"C-Chanyeol." I began to panic,he looked terrible and I didn't know what to do.I didn't have my phone with me,I had left it in my purse on my seat.

I lightly placed his head onto my lap,I then started scavenging through his pockets searching for his phone.I was in luck and it was in one of his pockets,I turned it on and unlocked the phone.He doesn't even have a passcode? What if it gets lost or stolen-

Oh right,he could just buy another one...

I lightly slapped my head and began looking throughout his contacts,I then saw butler Lee's number and pressed it anxiously holding the phone to my ear.

"Yes young master? Is the party over already?" He asked.

"Butler Lee! C-Chanyeol fainted and he looks exhausted,we need you here right now!" I said panicking.

There was a moment of silence."Your at the party right?"

"Yes! Honestly I know this is a dumb answer but I have no idea where I am and we laying in the middle of a hallway." A tear streamed down my cheek.

"I'll be there!"

"Please come quickly!" I said before he hung up.

I held the phone to my chest taking deep breaths,I looked at Chanyeol and my eyebrows knitted.I told him to stay at home,he never listens to me.Making a person worried and anxious,that's exactly what Chanyeol does!

I brushed his hair away from his face and saw his perfect complexion,my chest was feeling weird again.His long lashes were hanging down and I saw small beads of sweat on his forehead,he must've had a hard time.He probably knew that I would get lost searching for the bathroom,so he came looking for me.

"Why are you always making my chest feel tight?" I asked even thought I knew that he wasn't going to answer.

"Do I really like you?" Another tear streamed down my cheek,recalling what I had just seen.Jongin and Yuna,my heart felt shattered.I didn't know what to think anymore,I didn't know who I liked.

There was one thing I knew that I was certain about,Jongin played with my heart.Does he think he can go around messing with other peoples hearts? My fist was clenched hard,my palm was hurting but then I released.

But...I still like him,I couldn't understand why.He lied to me but I still like him,my mind was confused.More tears streamed down my cheeks,I held my hand over my mouth hiding my cries.

I managed to clam down a bit but tears were still escaping my eyes,I looked at Chanyeol and saw that my tears transferred onto his cheeks,I quickly wiped my tears away and reached and touched Chanyeol's cheeks wiping my tears away.They were surprisingly soft and the more I looked at him while I was wiping my heart beat increased.

I gazed at Chanyeol,I could feel my chest beat faster.Could that possibly mean that I like... Chanyeol? It wasn't the same feeling when I first saw Jongin,I purely hated Chanyeol until he apologized to me.Back then he treated me like I wasn't human,I hated him so much.It wasn't like love at first sight.

Slowly I started to like him,it grew more and more.How did I not realize this?

But I can't like him because Chanyeol already has someone he likes,I just played the role of his fake girlfriend.He cares a lot about this girl,I don't want to get in the way of them both.Somehow I'm sad but happy,happy because Chanyeol's father won't force him to marry Yuna and sad because Chanyeol won't need me anymore.Chanyeol only needed me to trick his father,now I'm nothing to Chanyeol.

"Hello?! Jung Hwa?!" I got startled hearing my name,someone had yelled from the far end of the hallway.

"Butler Lee?!" I yelled as I saw him running towards us.

"Oh my goodness young master!" He said before going down on his knees.

"We should get him into the car." He lifted Chanyeol and carried him on his back,he turned and looked at me.

"Here I got your clutch,we have to go now.Young master needs rest." He pulled out my clutch and I nodded taking it,I followed him into the car and sat down.Chanyeol was leaning against me until his head fell resting onto my lap.I was about to pull him back into a sitting position but I didn't mind that he was sleeping on my lap.

"Did he have anything to drink?" Butler Lee asked.

"Yes,I gave some water to him."

"That must've not been enough,he looks dehydrated." He said sadly.

"I-I'm sorry."

"O-oh,you didn't do anything wrong! If he hasn't even had a sip of water,he should've been past out long ago from dehydration."

"Really?" I mumbled.

"Young master is quite strong isn't he?"

"Yeah,he is strong." He managed to fight through a couple of hours,Chanyeol hasn't even taken medicine.

"Butler Lee,how long have you known Chanyeol?" I asked randomly,I was curious.Butler Lee seems to know so much about Chanyeol.

"Since he was born,that's when I was hired."

"Omo,that's a long time.You know him for basically his whole life?" My mouth formed an 'o' shape.

"I could say so."

"What's Chanyeol's favourite colour?" I questioned.

