Amilia POV 

"Daddy, why can't I cum?" I asked my daddy as he was in the living room with dad cuddled up in his lap as they were watching a movie, just them two. My papa and pop were out doing whatever it was they were doing.

Daddy choked on air I guess and he coughed and hit his chest and he looked baffled at my question. 

"Wh...what did you just ask?" He seemed puzzled but also had a look of understanding in his eyes. I have always been up front with him, we talk about everything under the sun so this is no different, I don’t know why he seemed so shocked. 

Maybe it was because it wasn't something he was expecting his sixteen year old daughter to ask so suddenly. 

"I asked why can't I cum?" I asked and sat down on the recliner. 

"Um sweetheart, why don't you give me a little bit of time with Amilia?" Daddy kissed dad's temple and dad got off his lap and walked out.

"Why are you asking, did you meet your mate and want to be with them?" Well now that is a reasonable question but no.

"Not yet daddy but I feel I will soon and my body has been having these urges and I didn’t know what was going on. Since I have this powerful shifter Caleb said I can sense my mate even before I meet them so since I can sense my mate, my body has been letting me know in ways I'm sure you know." I said and he nodded slightly.

"Mhm I do. So you have tried to release and you can't or did you find out from the internet?" He asked, I can tell he was feeling a little awkward but daddy and I have always had an open relationship and we have this thing, straight talk. Meaning we say whatever to one another without judgment or resentment. 

"I have tired myself while I was taking a bath because the urge got so strong that I had to do something and I was getting frustrated because I didn't feel anything, not how I should since I learned about masterbation and sex in health class. I didn't feel a thing, a pressure, pleasure or anything. Is it always going to be like this? I don't even have a normal female body daddy, I don't have breasts or a normal vagina, I don’t have a period and I feel like I'm never going to be a normal girl." 

"Ok, what do you want to do to change that about yourself even though you are beautiful as you are but I know the importance of looking on the outside how you feel on the inside. Whatever you want to do baby, we will do it. I just want you to be happy and have the best life you can have." I got off the recliner and leaped into his arms and hugged him tightly. 

"Thank you daddy but you never did answer my original question." I got off his lap and sat beside him on the sofa and he sighed and looked at me.

"It's because you have both male and female chromosomes and you haven't hit puberty yet. Your body isn't able to produce the hormones that you need in order to become a woman or a man therefore you won't be able to release like you want. Once you decide we can get you on any and everything there is in order for you to either start becoming a woman or a man, whatever you choose though I will support you." This is why I love my daddy so much. He has always been so understanding and supportive of me in anything in my life.

"Thank you daddy. Thank you for everything." I said and hugged the man who has saved my life on more than one occasion. 

"Anything for you baby, anything." He whispered into my hair as he hugged me close to him. 

"Now comes where you need to decide for the time being because you can always change your mind, you need to decide if you want estrogen or testosterone and which steps we take are what we will do. If you want to be female, we can go see a plastic surgeon to talk about breast implants and whatever else you want but if you're not sure if you will want to be female for the rest of your life, I don’t want you to change how you look and in ten years or so want to change again so you need to think long and hard about what you want." He said as he looked into my eyes. 

"I know daddy, I won't just make the decision lightly. I just needed to know that you'll be ok with whatever I decide and I got my answer." 

"Baby you never have to worry about that. I only want what is best for you and for you to be happy. No matter what." He puckered his lips and I kissed him, like we always have done and always will. I'm not embarrassed or ashamed to say I kiss my daddy on the lips. 

"I love you daddy." 

"I love you too baby." I left him with his thoughts about our conversation as I was with my own and went to my room and shut my door. 

I walked over to my full length mirror and took my clothes off and just looked at my body. Barely there breasts, maybe close to a B cup, tiny nipples that are a light pink, very slim hips and no curves to my body. I look like a short pole, the only thing I had going for me is my hair. Daddy only had it trimmed and styled as I grew up so it's almost to my butt. A butt that is rather small but has some meat to it. My eyes trailed down to my lower body where I had always been conflicted on who I am because I have one testicle, no pubic hair, very small lips and a small penis that looked like a thin three inch clit. I guess it could be either or if no one got too close of a look, they would just think I had a small penis. Even though no one should ever see me naked except my family and mate. 

I went to get my clothes back on and decided to go for a walk so I grabbed my phone and ear buds. 

"I'm going for a walk daddy." 

"Ok, be careful and be home before dark." I nodded and went outside and took a deep breath. I put on my country playlist and started singing as I walked down the path to the forest, a forest I have spent endless hours in with Caleb as he helped bring my Phoenix to the surface and helped me through my first, second, and third shift. Caleb and I have always been close, since I was a baby. We have this powerful bond with one another. 

It turns out since he shared so much of his magic with me, his God spirit and the fact that my liver somehow some freaky way was a liver from someone of a God, so my shifter, Fierce is a God itself. That is why daddy has people looking out for me in the shadows. If who I am got out to the wrong people I could be killed. 

Apparently being who I am physically and my God spirit, I'm considered a princess. My dork of a brother calling me princess is in fact no joke but he knows I hate when he calls me it. I'm not royalty, at least I don't feel like I am but no matter, I can't fight fate or my destiny. 

I just hope when I meet my mate, whomever it may be that they accept me for who I am, not what my body looks like.