Chapter 9- I'm Sorry
"Yuna..." Chanyeol fixed his gaze onto me,he took me inside the room with Wooyong.
"Chanyeol? Who's this?" She asked,I looked at her with amazement.She was so beautiful,tall,cute and sophisticated.I looked at myself in this wheelchair feeling like a low person,a very low person.I couldn't be compared to a woman like this,she's far from beautiful.
"My girlfriend." Chanyeol fixed the bed looking away from me,I could feel the rush of heat to my cheeks.
"Girlfriend? What do you mean?" She frowned.
"Yuna,let's talk outside.Wooyong,stay with Jung Hwa." Chanyeol ordered,Wooyong nodded standing beside me.I watched as they both left the room,I felt nervous for some reason.I felt like I caused this,why do I feel like this is all my fault?
Wooyong looked at me and smiled."Noona,don't worry.Chanyeol doesn't like Yuna,he likes you.Don't be sad,okay?" I smiled and gave him a head rub,Chanyeol likes me? No way,I sighed faking my sadness.
"Really? Arraseo,I won't be sad."
"Noona,I don't think Chanyeol is getting married with Yuna.Because he likes you he won't get married with her." He explained.He won't get married with Yuna,huh? The more I thought about it,I put all the pieces together.Chanyeol made everyone believe that were dating so that he wouldn't get married,so far everyone believes it.
Maybe that was what he wanted,to not get married with her.But somehow that made me kind of upset,that he used me to ruin his marriage with another girl.It didn't seem right to me,it seemed cowardly.
But why wouldn't he? She's so beautiful and perfect,Yuna is his ideal type.I don't know a lot about Chanyeol but she does look like his ideal type,a rich and beautiful woman.
"C-Chanyeol!" I heard Yuna say desperately as the door swung open,Chanyeol came to check if everything was okay.
"F-fine! I'll come another time then." She said leaving,I was confused.Did they fight?
"What happened? She looks really mad." I continued to stare out the door.
"Don't worry about that,can't you see that your more important?" He said,I was surprised that he said that.Chanyeol then got closer to me and wrapped his arms around me.
"W-what are you doing?!" I stuttered,I blushed feeling his arms around me.What is he trying to do?
"I'm helping you get on the bed,would you cooperate?" Chanyeol annoyingly said,I nodded without saying anything.
He held me by the waist as I got up and I held his arms for support,for some reason I kept feeling embarrassed and my face gets all warm.I didn't know why I keep feeling this way,it's so uncomfortable.He placed me on the bed and I laid down,I felt better and the bed was really nice and soft.
"Here." Chanyeol pulled the blankets over me.
"Wooyong,find a maid and ask her to get Jung Hwa some water and ice." Chanyeol said to Wooyong,he nodded and left the room without a word.I was still so curious about what happened between Chanyeol and Yuna.
"Did you guys fight? You and Yuna?" I asked as he sat down beside the bed.
"I didn't,Yuna made a huge deal out of it."
"Out of what?" I asked.
"Our marriage." He rubbed his temples gently,Chanyeol looks stressed.
"Did you tell her that you weren't marrying her?"
"Does she hate you? Are you guys still getting married?"
"Would you stop asking so many questions?" He said looking at me dead straight in the eyes.
"Why did you use me? To ruin your marriage with Yuna?" I said angrily,I was mad.Because he didn't consider her feelings but his own.
"Because." He started.
"Because of what? Have you even thought about her feelings? You've only been thinking about your own and yourself." I raised my voice.
"Would you stop using me for your selfishness?" It became quiet after I said that,he didn't say anything.
"I know you pity me,but please stop bothering to care.Because I don't need your pity." Ever since he's been entering my life again,he's always trying to help and I hate it.I was thankful that he saved my mother but he took advantage of me,that I didn't like at all.He keeps using me like I'm some sort of toy or something,I'm not worth a toy.This time he went to far and I can't hold it in,I still felt like I needed to say more but I just held it in.
Chanyeol stood up."I'm not using you for my selfishness,I don't pity you!"
"Then what is it?!"
"It's because of you! It's because of you I think I'm going to go crazy!" Chanyeol said,I was confused and I didn't know what to say.
"It's because of what happened before,all those horrible things I did and said to you.I just want...." He was quiet and I could hear that he was having a hard time,my eyes were becoming teary because of what he had just said.It reminded me of so many things.
He took a breath."You to know that I'm sorry." I shed a tear,he was sorry? Chanyeol looked so sincere and it broke my heart,all this time he just wanted to say that he was sorry.But this had nothing to do with his marriage,he just wanted to get close to me and help me because he felt so wronged.
"I regretted so much..please just listen to me,I regretted so much for two years.From time to time I would think about you,me being such a jerk and not caring about your feelings."
"You regretted a lot? C-Chanyeol..." More tears streamed down my cheeks.
"I'm sorry."
"I-I...forgive you." Those words I wanted to hear for so long,I forgave him.I didn't seek anything else but an apology,all these years I just wanted to hear those simple words from his mouth.But knowing that he regretted for so long didn't make me happy,I thought it would.Knowing that he was unhappy didn't make me happy,it also made me sad.Because he also suffered.From the beginning I thought that making Chanyeol unhappy would make me happy because of him knowing how much I've suffered.In the end I feel sad,I don't feel any happiness from hearing Chanyeol's apology.
