Tiffany POV.

   After leaving England, Tess and I went to Mexico. We had a nice time, but not me though. All what Elizabeth said ringed in my ears. She was right, she always is.

And thanks to her, the rest of Jan 1 was just thinking about what happened. And how my life is gonna be hell in Diamond since Liz has told Dani about me. In the night, Dad took us out to eat. But I didn't have any appetite. And when I wanted to sleep. I had a text. It was a picture from Toby. He and Hunter and Liz taking a picture in a garden. I need to stay away from Toby. It's only fair. But how can I stay away from him when he's my tutee?

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The next day, I knew I was gonna be in hot mess. I wore my uniform, packed my hair to a ponytail, wore black ankle boots and long socks reaching my knee, and the school's cardigan. I took my backpack and rode to school. I parked my car and someone's hand was round my shoulders.

"Hey!!" He said.

"Hi!!"

"Did you see my text?" He asked.

"Yeah." I replied.

"You didn't say anything about it!!" He said stopping us. I removed his hands and looked at him.

"I didn't have to Toby. Uhmm, I don't think I'll be able to be your tutor. So, maybe you have to look for another person." I told him and walked away.

"Tiffany!!" He yelled, but I just continued walking.

"Hey Tiff, what's up?" I saw Jessie.

"I'm good. You?" I asked her.

"Crazy. How was Winter break?" She asked me.

"Great I guess." I said.

"Okay. Mine was epic. One important thing was...... I met a guy. Oh, he was so hot!!" Jessie said.

"Really? Did he kiss you right?" Andrew came and hugged her.

"Better than you." She replied.

"Oh please. You love my kisses!!" Andrew said.

"I've forgotten. You can remind me!!" She said.

"Awn. Not here......" He said and he whispered something in her ear which made Jessie burn.

"Get out you asshole!!" Jessie spat.

"Calm down Jessie." I told her.

"Yes Tiff, I am." Jessie said.

"Anyways uhmm, the hot guy was great!!" She said.

"Yeah yeah..... So we went sky diving!!" Andrew said.

"I went to a concert." Phoebe said laughing and hugging all of us.

"Yeah yeah. Lossers, I had a nice time. Thanks for asking!!" Trent came in.

"Awwwn. Baby!!" Jessie said and hugged him. We all did and we took our books, talking and chatting and laughing until the bell rang and we went to different destinations.

    Lunch, the perfect place for chatting and all. I sat and started eating as we talked about everything that had happened during Christmas and everything. One thing that just made my heart beat was when Toby and Stephen were walking in with Beck and Olaf. I felt guilty about the way i talked to him this morning. But then again, he doesn't deserve someone like me. He deserves more and I hope he gets another girl.

  Well he did get another girl!! After school, I saw him kissing a girl against his locker and it looked like he was really into it. It isn't fair!!

"So are you guys fighting again?" I heard Stephen voice.

"I think so. I started it actually." I told him.

"Weird. How?" He asked.

"It's complicated!!" I replied.

"I have all day!!"

  After telling him what happened and even about Kelvin. Talking about Kelvin, where the heck is that dude? And about what I think I should do. Which is to ignore him.

"You are a bitch, no offense. Liz isn't at fault." He said.

"Yeah. I know!!" I told him.

"I mean, if you hurt Liz that much, she's really mean. And I mean really really mean. A pity you didn't know her at 7th and 8th grade!!" He said.

"Well....."

"Anyways, yes Liz told you she hates the fact that you are chasing Toby....."

"I'm not chasing Toby!!" I said.

"Fine. But you like him." Stephen said.

"I don't. Maybe I do. I don't know. I don't trust my feelings anymore. I just..... I just don't know. I mean, I thought I liked someone before and turns out I didn't really love that person." I said.

"Alright. You shouldn't be 'make out' buddies with him!!" He said. Saying that made my cheeks warm. Did Toby tell him that?

"Did.... Uhmm,....."

"Yeah, and the part where you didn't want to have sex with him. Yup!! That actually made him mad though. His exes didn't want to have sex with him too. Made him think he has a problem." Stephen said. Okay, I'm feeling uncomfortable.

"Anyways Stephen, I just don't think I deserve to be with him." I said.

