A/N: Another update for my beautiful readers xD

Okay,so I want to address that this story is a mature story so there IS sexual content and swearing involved.This story isn't all mushy,maybe cliche but ehh...you know what I'm talking about c:

Get ready for a emotional roller coaster.

Who's shipping SeHwa now? :3

Ps.I don't edit so don't beat me up.
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Burying my face into Sehun's chest felt like I was hugging my mother,but I wasn't.These tears won't stop flowing and I keep denying that she won't wake up.

"She can't leave me like this." I whispered shutting my eyes tightly hoping it was some dream and I would wake up by her side.

He patted my back trying to soothe me."Who?" He looked downwards.

"I-I'm going to be all alone." The pain I felt was inside my heart,along with Chanyeol not telling me about this.Only the heart can bear so much pain?

"No your not,you have me." Peeking upwards Sehun made a small smile,I felt bad that Sehun had to see me like this.

"I-I'm sorry Sehun." I released my arms and back away wiping my face.

"What happened? Why are you crying?" He asked,I saw that I stained his shirt with my tears.I wanted to tell him the truth,should I or should I not? He's the most trustworthy person I know now.

"Wait-Chanyeol! That asshole made you cry did he? I'll go talk to him right now!" Sehun began walking to his car,I grabbed ahold of his arm and it made him stop in his tracks.

"Don't go Sehun." I desperately whispered,he nodded and grabbed my arm.

"What did he do? Wait no,let's go to my mansion.Its better if we find a better place to talk." Sehun snapped,I nodded and walked towards his car.

Sehun ran to my side and held open the door,I bowed and sat inside.His car was very nice and sleek,it was white and looked new.We both fasten our seat belts,Sehun started the car and began driving.

"I was on my way home when you called,my fathers company is thirty minutes away."

Looking off into the distance I could feel another tear,I kept thinking about my mother.

"Are you okay?" He asked driving slower.

I nodded holding back my tears,I didn't want him to see me crying.

Looking forward he pursed his lips. "You know it's okay to say that you're not okay."

I thought about what he just said and he was right,why am I pretending that I'm fine and everything is alright when clearly nothing is alright?

"Okay,Sehun...I'm not fine at all."

"How did Chanyeol fuck up this time,huh?" He muttered to himself.

"How far do you live?"

"About 20 minutes away."

My eyes kept fluttering but tears still managed to appear over and over again,I tried to stop thinking about it but it haunts me.

Sehun stepped on it speeding a bit."Don't worry,we will be there."

-Park Chanyeol's POV-

Coming out of the shower I buttoned up my shirt,I walked over to my bed and sat on something hard.Reaching my hand over I grabbed what I felt,I pulled out my phone and saw that another person was on the line.I didn't call anyone or pick up a call,that's odd.I glanced at the number and it was the hospitals number.

Instantly I held it to my ear."Hello?"

"Hello? is this Park Chanyeol?" A lady's voice asked.

"Goodness,the lady just left and I was about to hang up."

My eyes shot wide open."W-what? Who?"

"A young lady."

Jung Hwa? Wait,did she pick up the phone?

"It seems that she had not heard of the news for Mrs.Lee."

I ran my fingers down my face,I cursed under my breath and tried to remain calm.

"I'm sorry,can I talk to you another time? I'll call back." I hung up standing up,Jung Hwa must've heard everything.

My heart started racing,my door was wide open and I had left it closed.It was clear that she had been in my room,I ran outside and didn't see her.Running to her room I didn't see her also,walking downstairs I saw a maid.

"Where is Jung Hwa?!" I asked raising my voice a bit.

"I-I don't know young master." She bowed looking apologetic,I didn't need to waste time,I walked past her and began looking everywhere else that Jung Hwa could be and she was no where to be found.

Looking at the front door I noticed it was halfway opened,maybe one of the maids opened it? No,they never leave it open.Yuki could get out easily and become lost,she's a forgetful dog.

Walking outside I saw maids cutting bushes and doing chores,I saw Jung Hwa's friend and walked towards her.

"Where is Jung Hwa?!" I began to lose my patience,did she perhaps run away again?

"I d-don't know young master." She said putting her gloves down.

"What the hell are you people doing around here that you don't even notice a person leaving the mansion?!" I yelled out angrily.

