It is new day, with new hope. I couldn't sleep whole night, today not because of nightmares but because I was nervous. I kept thinking all night what should I do. Jai's words were ringing in my mind whole night. The fact that if I lose myself today I will let him win. I can't let the person who destroyed my life win. I will try to live and love. I will try to do everything which I thought I am not capable of because of him. And my first step will be Sid, I will prove that I can still love... I will tell Sid about my feelings. He is suffering because of me and I can't see it anymore. He deserves much better than me, but if he loves me too I will try my best to be the person that he really deserves. I won't let him suffer anymore. I will confess my feelings to him today only.

I got ready in this beautiful dress. It's been so long I really wore something this beautiful, today I did makeup. I got ready today... I still can't believe it I am really standing in front of mirror looking really beautiful and today I really want to show my beauty to someone. I tried to look beautiful today... For him... For myself.

I blushed looking myself in mirror. What would he think? Will he like this dress? This colour on me? Would he really prefer me in traditional or should I wear something western? Am I looking really simple? But he likes simple but elegant right. He will definitely like this dress on me. He loves me...

I blushed again when I remembered that he really loves me. There is person who really cares about me and I am so stupid to ignore him for so long. If yesterday Jai didn't confronted me... I would have continued this stupidity.

But what... What if he doesn't accept me after knowing truth! Will he hate me? No he won't... Avu don't think too much. Just tell him everything... And let him decide. I will accept whatever he decides. You can do it Avneet.

I took deep breath and looked at myself in mirror again. I heard Jai calling me. I went down and greeted him to find him ready for college. As always we didn't had breakfast at home, cuz we usually do it at canteen now.

After some time,
We are in front of college. Today everything seems different. Everything seems positive and I love the vibe. Even though I am uncomfortable because of gazes of some guys. Yes, I still am very insecure... I am still scared. I think I shouldn't have got ready. Ah!  I already regret it. I am scared. Even though people are not looking at me, I feel every guy is glaring at my body. Avneet, stop! Stop thinking those things. Nothing will happen to you anymore, no one can hurt you.

We went to canteen just to find whole group there except Siddharth. I tried to ask about him indirectly but no one knew why he didn't came to college today.

I don't know why, but this just doesn't seem right. Why do I feel like something is wrong. The whole day went like that. I couldn't find anything about Sid, he is not even picking anyone's calls. I am so scared and worried about him. Is he sick? I should go and check.
I decided to go to his house.

His house, I remember when I went there last time... We were best friends, we were close, we were inseparable... But now!

I am standing in front of Nigam Mansion. It's definitely changed a lot. It's exterior, colours everything is changed. Even vibe is not the same.

“Is siddharth at home?” I asked security guard.

“No, ma'am actually he went somewhere 10 minutes ago only.” He said.

“Oh! Do you know where did he go and when will he come back?” I asked.

“No... Actually he never tells anyone where he is going or when will he come back. Are you his friend? I don't remember seeing you here!” He said.

“Oh! Actually I am his friend, Jai's sister.” I said.

“Oh! You can wait for him in his room. If he comes back anytime soon.” He said.

I nodded. I don't know why I felt it's important for me to meet him and see him right now. This feeling is so weird and I am feeling so restless.

Guard guided me to his room. His house is definitely beautiful, luxurious... Anyone would want to live here. His room is even more classy. It doesn't have much decorations... It's just simple and beautiful. There are some aesthetics of guitars and musical notes which make his room look more beautiful.

I was admiring his room when I saw a photo near his bedpost. It was our photo, I remember we took it on his birthday.

Me, him, Abhi bhai, Vaishu bhabhi... Such a beautiful pic it is. A family... The feels... I remember it was the most beautiful time of our life. It seems everything is broken now. We all separated and nothing left except those memories. I don't know what happened and why it happened... Why would Abhi bhai hate Sid? Why would he leave everything just like that? There must be something right! If I think about it... Sid must be so alone. He is so depressed right now! I left him, Abhi bhai left him, his mother doesn't care about him! It must be so hard for him.

A drop of tear left my eyes thinking how difficult it was for him. How is everything so broken?

I won't let him feel alone again. I know I can't take place of Abhi bhai but at least I can share pain with him. Love him enough that he doesn't feel like he have no one...

I love you Sid!

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