything on the table and walked away leaving us to have dinner.

"So I have a surprise for you." Khushi smiled brightly at Anju.

"What surprise?" She asked excitedly.

"Meet the chef of a special dish for you." Khushi said as she pointed towards the kitchen from where Kabir walked out taking off his apron, Anju almost screamed as she stood up and rushed to hug him.

No wonder Khushi couldn't stop smiling, it was because of this, now I got it.

"When did he come?" I asked Khushi.

I called him after leaving you and Anju in the room, I told him she was staying here and he could come if he wanted to, so he came and even went to the kitchen to cook something for her saying he will surprise her.

It's so cute isn't it, someone making so much efforts for you. I envy this kids at times, I wish I could have love as true and pure as theirs." Khushi smiled as she looked at them with a wide smile admiring them, she was right though, not everyone was as lucky as them.

I was so happy for my sister actually, that's he found love in Kabir, he was such a nice guy, the more I got to know him, the more I realized that there wouldn't have been anyone better for her than him.

Kabir and Anju walked back to the table after they were done hugging each other, they sat together holding each other's hands. Anju wouldn't stop smiling, I was happy that there was someone that made her this happy.

She really needed this today after my father showed up at home and got her all scared, she needed someone to make her feel loved, and Kabir did exactly that.

"Khushi, can I stay here tonight please?" Kabir asked as he pouted and looked at her hoping she would say yes.

"This is your house too Kabir, it's just upon Arnav whether he wants to allow you to be around his sister the entire night you know." Khushi giggled.

Both Kabir and Anju looked at me making really cute face trying to convince me.

"Only if the both of you promise me not to do something you aren't supposed to." I tried to look serious when I wanted to laugh really bad.

"Oh come on bro, we're still kids." Anju said.

"Yeah, exactly, we are just going to talk about everything." Kabir said.

"If you are kids, how did you even know what I was talking about." I raised my eyebrow, they both looked at me looking terrified as hell until Khushi interrupted.

"Oh Arnav, stop scaring them. Guy's he's just pulling your leg, relax." Khushi laughed.

"Yayy, you're staying." Anju looked at Kabir happily.

"If he makes you so happy, how can I say no." I said to Anju.

"I love you bro." She smiled, and then we all finally started eating dinner. Oh and Kabir had made some noodles for Anju which we all laughed at because we thought he might have made something else but it turns out he dint know much cooking so he made only what he knew.

Who cared anyway, as long as he put an effort and made my sister happy, that's all that mattered.

After dinner we all sat together in the hall again, we finally chose a movie the four of us could watch and not get bored, Kabir and Anju sat together, they were still holding hands, how cute.

Khushi sat beside me and we played the movie.

The bowl Khushi and I were sharing of popcorns was empty even before the movie had played for fifteen minutes, the both of us ate like no ones business, I place the bowl aside and continued watching the movie.

My concentration was disturbed when I felt something on my shoulder, I looked towards it and found Khushi leaning on it while she was deep asleep, I just smiled and continued watching the movie.

Once the movie was over, Anju and Kabir too headed to sleep, I was left here alone with Khushi. If she slept like this she was going to wake up with a bad neck the next morning, I dint know what to do, I dint want to wake her up, she looked so adorable while she was asleep.

I stood up slowly making sure not to disturb her sleep, the I picked her up in my arms hoping she wasn't going to wake up, she dint seem like a light sleeper because even after all this she was still deep asleep.

I took her upstairs to her room, placed her on the bed and put a blanket on her, she curled up as I looked at her one last time and headed to check on Anju before I slept.

I knocked at the door of the room that was besides Khushi's room and walked in, she was seated on the bed with Kabir, they both were playing the snake and ladder game.

"I thought you were to sleep with Khushi in her room?" I asked.

"I thought you wanted to." She winked at me.

"Shut up, just remember what I said and take care. Kabir call me if anything okay?" I looked at Anju worriedly, Kabir smiled at me and nodded as I headed to my room to sleep, it was a long day.