"I'll try my best to find her." She left carrying the garden gloves.

"H-Hyung." I saw Wooyong standing behind me with his backpack,startled he took a step back.

"Noona is missing?" I could tell by his expression that he also doesn't know where she was.

Calming down I swallowed the lump in my throat."Yes,she's missing."

"What did you do to noona?!" He yelled at me,my eyes widened and my jaw dropped slightly.Wooyong has never once seriously yelled or got angry at me.

"Wooyong...I-"

"You made her cry last time! You made her sad and now she's gone because of you,what did noona ever do to you?" Wooyong's eyes became teary,I could tell that he was hurt.

"I-I made her cry?" I never recalled making Jung Hwa cry.

"You were saying mean things to noona and you pushed past her leaving,you broke the necklace she made and wanted to give to you!"

"She was upset and she acted like she wasn't but she was." A tear streamed down his cheek,I was surprised and I never knew this had happened.

He wiped his cheek."You were being mean,you know noona really cares about you and loves you." He took his backpack and left to go inside,I was left speechless.Not only the way Wooyong acted in front of me but what he said.

That was when I was angry at the mysterious person,I took out a little bit my anger on Jung Hwa.I didn't know that she would be so affected by that,my actions were selfish and I didn't think about her feelings.Now thinking clearly I felt like I should just let Jung Hwa have some space,she's upset and most likely angry at me right now.

I should've told Jung Hwa at the hospital,I should've listened to butler Lee.But I kept it for a reason,keeping the truth so that she wouldn't be hurt.

Now thinking about this,I'm so dumb because Jung Hwa was going to find out one way or the other.Either I had told her or I hid it from her and she found out for herself,if I had told her that could've been easier.Jung Hwa would've known and no secrets are kept,but I thought about her feelings.

I had realized that I made a mistake.

I lost Jung Hwa's trust,my heart sank so low.

And I might not gain it back.

-Jung Hwa's POV-

Sehun's mansion was beautiful,every little detail about it was nice.I was following Sehun from behind and my eyes were still red from all the crying,but my tears did stop.

Sehun turned around."Yah,hurry up." He grabbed my hand and began dragging me,I walked faster to catch up and we were already at his front door.

He opened the door and we walked inside,five maids greeted us and Sehun pulled me upstairs.I eyed everything in the mansion,his was more different than Chanyeol's.Chanyeol's had a lot of plants and flowers,it was because his mother was a florist and she loved flowers.Sehun had a lot of paintings and pictures on his walls.

Curiously I tugged on his hand."Why don't you have a lot of maids?"

"We can't trust many,we had three maids for around five years.Its hard to gain our trust,most maids steal our valuables.Thats the main reason why we don't have a lot."

I nodded in agreement,I was fascinated by how mature Sehun was when he wasn't around the other guys.We stopped at a room and he flung open the door,we walked in and he closed the door.

"Is this your room?"

"Yes."

Taking a look around he had a huge bed and windows,a large desk place that was far larger than Chanyeol's.I gritted my teeth,why am I thinking about Chanyeol again?

"Take a seat." Sehun plopped onto his bed.

I pointed on his bed."Here?" He nodded graciously and sat criss-crossed,taking a seat beside him I held both my hands together.

"So tell me," Sehun began."What happened."

I fiddled with my fingers."C-Chanyeol...he kept something very important from me." My voice shook unevenly.

"What?"

"Sehun...your not what you think I am."

"What do you mean? We all heard from Minseok that your not really dating Chanyeol." He huffed.

"No,I want to tell you everything.I don't have anyone else to trust anymore."

"Wow,I feel honoured." He slightly laughed.

I had told him everything since the beginning,from when Chanyeol used to bully me to the contract.Sehun was not greatly surprised,he looked amused and quietly listened to everything I had to say.I told mostly everything to him and I saw that the sun began to set.

"I-I heard that on the phone and...and-" Sehun pulled me into a embrace,a tear streamed down my cheek.I tried so hard to not stutter and not cry,I heard Sehun sniff and chuckle.

"Jung Hwa...you suffered a lot."

"You made me cry."

I closed my eyes."I-I'm sorry."

"Chanyeol that asshole...how could he keep something like that from you?!"

"And Jongin? Really? He's such an idiot." Sehun said as we both laughed.

"I'm not letting you go back to Chanyeol's mansion."

