Wha-what's going on? What happened?

I opened my eyes and saw endless nothing dotted with others like me.
The last thing I remember is a bang. A loud shot and I was flung away from everything and everyone.

It had just occurred to me how tiny I was.

When I realized I had not stopped moving yet I became afraid, unknowing of the creatures in this space.

I saw as my family flew away and as they gathered together once again with out me. 

I heard their cries for me but I couldn't stop myself.

I was just whisked away from everything I knew.

Eventually I found others and we grouped together and we found more and more until we soon began forming.

We were very radiant but  still very young.

Then we burst in a ray of light and became one.

Star
Was the word we all thought.

We went many millennium with out a disturbance.

It had been billions of years of just shining and flaring and floating and we didn't mind. It was peaceful.

Then these non glowing things, like dirt I thought, formed around us. To keep us company I guessed.

We grew and aged together, a solar system in harmony.

You see we were the smallest of the stars but also the brightest. The one with the most energy. We were still very young.

Our friends were all very tiny compared to us. But they were definitely beautiful. Whole worlds with life and moons and the most beautiful rings.

Although we stayed together we were still falling through space and I wondered if we would ever hit the bottom. I wondered if there was a bottom and what would happen if we did.

Would we hurt? Would we die?

I didn't know death really. When what I refer to as the "Big Bang" happened that wasn't death. It really just created life.

We never hit the bottom. We just got smaller faster and faster. It felt like we were collapsing in our selves. It hurt.

I felt empty. I felt dead. I opened my eyes again.

I saw rainbows of color and disoriented light and a black that could shine.

I knew what I was now. I was okay with it. I was a vat of pure energy.

My friends joined me. Not dead just gone individually separate.

We we're surrounded by light and color. The opposite of before.

Yet a part of me knew I would never return and I missed it. But I don't mind.

After all I'm a black hole.