"Hmmm,I would say black but he also likes gold a lot." I nodded as he said.

"Has...he ever had a girl he liked?" I should've never asked but it slipped out,I remember Chanyeol's mother saying that he hasn't.

"Chanyeol has never had a girl he liked,except you." My cheeks flared up in red,except me? Butler Lee doesn't know this is all an act,I totally forgot about that.Chanyeol sincerely likes someone else.

"Haha,really?" I smiled.

"He's changed,before he wouldn't think about anyone but himself."

"Chanyeol's become so considerate and kind,I think this is because of you." I was flustered,I didn't know what to say.

"What about you Jung Hwa?"

"Umm,I guess I found out about a lot of things I didn't know about Chanyeol." I felt like this conversation was becoming more deep,I didn't want to look suspicious.

"Do you truly love Chanyeol?" Butler Lee asked.

I swallowed the lump in my throat,why am I getting so nervous? Don't look suspicious and say yes! My eyes trailed and then landed on Chanyeol,do I truly love this person? I believed that love is supposed to be fate and meant to be,the word love means so much.Unfortunately I'm sure that me and Chanyeol are not meant to be,he should be with the girl he truly loves.I'm sure Chanyeol has no feelings towards me.

I took a deep breath and smiled."Of course I love Chanyeol." It hurt a bit when I said that,not only did I realize I have feelings for Chanyeol but I found out that Jongin is a liar.

"How was the party? Was it fun? I heard there were a lot of people there."

My smile faded,I didn't want to remember anything I had seen."It was fine." I said while clenching my clutch tightly.

"It looked amazing,there was so much food.The whole display was beautiful!" He laughed.

I laughed back."There was food everywhere,all the guests were enjoying."

"Looks like were here already,I'll bring Chanyeol to his room and call the maids to take his temperature.If it's unusually high I shall call a doctor." He said while I looked outside,I could already see the mansion above the high trees.

"Sounds good,butler Lee you know exactly what to do in any situation." He chuckled,he really does know what to do.The car stopped and butler Lee carried Chanyeol out as I shut the door,I followed them into the mansion as we saw maids following us upstairs to Chanyeol's master bedroom.

It was my first time being in his bedroom,I had to admit it is luxurious.His bed was huge and I could estimate that I would be able to fit around six people,I saw butler Lee place Chanyeol down and maids getting water and towels.

"Young master must've been so hot wearing this!" A maid said sadly holding up Chanyeol,another maid was taking off his suit and I turned away shielding my eyes.

"Miss? You must be worried about Chanyeol,do you want to change out of your dress? You can see Chanyeol after you change and take off your makeup." A maid asked,she looked really familiar.I nodded and she escorted me to a bathroom,I firstly took off the dress and I only had a tank top on and shorts.

I looked into the mirror sadly."I look so pretty with all this makeup on,do I really have to take it off?" I pouted.

"Miss you have to take it off so your skin can breathe,anyways you look pretty without makeup too." She smiled placing a cotton pad soaked in makeup remover onto my cheek.

It finally clicked in my head."I saw you last time when I woke up right? You were cleaning up the plates after I ate."

"Yes,when you injured your back a while ago.Your injury looks better than before,it's healing well." She put down the soaked pad and got another one out.

"You look really young to be a maid."

"I'm actually the same age as you and young master." My eyes widened.

"How come your working as a maid?"

"I need to pay off a debt,I only come in for three days a week for a couple of hours."

"Wow,your amazing." I smiled,she must be really strong and she is a nice person.I went into deep thought,if Chanyeol didn't help me I would be paying off a debt too.

She laughed a bit."Thank you."

"Miss close your eyes for a bit,I need to remove the eyeshadow and eyeliner." I closed my eyes as I felt cool water being applied.

"You don't need to call me miss,you can call me Jung Hwa." I smiled,I wanted her to be more comfortable.

"R-really? I don't think that is right,I don't want to get in trouble by the other maids for calling you by your name."

"Oh,then what's your name?" I asked opening my eyes.

"Han Ji Yoon." She said before I closed my other eye,I felt another pad being place on my eye.

"Ji Yoon is a pretty name,I'll remember your name."

"Miss,are you always this kind?" She asked.

I blushed."W-what?" She laughed taking off the pad.

"All done,I'll take the dress and clutch.You can walk back to your room and put on some more suitable clothes.Chanyeol's room is above yours so you will have to walk up another floor." She handed me a robe to put over myself.

"Thank you for removing my makeup and helping." I pulled the robe over myself.