"I wasn't planning to stay there anyways,I can't bear to look at him after he did that." He released me and smiled,I smiled back feeling slightly better than before.

"You know your staying at my mansion,your basically Chanyeol's slave.That contract is ridiculous but he paid for your mothers surgery,so..."

"I had no choice." I shrugged.

"Man...Jung Hwa,I never knew."

"It's okay,I didn't want you to know."

"It's late,are you hungry?"

"Not really,I lost my appetite."

Sehun grabbed my hand and pulled me off the bed."No,you're eating.Come,I'll tell the maids what you want."

"Sehun."

He turned around."Huh?"

"Thank you." I genuinely smiled.

He rubbed my head messing my hair up."Aigoo,let's go."

Walking into the living room,I sat down at the table in front of Sehun.The chandelier at the top really grabbed my eyes,the beautiful crystals hung and the light shined right through them hitting against the walls of the room leaving beautiful different light colors.

Sehun rested his head on his hand."What do you want to eat?"

"I don't know...anything you want."

"C'mon,just say anything."

"Um...porridge?"

He slapped the table getting up."Seriously? Sure! I love porridge,the chicken broth is my favorite." I laughed at his reaction,I then saw a maid coming in with some tea.

"What would you like to eat young master?"

"Chicken porridge."

"Right away,it will be done in around 30 minutes to 40.Rice does take a while to cook,please wait patiently." She bowed before going into the kitchen.

My eyes explored the rest of the room,eventually it landed on Sehun's.I curiously wanted to ask a question.

"Sehun..."

"Yeah." He took a sip of his tea.

"Where are your parents?"

He put down his cup and gave me a long stare."They're working." Sehun responded in a low voice.

"Oh."

"They are nearly at home,all they do is work." Sehun looked downwards.

"What do they do?"

"Business and more,our company is huge so they put a lot of time into it." I saw that Sehun looked rather lonely,if he didn't see his parents much he must be sad.

"Are you sad that you don't see them much?"

He chuckled."Why would I be? They've been doing that ever since I was born,they were never there for me.For us." Sehun took another sip,I saw something that I've never seen in Sehun before.

"You still care about them do you?"

"Why should I? When they get old the company will be passed down to me,they depend on me to take care of what they built." My heart broke as he said that,I saw the sadness in his eyes.

"Do you want to take over the company?"

"No,I don't want to live the life that they do."

Sehun gripped the cup tightly,I saw that I had built anger inside of him."S-Sehun,your going to break the cup."

He released the cup and realized what he was doing."I'm s-sorry,I didn't kno-"

"It's okay Sehun."

"I just want them to at least..." His voice shook.

"At least?" I said quietly.

"Pay some attention to their only son and daughter,well...Haeun is doing what she wants to do but I had to get pulled into this because I'm the only son."

"Can't they just put down their work for a couple of seconds and look at their son? Is that really hard to do?" All Sehun wanted was his parents to look at him,he wanted their attention and love.But to them their company is more important than looking at their son,a tear was about to fall but I held it in.I got up and walked towards Sehun sitting.

Ever since Sehun was born his parents weren't really paying attention to him.Under that carefree smile hid so much.

Reaching towards Sehun I reeled him in for a hug,I wanted to comfort him the way he comforted me.Sehun was going through his hardships too,he looked fine on the outside but on the inside he wasn't.

"Sehun...they do love you." I just wanted him to know that,they may not pay much attention to him doesn't mean they don't love him.

"No...they don't." I saw a tear stream down his cheek,I saw the pain in his face.

"Yes they do,they're just blinded by the company that they tried so hard to build for so long.Now that they have it,they won't let it slip away."

Sehun turned and held onto me intertwining his fingers."I'm sorry about your mother."

A tear trickled down my cheek."No,you don't need to be sorry.I guess it's just fate."

"I wish I knew so I could've helped you somehow,you endured so much."

I nodded."No Sehun,I wish I knew more about you.So I could've helped you."

-Park Chanyeol's POV-

I told myself to sit still and just give her some time and space but I became worried and I went to go look for Jung Hwa.I went to Jung Hwa's house and the hospital and I eventually gave up,she must want to be alone or with someone.How can Jung Hwa look at my face after that? Lying on my bed I ran my fingers down my face,this anxiety I felt.What if something happened to her?

