This with Ali was probably the most awkward thing that happened to me. But oh well, it was kinda my fault because I didn't tell him right away.
I missed Kristian. I mean, I'm going to see him in 3 weeks but still...
As I was thinking I got a message from my mom.

Hey Andrea, jsut to let you know I'm going to be on a buisness trip for the next 2 weeks so I hope you can manage by yourself,If not call a friend over or aunt, you have her number. I'm sorry for not saying goodbye it was an urgent call.
Love you,mom❤.

So that is why she wasn't at home. Now I really am alone. Then I remembered who I should call. I took my phone and called Lea.

-Hey girl, how are you?-she asked
-I'm fine you?-I said
-Ohh I'm great, kinda missing you. Did ypu come back from Russia?-She asked
-Oh yes I came 2 days ago and that is the reason I'm calling you. My mom left for a 2 week buisness trip so I am alone in the house. Would you like to come and be my company?-I asked
-Omg sure, I will come tomorrow afternoon around 4.-she said
-That sounds great! See you!-I said and hung up.
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I ate the dinner I made myself and washed the dishes. I was thinking if I should tell Kris about what happened with Ali. In that exact moment I heard my phone ring. I looked it was Kris, he wanted a videochat. I answered.

-Hey bab....-I stopped as soon as I looked at the screen

His eyes were puffy and red from crying.

-Kris oh my God what happened?-
-To be honest I don't know. I lost myself. I don't know who I am. I am proud of everything I've done before, but I just don't seem to see myself anywhere in the future doing anything. I don't know what to do with my life, I don't know what to do with myself I am so lost in everything and I don't know how to get back on track. I feel like shit.-he said crying

I was so speechless when he said all of that. I wanted to get on a plane that exact moment but I really couldn't.

-Look, I am no psychologist or professional but I can tell you what helped me. Everyone gets lost sometimes and It happened to me too. The best thing to do for me was to cry it all out and sleep. Surround yourself with people you love and with people who spread positive energy. Everyday ypu should find a reason to smile. You will get trough it I know it. You are strong and I believe in you and love you.-I said
-Thank you. I wish I could hug you and kiss you right now.-he said and lightly smiled
-I wish that too.-I said
-I am sorry I bothered you this late I just needed someone to talk to. I will let you sleep and try to get some sleep myself.-he said
-You never bother me and if you need I am always here even in the middle of the night. Goodnight. I love you.-I sadi
-Goodnight, I love you too.-he said

And we endes the call. I didn't even think about telling him about Ali when he was in this state.

Little did she know that it was only going to get worse....

A.N.
Finally posting. I'm sorry if it's short but it is gonna get interesting really soon. I hope you like it. Expect the next one in next couple of days.

Viktorija.