She bowed then left,I grabbed my phone off the counter and walked out.I was more familiar around the house now,I began walking back to my room and I kept thinking about Jongin and Yuna.I just wanted to forget what I saw but it just keeps replaying in my head.

I stopped at my door and opened it slowly revealing the beautiful room,I walked to the wardrobe and opened it.I picked out some casual clothes and placed my robe on the bed with the phone Chanyeol gave me.I should return the expensive phone to Chanyeol,I don't even use it that much.I sat down on the bed and shut my eyes.

"There's no reason for me to stay here anymore,why do I feel like I don't want to leave?" I whispered to myself.

There is no reason for me to stay anymore,I should leave the mansion after I see Chanyeol.I don't want to burden anyone,I haven't seen my mom in so long.I somehow feel bad that Chanyeol paid for everything,even if he said I don't have to pay him back.I will pay him back in the future,for sure I will.I am forever grateful to this person.

I sighed getting up,I'll go see how Chanyeol is doing and say goodbye.I walked out and looked to the far end of the hallway,I started walking in the right direction until I found the stairs.As I walked up the stairs I saw Chanyeol's room wide open,I peeked inside and saw no one but Chanyeol resting on his bed.

I walked in and sat beside Chanyeol on a chair,he was sleeping peacefully and there was a towel resting on his head.I glanced at him and the vision of Jongin flashed in my mind,why did Jongin lie to me?

Yuna also likes Jongin back,does that mean that she was using Chanyeol? I was confused but all I know is that Jongin lied to me.I didn't want to see Jongin nor face him at school,I don't want to see him lying to my face.He really did play with my heart,it hurts a lot.

I blinked a few times and realized that tears were streaming down my cheeks,is he even worth my tears?

I won't forget this unforgettable pain that Jongin caused me.

I looked over to the window and saw Chanyeol's study area,I walked towards the desk and grabbed a pen and ripped an empty paper out of his blue notebook.

I took off the cap and began to write,as I wrote my vision blurred and a tear fell were I wrote.

Goodbye Chanyeol- Jung Hwa

My tear had smudged off a little bit of the end of goodbye,I didn't just want to leave without a trace.I wanted to at least say goodbye,even though it's not a proper goodbye.I wanted to say goodbye to Wooyong and Mrs.Park,but I think it's better to leave quietly or I would miss them more.

I left the paper on the desk and turned away,I didn't want to leave but I should.Living here was like a dream,but it's not something I deserve.

I walked towards Chanyeol and saw that the towel was sliding downwards,I pulled back his soft hair and placed the towel evenly on his forehead.My fingers trace down his cheek and I pulled away holding my hand against my chest,I shouldn't do this.I realized I have some feelings for Chanyeol but I'm not in any position to like him.

I helped him be with the girl he truly loves,I hope he's happy with her because nothing is going to get in the way now.

I smiled while a tear slowly streams down my cheek and I turned around leaving the room.I was happy for Chanyeol,I hope I'm able to find someone who I truly love.

I quietly left the mansion without getting noticed by any maids,while riding the bus I realized that I'm going to be living the way I was before.The bus stopped as everyone stood up,I got off and began walking home.

I was standing in front of the small house and smiled,how I missed looking at this house everyday.I didn't take anything for granted while I was at the mansion and I am happy that it is a memory now.

I unlocked the door and I could smell food,or maybe I was imagining it.I closed the door behind me and I saw my mom and dad at the dinner table waiting for me.My eyes widened as I covered my mouth.

"Where have you been Jung Hwa?" My mother asked.

My dad hushed my mom."She just got home,let her eat.She must be hungry."

I sat down as they both looked at me,I began crying as I looked at both of them.I covered my face as I tried to hide my cries.

"Why are you crying?" My mother asked.

I looked up and saw that I was only imagining them both,I began crying harder as I covered my mouth.I noticed in the living room a huge teddy bear was sitting facing me,I had remembered Chanyeol brought it for me when my back got injured in the hospital.I remember he asked butler Lee to bring it in the house for me and I gave the keys to him,I walked towards it and grabbed the soft ear.

I sat beside the huge bear and hugged it while I cried,I wiped my eyes and looked at the bear.It was huge and I'm surprised it didn't scare me at first when I saw it,it had Chanyeol's scent lingering in it.It reminded me so much of Chanyeol,his personality is soft on the inside.

I looked at it with a pained face"Goodbye...Chanyeol." My voice cracked as another tear shed.