"Fuck, I hate this relationship ethics!!" He said and I smiled.

"Just have a girl, bang her and leave. Now that is what I know." He asked.

"Well someone's an ass!!" I replied him.

"Just let your heart decide okay? Why don't you look at Toby and then you decide either you want to go to him or not." He told me.

I looked at him. Gosh, he looks so hot with his new blue tinted hair. And his jeans. Toby dosen't exactly wear uniform, he only wears a white shirt, chain round the neck, the school's suit and jeans with chains at the side. He had headphones on, pocketing his hands. I don't know if it's attraction but I really want him.

"Okay before you eyerape my friend. Just go to the showers and fuck." Stephen sakd.

"Everything's not about sex!!!" I told him.

"Try me!!" He said. I rolled my eyes in disgust.

"Eww!!" I muttered.

"Am actually very big. You'll love me!!" He said.

"Gross." I said and walked away.

"Toby's fucking small!!" I heard him yell.

I just walked to him, and the closer I get to him. The more my heart beat quickens. Just 4 centimeters, 3 centimeters, 2 centemeters......

"Don't move close to me." He abruptly snapped and I was startled.

"Oh my gosh!!" I gasped and he tried to hold a smile.

"You can just smile." I told him.

"What if I don't wanna?" He asked.

"Toby, I'm sorry about this......"

"Stop. I understand." He said.

"Really?"

"Yes. I actually don't understand girls generally. They make you feel happy, you finally feel you're friends with them but in a matter of seconds, they change. minutes later, they change!!" He replied.

"Something happened. It's complicated." I told him.

"I don't know anymore." He said.

"Please!!" I begged. He sighed.

"I haven't talked to Mrs. Grand!!" He said. I smiled.

"Thanks!!"

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"Hey Steph!!" I said.

"My friends call me Steph!!" She said. Ouch!!

"But I'm a friend!!" I said.

"That's what Tonia said and she ended up......"

"Okay Steph. Let's not talk about Tonia anymore!!" Toby said and I shrug.

"Tiffany!!" I heard a voice. I turned to see Toby's mom. Mrs. Maria Kingston.

"Mrs. Kingston. Good afternoon!!" I said.

"Oh dear, you can call me Maria!!" She said.

"Oh, okay." I said.

"I heard you are tutoring Toby?" She asked me. I nod.

"Yep." I replied.

"That's good honey. I'll be out but will be back later. Make sure Stephanie eats lunch and make yourself at home!!" She said and I nod.

"Okay!!"

"Good!!" She said and left.

"Okay, I'm in charge." Toby said.

"Stephanie, do you want to have a delicious....."

"Yes I'll eat lunch, you don't have to say it to me like I'm 4!!" She said and left. I looked at Toby.

"Weird. She doesn't like you." He told me.

"I know. And she likes everyone!!" I said.

"Actually, not everyone. If she sees you for the first time, and she doesn't like you, she won't like you. But if she likes you. She will. And the only person she hasn't liked so far is all our extended family except uncle Ford so I'm not sure what's wrong!!" He said.

"Well, maybe we can find out when we listen to Shakespeare!!" I told him. He grunted.

"I want to have some cookies first. Muffin?" He asked.

"Cupcake." I replied him.

"Ohkay!!" He said and giggled.

"What's that?" I asked him.

"Nothing, just thinking of someone." He replied and left.

I shrug and went up. Before I can reach up. Hunter saw me.

"Hi Hunter!!" I said.

"Hey!!" He muttered and turned to walk away.

"Wait ..... Hunter!!" I said.

"Yeah!!" He answered.

"Do you have an idea why Steph doesn't like me?" I asked him.

"It's Stephanie!!!" I heard her shrill and a door slam.

"Steph, keep it down there!!" I heard Toby yell.

"I will if your 'bimbo' dosen't call me Steph!!" She yelled back. Whoo!!

"Hunter......"

"What? She asked who she was, and I replied!!" Hunter replied smiling.

I looked at him raising my eyebrows and he smiled slyly.

"No offense!! That was before,  I don't care about who you are." He said and left.

Ouch. I entered Toby's room. I sat on the couch and he came In. He looked ate and smiled.

