"I'm not here for the promised
luxury, Negan. I'm
here... because
I chose you."
- Billie to
Negan

Song: "Guys My Age" by Hey Violet

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His lips moved against the skin of my shoulder and over the back of my neck, one arm supporting my head as the other draped across my waist, my back to his chest. It was moments like this that had me feeling like he truly cared. "Do you want to leave?" he asked softly, out of nowhere, his question catching me off guard as I scrunched my nose. "What do you mean?" I could feel him sigh against my neck, goosebumps covering my skin. "I'm giving you a chance to walk out...but you'll have to work for what you get, just like before." I sat up, turning so I could look at him fully, frowning in disbelief. "You...you really think that's why I'm here?" my voice was soft and shaky, and his eyes held mine with a confused expression, as if asking for clarification. "I'm not here for the promised luxury, Negan. I'm here...because I chose you," I stated in a whisper, and he leaned forward, cupping my cheek in his hand. 
    "I agreed to this, before I even knew you'd bring in the others." I continued, referring to his other wives, and I could see a quick flash of guilt flicker in his deep brown eyes as I spoke. "I don't care about them"-that's a lie-"But when are you going to realize I want you. Not for the shitty benefits, but for you." I stopped talking, and he gave me a look I couldn't explain, pushing me onto the bed gently as he crawled on top. He leaned down, planting soft kisses over the corners of my mouth and jawline, his actions sending a ripple of pleasure through my body. I squeaked out a soft 'fuck' as his lips brushed over my collar bone, and I felt him chuckle against my skin. His lips moved down to my chest, sucking on the sensitive flesh as my back arches, a loud moan erupting from my throat as his tongue pressed against my nipple. "And besides," I whispered into his hair breathlessly as he slid into me, "guys my age don't know how to treat me. Not like you do."
    I heard him groan against my cheat, his hands holding my thighs in a harsh grip as he began to thrust a little faster, hitting my sweet spot with each thrust. I moaned his name, tangling my hands in his messy hair, giving it a tug which in turn gave him the incentive to slam into me with a low grunt. I knew his fingers would leave bruises, but in this moment I didn't care, I was actually excited for them. I bit down on his neck, sucking on the skin just below his jaw as he began to pant, his thrusts harder and more determined. I yelped in both pain and pleasure when his teeth bit down on my nipple, and he smirks pulling away, his hand moving to cup my throat. "Tell me how much you love it Beauty, tell me and beg for me to cum deep inside you." he demanded with a possessive growl, and my walls tightened around him as I whined. "I love it s- so much, baby. Please...oh god, please-- cum!" He bit his lip, and squeezing my neck hard as he slammed into me one last time, the two of us hitting our orgasms together. He leaned down, panting as his lips met mine passionately, his hands finding mine so he could intertwine our fingers. "You're better than them; always have been, always will be."

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