Sitting up I gave myself a small slap to the face,I deserve I strong punch to my face.Last time made Jung Hwa upset without knowing,I took my anger out on her and I didn't think about her feelings.Wooyong is mad at me for the first time and is ignoring me,he never acted this way before.Wooyong does really care about Jung Hwa,he considers her his sister.

I walked to my desk area and looked at the cupcake again,grabbing the note I read it again.This is linked with the mysterious person,how did the person know that this was going to happen? Can they tell the future or something? I am awaiting for the next note to surprise me,tossing the note back on desk I sat down on my chair.

I wanted to figure out who this person was so badly,I knew that it wouldn't be easy.How could they know every single thing that is happening in our lives? Are they stalking us?

Thinking so much tired me out,it was late and I decided to go to bed.How come I felt so incomplete? Maybe because Jung Hwa isn't near me anymore.

The ray of sunshine hit my face as I woke up,I got up and quickly brushed my teeth.I made my way downstairs and saw that the maids had already cooked breakfast,sitting down I ate by myself.Looking at Jung Hwa's seat it saddened me,it was as if a piece of me was gone.

"Are you done? You woke up late,we should be getting to school now." Butler Lee left with his dangling keys hitting against each other.I ate the rest of the toast and left with him,I didn't have much of an appetite.

Driving to school I rested my head on the seat,butler Lee made a slight cough to start conversation.

"Did you two fight? I noticed that Jung Hwa wasn't in her room."

"Yeah...butler Lee I made a mistake."

"What happened young master?"

"She found out."

"She found out?"

"About her mother."

"What do you mean? You told her right,young master?"

"No,she found out when I was in the shower.The hospital called and she happened to pick up the phone."

Butler Lee made a deep sigh."I thought I told you to tell her right away,why did it take so long for you to tell her?"

"I'm sorry,I just...I didn't want her to be hurt."

"Jung Hwa is going to be hurt,you can't expect something like that not to hurt.She cares about her mother deeply."

"I-I know,I was being careless and I regret not telling her earlier."

"Now what are you going to do young master? She must resent you so much right now!" He made a turn making my body shift to the right.

"I don't know,I guess I'll let time do the healing."

After butler Lee dropped me off I walked inside,I saw crowds staring at me as usual.I didn't know how I was going to face Jung Hwa today,maybe she didn't come to school? Exams are coming up so of course she wouldn't miss a day of school,one day you miss will be crucial.

"Looks it's Chanyeol! Omo,he's perfect!"

"There's a rumor that he and Jung Hwa broke up!"

"What?! What do you mean?"

"They always arrive at school together,today it's the first time Chanyeol is alone."

"No way! Maybe she's absent,Jung Hwa might've got sick or something."

"Sick my ass,we saw her come to school with Sehun." My eyes averted towards the loud girls gossiping,she came to school with Sehun?

"Sehun?!"

"Shut up,your so loud! There's a rumor that Sehun and Jung Hwa are together."

"Omoooooo,no way! Sehun is mine!"

"No he's not and be quiet,I think Chanyeol is looking this way!"

Passing the girls I paused,inside I felt myself breaking apart.Jung Hwa and Sehun are together? I didn't know if it was true or not but I now knew that she could be possibly staying at Sehun's place,they both are close.Now that I thought about it,what me and Jongin talked about was that Jung Hwa liked another guy between all of us.

Could it be Sehun?

I thought about it and kept walking,why was I nervous about it? Jung Hwa could possibly have feelings for him.I shoved my hands into my pockets and took a deep breath,I'm I letting my jealously overcome myself?

I needed to talk to Jung Hwa,even if she might hate me.I needed to apologize and explain myself,I have made many mistakes but this is the biggest mistake I've ever made.I was reckless,I tried to protect Jung Hwa from the truth but I didn't need to.

Stopping at the front door I turned the knob and walked in,everyone was studying as usual for exams and I spotted Jung Hwa looking downwards into her textbook.I sped my way to her and grabbed her arm without permission and pulled her out of the room.Walking upstairs to the schools roof where no one is ever there,I wanted to apologize for my mistake.

We finally made it to the roof,she struggled a lot on the way but I just continued to walk and ignore.

"Let go of me!" Jung Hwa yelled pulling as I let go.