"So, how was Mexico?" He asked me.

"It was nice. I enjoyed every bit of it!!" I replied him. Actually I wasn't. I was crying and didn't even eat thinking of you....... And Liz.

"Great." He said.

      After studying for hours, I checked my time. 5:30pm. Gosh, i gotta go.

"I have to go Toby!! We'll do this later!!" I said.

"KK." He said, stood up and left his room.

That was harsh!! Wait, that little bad mind of yours. What do you expect? I started packing my books and putting it in my backpack. I stood up, and adjusted my skirt. Then the door opened startling me.

"Oops. Sorry, I just came to bring lunch!!" He said.

"I don't......"

"Nope. You're eating this." He said and I raised my hands.

"I'm tired!!" I said after eating.

"You can shower. And I give you one of my shirts!!" He said.

"Okay!!" I said.

         I had shower and changed into his shirts. Okay, this stuff's short.

"Can I uhmm, have shorts or something?" I asked him.

"I'm in my closet. Come out and get it!!" He said. I looked at the length of the dress.

"But....."

"I'm dressing up. You wanna see me nude. I swear I'll bet you'll do it!!" He said.

"What.... Nope!!" I said and got out.

"Whoa. That's sexy!!" I heard a voice. I turned.

"Wow. That's a nice closet!!" I said putting my hands on my waist.

"That's more sexier!!" He said.

"Just get me a short!!" I said.

"You have to pay for it!!" He said.

"I'm not kissing you!!" I told him.

"I don't want your lips!!" He said. Ouch!!

"I need a massage!!" He said.

"I'll call my masseuse." I said.

"Nope. I want you!!" He said.

"Okay at least give me the shorts!!" I told him.

"Payment first!!" He said.

Urgh!! I massaged his shoulders, his hand, his neck and now he wants me to wash his hair. And it's a pretty ackward situation. I'm between his legs, drying his hair and I must not look at his lips or else I'll grab and kiss it. So I decided to start a conversation.

"So....., Why do you like changing your hair color?" I asked. He wrapped his hands round my waist bringing me closer.

"Well, let's say I don't like my brown hair!!" He said.

"Damn. Brown hair are nice. Look at mine for example!!" I said

"Your brown hairs nice." He said stroking my hair. Now he's flirting. I also know how to flirt.

"Well, what do you expect. It takes a lot of guys!!" I said.

"Like which one?" He asked.

"Anyone....., I guess!!" I said.

"Funny. Are you done?" He asked removing my hands and stood up.

"Yeah!!" I replied. He left for his closet. He came out with shorts. But they're stretchy at the top.

"Thanks!!" I said.

"Oh, and I want to ask something?" I started moving closer.

"Yeah!!" He replied.

"I want to know what Stephanie likes!!" I said.

"Oh, that comes with a price!!" He winked

"I'm not massaging you!!" He said.

"I don't need your small soft hands that was just tikling me." He said. Ouch. I wanted to take the shorts but he dragged me with it.

"Now, i want your lips." He said.

"I thought you don't want it." I said. Kiss me already.

"Yeah, so?" He asked. Kiss me.

"You can't just want to kiss me and don't want to again." I said.

"Well. That shows you've been looking forward to it." He said. Urgh!!!

"Nope. I actually like you begging for it!!" I said.

"And how do I beg?" He asked.

"Drive me home?" I asked him.

"Deal!!" He said.

"And....."

"Kiss me afterwards!!" I asked.

"Done!!" He replied.

"But then I'll see you and tell you to continue sleeping!!" I said and turned to leave but he dragged me back.

"I know you want it!!" He replied slipping under my shirts and kissing my neck. Urgh!! I love this. I removed his sneaky hands.

"Maybe!!" I replied.

"Maybe not!!" We both said together. He looked at me.

"But I do!!" I said.

He smashed his lips on mine and I responded quickly. He gently sat on the bed and put me to his lap so I'm facing him. his legs between mine. He licked my lip and I gave him entrance. His hands wandered to my laps, my thigh, and under my shirt and for some reason, i didn't stop him. But if he goes any further, I'm stopping him. He carried me to lay on his bed and we continued our make out. He sometimes wandering and I stopping him. He removed his top. Oh my gosh!! Those abs. He kissed my neck. My ear. And I didn't know how he did it but he had unbuttoned my first 2 buttons at the top. When he started going down, I pulled away.