"Is that what you wanted to tell me? This has nothing to do with your marriage." I gently wiped my tears off my cheeks,I wanted to quickly change the topic.
"Yeah...it really doesn't.But I do like someone and getting married to someone who I have no feelings for makes me go insane,I do care about Yuna.But I don't sincerely love her,I just want her to find someone better then me that sincerely loves her." Chanyeol said almost making me tear up again,I've never seen this side of him before.
I've discovered so many new things about Chanyeol and this side is the most surprising.He's in love with another girl,I never knew he truly liked someone.He didn't selfishly use me,I felt so dumb for not knowing.How have I could've known?
"That's why you made me your fake girlfriend?"
"Yes,to make her realize that I truly don't love her and make her move on."
"Have you told her that you love someone else?" I asked,I did wonder who Chanyeol likes.Is she in our school? Is she a model?
"I have,she just doesn't want to accept it." Chanyeol said sadly.
"Yuri's in denial,she won't let go.Shes a clingy person and she only has eyes for me." Chanyeol explained.
"It seems like-" I was cut off when a maid walked into the room with a glass of water and a bag of ice.
"Young master I've brought what you have requested,where shall I leave this?" The maid asked.
"Leave it on this table,thank you." He said as she placed the bag of ice and water.
"Jung Hwa,you should get some rest.Drink some water and stay hydrated,also put this bag over your head for a bit.You have a slight fever." Chanyeol said following the maid as they both left the room,Chanyeol closed the door shut as I stared at the ceiling blankly.I clenched my hands together and held it over my chest,Chanyeol must be having such a hard time because of Yuna.The problem is that Yuna won't leave Chanyeol's side,even though Chanyeol likes someone else.
I couldn't help but think about Chanyeol's apology,over again and again I saw the hurt in his eyes.He hurt me before I reminded myself,I hurt this person.I thought from the beginning that hurting this person would make me feel better because he would know and feel the pain I felt,but Chanyeol has changed.He's not the same person as I knew before,he is a warm person.
-Park Chanyeol's POV-
As I closed the door shut I took a step back and reached out my hand and touched the door,Jung Hwa forgave me.I smiled,I've never been so happy before.I thought about apologizing for sometime,I had thoughts of her not forgiving me.So many thoughts of my apology going wrong,but in the end I told her how I felt.
I think we've become friends now,I smiled and slid my hand off the door.Better then nothing,being friends is enough for me.I began walking to my room,I frowned slightly.I told Jung Hwa that I liked someone else,that "someone" is her.I'm still not going to tell her that I have those feelings for her,what just happened between us right now.I didn't want to ruin,we've just became friends.
I want to end ties will Yuna,she's someone I don't love.My mother made me go on a blind date with her and now Yuna just can't seem to leave me.I don't want to hurt Yuna in anyway,she's a woman and overall I am a man.I don't love her and before I had to pretend to like her to convince my mother to believe me that I liked her,Yuna had developed real feelings at that point.
I've never had feelings for a woman before,none have actually caught my eye.But until Jung Hwa entered my life again I can't seem to keep her far away from me,she is someone I sincerely love.I hope Jung Hwa will understand and continue being my fake girlfriend until Yuna settles her feelings.Until she does we can stop being in a fake relationship,I hope it won't bother Jung Hwa.I just want Yuna to settle her feelings and understand I love someone else.
-Jung Hwa's POV-
I woke up glancing at the window,it was noon.I thought I had slept for a long time,I was quite thirsty.I reached for the glass of water on the table and drank a bit and placed it back.I noticed that my back didn't hurt when I reached for the glass of water,I sat up and it didn't hurt at all.Maybe I could get up and walk around,I felt the cold floor touch my warm toes.
I got stood up and smiled."Whoa,I can already stand up?" I stretched a bit because I felt so stiff for sitting and laying down for so long.
I reached my hands in the air and felt a shot of pain to my back,I instantly raised them back down."Ah,it still hurts a bit." I whispered reminding myself not to bend my back to much.
I walked towards the door and opened it,I peeked out a few times and saw no one outside.Wheres Wooyong? And Chanyeol? Is there anyone? I tippy toed out of my room and closed the door,I turned around and saw Yuna surprisingly.I got startled and steadied my breathing because I was so shocked,why was she here again?
"Um,your the girl I saw earlier right?" She asked,I nodded in response.Yuna is so pretty,her eye makeup is perfect.I wish I knew how to put makeup on,I only know how to apply mascara and lipstick.
"What's your relationship with Chanyeol?"
"Umm." I didn't know what to say.
"Are you his...girlfriend?" She perked up a perfect eyebrow.
I am his fake girlfriend,but is it right if say that I am? "Umm,yes." I said as Yuna gave me a look,she looked annoyed.
"How did you seduce him? Huh? Chanyeol can't easily be seduced." Yuna asked angrily,I was a bit afraid of her to be honest.Her personality changed so quickly.
"I didn't seduce him." I stated.
"Then what the hell did you do? Why don't you stay away from him? Chanyeol's mine." Yuna said turning away as I heard her heels making loud thumping noises echo throughout the hallway.Yuna is a different person then what I had thought,I thought she was a nice understanding person.Looks can be quite deceiving.
Why does Yuna act like she owns him? She threatened me to stay away from Chanyeol,I felt so irritated.I
Couldn't hold back."Chanyeol's not yours and I'm not staying away from him." I said loud and clear.
Yuna stopped in her tracks."What did you just say?"
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