"Why did you pull me up here for?" She rubbed her arm,I saw that I made it red from gripping hard on our way up.

Looking straight into her dark eyes."I wanted to say something."

"What?"

"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry?" She slightly laughed.

"For what? Sorry because you got caught or sorry because you lied to me?" Her eyes started to tear up,my palms became sweaty when Jung Hwa had said that.I wanted to say something but nothing would come out of my mouth,it was dry.

A tear streamed down her cheek."I wanted you to know something Chanyeol."

"I like you."

"No,I love you."

My eyes shot wide,it was me? My heart was beating fast,nervously beating fast.

"Jongin was my first crush,but you were different.I don't know how to explain it but I fell in love with you." A tear started to stream down my cheek.

"I fell for you,I stayed by your side.Even the way you treated me before,I forgave you.You were the only person I truly trusted."

"Y-you broke it Chanyeol,my trust."

"How could you keep something like that from me?"

I tried to say something but my eyes were fixed on hers,the pure sadness that I saw.No one has ever looked at me with such disappointment,she depended on me.

My hands were in fists tightly.I wanted to say something,but the look in her eyes made me weak in the knees.

Say something!

Nothing,nothing came out of my mouth.

"I don't think we can build that trust again." Jung Hwa stumbled but began walking towards the door,she stopped and ran.I fell to my knees and felt tears stream down constantly,I punched the ground in frustration and pulled my hair back.

Suddenly I heard a small rustle in the left corner of the rooftop,emerging a figure was shown.Coming out,the sun hit the figure and it was Sehun darting a strong glare with his arms crossed.I had just remembered that Sehun liked hanging out up here occasionally,it was a surprise to me.

He had heard that conversation,everything we said.He stopped at the doorway and turned looking back at me,turning back he left.He must be looking for Jung Hwa,of course he would be.

Looking at the ground I saw blood marks,punching again in frustration I pulled my hand to my chest.

This pain doesn't hurt as much as my heart does.

-Jung Hwa's POV-

Running through the empty hallways I didn't know where to go,I couldn't go back to the classroom and let everyone see the state that I was in.I ran past the washroom and stopped,I ran back and pushed my way in through the door.

I looked to see if anyone was in the washroom but luckily there wasn't anyone,looking upwards I saw my reflection in the mirror and got startled.Red eyes looked back,bright red nose and my whole face looked awful.

I rubbed my eyes again and sniffed,I needed to desperately blow my nose.Running into the stalls I grabbed paper and blew my nose and tossing it into the bin.

I rested my eyes,I couldn't believe I said all that to Chanyeol.I couldn't believe I confessed to him,I did it so boldly and I wasn't afraid.Someone had opened the door and got into the bathroom,startled I pushed the stall door forward and locked it.

They knocked on my stall."You can come out,it's me Sehun."

Hesitantly I stood up and opened the stall door peeking,it was Sehun.

"What are you doing in the girls bathroom?" I whispered loudly.

"I saw that you didn't look to good.so I came."

"Also,I locked the door so no one can come in." Sehun smiled.

"Huh? You can do that?" He nodded.

"Come out,your like a bunny." He pushed the door and I awkwardly walked out.

"What's wrong?" He asked examining my face,I covered my face and turned the other way.

"Nothing! And you shouldn't be in the girls bathroom,it's a private area."

"Well...I'm just trying to help,just like the way you comforted me." He smiled uneasily wrapping his arms around me.

"You don't have to tell me what's wrong or anything,I'm just here to comfort you like that way you did to me." I smelled his light cologne on his uniform and swallowed hard.

"I-it's okay Sehun,I'm fine."

"No,you're not."

"Yes,I am." A tear began to trickle down my cheek again.

"Stop lying Jung Hwa."

"See? You're not okay." Sehun lightly lift my chin showing my bare face,he swiped his thumb across my face removing the tear in the process.

"What happened to your arm?" He reeled my arm up,it was a deep red and I saw a slight discoloration of yellow and green.While Chanyeol was pulling me to the roof I struggled to get away from his grasp,he was strong and I only ended up bruising myself.I'm such an idiot.

"This is going to turn dark purple in three days if you don't treat it,let's go to the nurses office." Sehun grabbed my hand lightly and exited the bathroom,I obediently followed.If I denied he would still force me to go,Sehun is quite considerate and I admired that.

