"I want to sink so deep
into you that neither of us will
know where one ends
and the other
begins."
- Negan to Billie

Song: "Go Round" Charlie Puth

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    "No, no, no-- you're not doing it right!" I could hear Negan's voice from the other side of the door, grinning as I stood outside Sherry's room. I could hear her trying to apologize, but the door soon opened, and I was forced to make eye contact with a flustered Negan. He glared down at me, and I couldn't help but smirk. "Meet me in my room." he growled out softly before pushing by me, walking away, and as I turned to follow Sherry stopped me. "How do you it?" I looked back at her, frowning confused. "Do...what?" She sighs, fixing her dress before replying. "Make him as happy as you do? We aren't stupid, we know he prefers you. Is there some sort a trick?" I quickly shook my head, surprised it was that complicated for her. "The difference between you and me, and the other wives, is that I actually love him. I'm not lying just to have the good life, or to keep someone safe. I want to be with him."
    Sherry looked away, and I awkwardly cleared my throat. "I'm gonna go." I simply whispered, turning on my heel to head back to Negan's room. I opened the bedroom door slowly, finding him laying on his bed, arm slung over his face. "You wanted to see me?" I asked as I closed the door, even though I knew why he wanted me, and he didn't look at me as he spoke. "Get over here." I smiled to myself, hopping up onto the bed as he reached an arm out to pull me against him with a soft groan. I reached for his belt but he moved my hand away. "No...not yet." I looked at his face, studying him, trying to figure out what he was thinking. "You don't want me?"
I almost sounded hurt, my voice shaky and uncertain, but he quickly shook his head. "I want to sink so deep into you that neither of us will know where one ends and the other begins." he stated softly with a sigh, "But right now, I just want to hold you." I blushed, resting my head on his chest as I cuddled closer, his hold on me tightening slightly. "I love you, Negan." I whispered softly, knowing it wouldn't do much. "I know," was his simple reply.