Chapter 17
A shiver ran through Siddharth's spine hearing Avu's confession. Just the words 'safe', 'he will protect me always', 'he makes me strong', 'he makes me alive', 'I let him touch me, hug me or even kiss me, because he is the only one who makes me comfortable', 'He is only one who I can trust.' These words were ringing in his brain. He was not able to listen anything else. He was feeling an unknown happiness. Still he was showing his back to them, cuz he didn't wanted to show how happy he was, and how tears were flowing from his eyes continuously. Maybe she also loves him like he do. He thought. And it was enough for him to live. He didn't looked back. And just went out in garden and sat on bench. Jannat's house was huge, it definitely had garden in it. Those words of Avneet were still ringing in his brain. He was smiling but crying too.
"I am sorry Siddharth." He heard a voice. It was Avneet. She was standing behind him.
He couldn't say a word, he didn't knew why those words meant this much. They were so simple yet it made him happy like hell. Like someone said that she feels safe, and how can it mean that much that he couldn't even speak.
"I didn't knew you would feel that way. I thought I was doing right. You shouldn't feel pain Sid, you deserve the world and you are feeling pain just because I am ignoring you.... Sid try to understand we... We can never become what we use to be again. Please don't feel this way ever again. We can't be friends, we can't be anything you want. What's best for us is you have to leave me alone and I have to let you go. Please never try to talk to me again. And specially not this way. I won't be able to see you in pain and suffering." Avneet said and started going.
"You will leave me again right. I should have known. I shouldn't have let me feel again. When everyone left me alone, how did I even thought that you wouldn't." Sid said in low voice.
"Sid what are you even saying. I know we were best friends, but you have to understand that times have changed. You and me we both are changed and we can't go back to what we were after so many years like this. And You have your Mom, Abhi bhai, Vaishu Di... I know after uncle you feel sad. But that doesn't mean you will forget your rest of the family." Avneet said in low voice, trying to suppress her emotions.
"Family..." Sid said and laughed mockingly. "Which family are you talking about Avneet? My mom who wants nothing more than my money! Or brother who hates me so much that he doesn't even want to see my face! Which family Avneet?" Sid asked.
"Wh... What are are y.. You say...saying?" Avneet didn't knew any of this.
"Why do you think I changed so much? Why do you think I stopped caring about world? Why do you think I want people to fear me than love me? Because Avneet I don't wanna get hurt again Avneet! I can't take this pain anymore. It hurts, it hurts so much. Everytime I love someone that person leaves me, my dad, then my mom and then my brother too. And now when I started feeling again, you are leaving me too. Sometimes I think I don't deserve happiness, that's why God does this to me! Or maybe mom and bhai is right I am curse!" Sid said with tears running from his eyes.
He couldn't meet his eyes with Avneet, thinking maybe Avneet also thinks same. And Avneet was awestruck, how come she didn't knew all this! She should have been there for him when he was going through all these alone. She never thought Abhishek would leave Siddharth. Abhi and Sid were the perfect example of devoted brothers. Both couldn't ever hear a word against each other, and Avneet knew Abhishek, he was like brother to her. No, Abhishek could never hate Sid.
"Then I got these friends. We all are broken and alone. We supported each other, we made our group and our friendship became strong everyday. Now I think this is my family. But I don't know it all seems Breaking. I don't know why Rits is behaving weird, everyone is angry with Rits. And everything seems to falling apart again. Maybe I am the curse, in whoever's life I go I ruin it all. I am curse Avneet! Everything bad happens when I am around. You are right it's better that we stay away!" Sid said still looking at ground and Avneet was looking straight into his eyes and tears which were not stopping.
"Sid I am sorry! I am sorry that I couldn't be there when you needed me. Sid I am sorry that I have to leave you again, but I want you to know that you are not curse. You are my best friend, my maddo, my Bandar, my stupid, weirdo and nerdy friend, you are anything but not curse! Nothing happened because of you. If your mom loves nothing more than money, than its her fault and her problem, she will regret it badly. If Abhi bhai hates you, then it must be misunderstanding and I want you to know your and Abhishek's love is beyond all this. He may try to hate you, but I know he must be feeling proud to see you achieving success. Whole India knows you, you have millions of fans people want to be in your place. Do you know why? Because you are The Siddharth Nigam! The person who achieved this success in such young age, whose hardwork inspires millions of teenagers, people are jealous of you but still they can never be in your place. You made our country proud in front of whole world! You think you are curse, then everyone in this world want to become curse. You are gem Sidd. And you have to know this." Avneet said holding Sid's hand and sitting next to him.
"Thank you Avneet for inspiring me everytime I feel something like this. You know when you weren't here, I had this." he shows the bracelet gifted by Avneet.
"You were here with me always. Whenever I felt sad you motivated me. Remember when people used to bully me in school and I used to cry, the way you used to motivate me that they are jealous because they are not me. The same way you inspired me always. You think I am here because of myself, but Avneet I am here because of you. If you wouldn't have inspired me than maybe I would still have been crying somewhere in the corner. You are my Moon Avneet. You show me light in my darkness." Sid said looking straight into her eyes this time. He was trying to find reaction in her expressionless face.
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