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I picked up a plate with turkey sandwiches,Sehun grabbed the plate away from me and set it on a table."Here I'll do it for you,you should give your arm a rest."

"It's okay,I can do it." I looked across the room and didn't see Chanyeol in sight.I sat down beside Sehun and grabbed a sandwich with my left arm,these were the same ones that Chanyeol gave to me once.Glancing at my right arm it had wrapped bandages around it,I told Sehun to just apply medicine on it but he insisted to get it wrapped because I might bang it on something hard and make it worse.

I shook my head and took a bite,why was I thinking about Chanyeol? I shouldn't,why should I?

"Jung Hwa?" Sehun raised his eyebrows.

"H-huh?"

"I asked you if you liked the sandwich." Sehun licked his lips looking at the sandwich.

"Of course,it's good."

"Maybe I should try that next time."

"I recommend it." I smiled.

The lunch period passed by so quickly,I stopped at my change room and waved to Sehun.I was glad Sehun was by my side this whole time,I felt secure and he lightened my mood.

I changed and we started to run the track,I looked at the group of boys and didn't see Chanyeol at all.I felt worried for some reason,where is he? What is he doing? I saw Sehun throwing the football halfway across the field and gasped,he looked so cool.A bunch of girls gasped as well and I laughed to myself slightly.

I worked hard on playing the game and our team won,we jumped joyfully giving each other high fives.The period passed by quickly and I offered to help out with putting the equipment away,I carried sticks on my left arm and put it in the basket.Sehun had told me that he would wait outside the girls change room.

I walked back and noticed that I had wasted a lot of time putting away the equipment,no one helped out the coaches because they had to get home and study or go to a tutor after school because of exams coming up.

Pushing the door open I only saw a few girls inside,opening my locker I took of my shirt and quickly put on my white button up uniform collar shirt.

"I got to leave,Jung Hwa since you're the last one to change can you lock up?" She held out the keys and I happily accepted them."Yeah sure,go ahead."

She smiled feeling apologetic."Sorry,I'm supposed to lock up.Remember to bring it to the coaches office after."

"Okay!" I said as I saw her leave,I slid my skirt on and put my shorts inside the locker.

I grabbed my phone and put it into my skirt pocket,I have been thinking about returning the phone to Chanyeol.I heard the door open and grabbed my textbooks with the keys,did she come back because she forgot something?

"Did you forget something?" I asked turning around but I froze facing a guy.

"Mm? How funny,I waved to you gain but you didn't see me." He chuckled.

"I didn't see."

"Did you even remember my name?"

"Yes,I did.And you're not allowed to be in here." I said as he glared at me.

"What's my name?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Sungjong."

"Good girl."

"I heard you and Chanyeol broke up." He smirked,I was silent because I didn't want to answer.

He moved in closer."You know...I had my eye on you for a long time." I took steps back and my back hit the cold locker,what is he trying to do?

He forcefully kissed me and put his hands on my waist as I fell onto the ground,I tried to push him off me but he was beyond stronger than me.

He broke the kiss."Stop acting like you don't want it." He then grabbed my collar and ripped my shirt open exposing my body,he licked his lips and looked at me with lust in his eyes.My hands shook as he continued to kiss me,tears were forming in my eyes.

"Please stop!"

He was pushing harder onto my body and my right hand where I had got hurt gave up on me,he was now on top of me.I stopped struggling and I tried to reach for my phone and managed to get it,he paused and saw what I had tried to do.

He grabbed the phone from my hand and smashed it onto the floor,I saw the shattered glass scattered all over the floor.He started kissing down my neck,he reached my chest and I struggled escaping but I couldn't take it any longer.

My tears began to stream."Chanyeol!" The name I screamed at the top of my lungs,I froze and realize what I had just said.

"Chanyeol?" He laughed.

I saw someone bust in and preyed the guy off me and got punched in the face hard and fell to the floor,I sat up and saw Sehun grunting getting more punches to the face.

I screamed making the guy avert his attention to me,Sehun got time to recover and got up grabbing the guy and punching him falling to the floor knocking out unconscious.

"S-Sehun."

Sehun walked towards me and looked away,he took off his buttoned shirt and draped it over me.My eyes looked at his toned body,I noticed that his arm was bleeding.

"I'm sorry I came late."