I ended the call with Paul and I wanted to punch something. I was never so mad in my life. The information I got from Paul got so mad. He told me something about Ali. In those 2 years, that time that we were together, he didn't even love me at all. He was with me just for the attention and to get some fame. The day that we met he was just starting as a model. He actually knew really good who I was and used me for attention.
Kristian saw I was boiling with anger and asked what was wrong. When I told him he was also furious.

-What did I waste 2 years of my life on?-I said
-He is gonna pay.-Kris said and put his hand around my shoulders

Few moments later I heard my phone. But message this time. I checked, it was Lea. I have to tell her.

Heyyyy girlll, I know it has only been a few days but we are coming to visit because Ali has some buisness with modeling in Moscow. We are coming tomorrow around 7 p.m. I also wanted to ask if you have a spare room for me maybe, Ali has his hotel room laid by gis company but yeah I have nowhere else to go.😂
Miss you, xoxo Lea

I smiled but then remembered that Ali is coming with her. Ughhh. I rolled my eyes but responded back.

I am also really excited to see you too. It is a great opportunity because I have to tell you something in person. And yes of course we have a guest room you can come.
Can't wait to see you, Andrea❤

This happened at the best possible moment. I can tell her in person and shove everything in Ali's face.
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Kris had to leave for an hour. Wow all of this drama took away 2 and a half hours of my time and the lunch could've already been done and eaten. I made moussaka of course and left it in the oven so it doesn't cool down too much.

I decided to sit on the couch and listen to some music.
As I was thinking it kinda hit me. Two years. I had wasted two years of my life on someone who didn't even care. I cared about someone who didn't even care as much and used my feelings. How could've I been so blind. I was angry but I also wanted to cry right now. For two years I've been avoiding the person I actuall love, I've been putting my feelings away and I've been hurting the person I actually love just because I was blinded by an idiot. What a great person I am.
I didn't even realize the tears escaping my eyes and Kris entering the house.
He saw me practically having a breakdown and had a worried look on his face.

-Baby what's wrong?-he asked and sat next to me
-Everything to be honest. Literally. Two years you've been hurting because of me. I was blinded for TWO years. It really hurts to realize that this late.-I said
-Don't be hard on yourself now it wasn't your fault.-he said and pulled me in a hug

I felt so calm. I loved his hugs so much.
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Day later

The day came. I had to face him. Well I mean he doesn't know that I found out about his little games. Lea told me they are gonna come around 7 p.m. today but it was 6:15 and she texted me they were in a taxi. Well the drama was about to happen sooner than I expected...
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Yass finally published this. Wrote it yesterday but forgot to publish(dumbass). Anyway, hope you like it. Stay safe.
Lots of love,Viktorija❤