"No, no sex Toby. Just making out!!" I told him.

"But....."

"No buts!!" I said. He looked at me.

"Then I shouldn't be making out with you anymore!!" He said.

"But....."

"No buts!!"

"Toby!!" I purred stroking his hair.

"Yeah, call my name!!" He said and started kissing him.

"We *moan* can't have *moan* sex!!" I told him

"But you want it!!" He said.

"I don't. Well I......"

"Please!!" He begged.

"No Toby!!" I said. He stopped for few seconds before...... He stood up, wore his top and took his hot chocolate and sat on his couch drinking it. Did that make him hurt!! I wore the shorts and took my backpack.

"I uhmm....."

"Yeah. Uhmm, I'll be there in a sec!!" He said.

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   All through the drive, he only talked twice. The rest was, yes, okay. Yes, okay. He parked and I saw another car. Weird. Who's that?

"Thanks for the ride." I said.

"Yes....."

"Don't even try to say yes!!" I said.

"I said it already!!" He muttered.

"Are you mad at me?" I asked him.

"No!!" He replied.

"Then why are you quiet?" I asked him.

"Nothing!!" He replied.

"Toby, I can't have sex with you cause....."

"I'm not your boyfriend, I have a problem and I get!!" He said.

"You don't have a problem!!" I said.

"Yeah. You didn't turn me down on my bed after a heated make out or at a bath tub!! And I wasn't turned down by my girlfriend when we were on her bed or few exes back!!" He replied.

"So, you are a virgin?" I asked him.

"Nope. I lost it in a crazy party and slept with a girl in a car. I can't remember her face." He replied.

"Oh, okay. You don't have a problem Toby, your girlfriend's didn't just have eyes to see a handsome, sexy, hot guy I'm looking at right now." He said. He smiled and looked at me.

"And I love the way you smile!!" I said. God, I said that out.

"So, you're gonna have sex with me?" He asked.

I groaned.

"Not yet!!" I replied.

"Fine. Can we have a quick make out?" He asked.

"Toby....."

"Backseat. Closed windows!!" He said.

    So we've been in the backseat for I guess two minutes just kissing.

"I love the way you kiss!!" He said.

"Me too!!" I said.

"I'm curious how you'll taste like." He said.

"Okay, that's enough!!" I said.

"Can I just feel your boobs?" He asked.

"Toby, no!!" I spat.

"Okay!!" He grumbled.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" He asked. I slapped him.

"Ow!!" He said and I pushed him.

"You're an asshole." I said.

An asshole for saying I should be your girlfriend and keeping my hopes up. An asshole for saying that when you don't like me and only want me for sex. An asshole for even thinking that way.

"I told you I'm not a slut!!" I said. He just looked at me. I took my backpack and left the car. I entered my mansion and I saw.... Kelvin?

"Hey!!" I said.

"Sup? What happened to your uniform?" He asked.

"It uhmm, it's wet!!" I said.

"Kay. I just wanted to ask you something!!" He said.

"Let's go inside my room." I said. I got into my room.

"I've made a conclusion!!" He started. I went to my bathroom and bad a shower, then came out with a towel. Entered my closet and wore black jeans, black hoodie and gloves.

"Yeah!!" I said and sat on my bed.

"I want to date you!!" He said. Oh my!!

"Uh.... What now?" I asked.

"Yeah. I mean, we both like each other so......"

"Kelvin, I don't like you anymore." I told him.

"What?" He asked.

"Yeah. I did before but....."

"I can't believe this. Then why did you ruin my relationship?" He asked.

"Gosh don't make me feel guilty about that ......"

"Well you should. I hate you!!" He said and left.

"It's not my fault!!" I yelled. Okay it's all my fault. And I'm blaming myself terribly.

I did homework, watch movies and Tess came. She told me all about work and we watched movies together. Lindsey came with her friend Khushi and they went out to God knows where. She came back though before 7 and Dad came minutes later. We had dinner and I went to sleep.

What a nice day!!!😭😭😭.

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