Rey waited patiently for Kylo to come back. As soon as the door opened she heard his voice .

She ran out of her room to him , fake tears running down her face. Kylo looked at her and so did Lillian .

"She's dead " Rey said .

Kylo's face fell and he put his hands on her waist "who died ?" He asked .

"Leia ... " she said .

Kylo wrapped his hands round her back and held her close "how did you find out?" He asked petting her hair softly .

"Luke sent me a vision ... She died this morning" Rey said .

"Really?" He said looking upset .

She nodded and he then hugged her tightly . "I'm so sorry Kylo" she said into his ear .

He nodded and held her close . "Who died ?" Lillian asked .

"General Leia Organa ... A resistance leader " Rey said as she rubbed Kylo's back.

"What's the big deal ? " Lillian asked "she's a resistance leader , isn't it good that's she's dead ... And why would you care ?"

"Because she is my mother , and i doubt you would want anything bad to happen to your mother ... Or you" he said.

"What-"

"You shut you mouth ... You don't dare say anything like that ... You should be glad you haven't been slapped" Kylo said and wrapped his arm around Rey .

Rey rubbed his shoulder softly as he tried to calm down. She follows him to his room and he closed the door .

"I can't believe she would say such a thing about my mother !"?he growled .

Rey sat on his bed next to him and rubbed his shoulder . "She should be punished" Rey said.

"She should" he said "and she will" he said and kissed her cheek.

Rey kissed his lips softly . Her wrapped an arm around her and pulled her down on the bed to lay next to him. He kissed her harder .

She sat up and realized she still had work to do. "Baby stay" he said trying to pull her back down.

"Kylo -"

"Please stay" he said. Rey laid down next to him . He just wanted to hold her , that's all. Just hold her tight .

She hated that she had just lied to him, but she needed him back. Rey couldn't stand that she lied though.

Rey felt dizzy and then she looked at him , his eyes were closed yet a single tear had fallen on his cheek.

Rey began to shake him , "what is it? What's wrong?" He asked .

"Luke sent me another vision ... She's not dead ! She's alive , weak but alive" Rey yelled out randomly.

"She's not dead ?" He said .

Rey shook her head and he then kissed her "thank god" he said softly.

"I guess he must have messed up or down thing" Rey said .

He hugged her tightly. "I'm going to go speak with Hux about some things ... I'll be back soon baby" he said and kissed her roughly .

She could feel his hardness from his lap. "Kylo-" she whispered .

"Yes ?" He asked her .

"I wanna know what we are ..."

"What do you mean?"

"This morning you said we're simply a slave and her master , twenty seconds ago you called me baby ... You kiss me and you have sex with me ... You touch and hold me ... You confined in me about your plans ... You asked me to comfort you when we thought your mother had passed ... Please tell me what we are"

"Rey ... I don't know ..." He said .

"You can't say you don't know ... Because that means you don't have feelings for me .... "

"I don't know -"

"This morning you said you didn't have feelings for me ... But you've called me baby twice ... Just today !"

"I'm scared Rey " he said looking at the ground .

"What are you so scared of?" Rey asked looking at him.

"I'm sacred to love someone , because every time I do they leave ... I love my uncle Luke and he left , I loved my father and you know how that needed ... I loved that damn wookie and he hates me now ... I love my mother and I thought she was dead ... I can't love you because you'll leave" he said .

"I'm not gonna leave you ... Not now or ever ... Don't think that way Kylo-"

"I can't help but think thy way , it's hurts that you are so beautiful, and so amazing ... And if I love you I could hurt you or you could leave me" he said .

"Don't love me then ... Just be with me" Rey said

"What?" He asked .

"Just be with me ... No 'I love yous' just be with me ... Can you do that please ?" She asked .

"Of course Rey" and he kissed her passionately . "I've gotta go talk to Hux I'll be back soon ... And she'll be gone" he said and kissed her one last time and left.

-A.N.-
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