K, this is the last one-shot. Probably. Not gonna do part 3 to parents, sry lmao. too lazy :O

This is part 3 to Midoriya Izuku's Fear. But this is how she was feeling when she first watched Katsuki die for her. So rather than a part 3, it's more like a prologue of the whole one-shot, if that makes any sense :/

Also, is it true Katsuki is deaf?!?!?!?!?!??!!??!!? 

***

It was funny.

It was funny how easily heroes died.

It made me sick.

Was this...what I wanted to be?

What I, Midoriya Izuku, wanted my future to lead?

Was this what I wanted my loved ones to feel?

***

https://youtu.be/BeRnbCLhbuk

I'd like to say "I'm okay", but I'm not

Screaming, Izuku cradled Katsuki's body after tackling her father to the ground and stabbing him with a broken glass bottle she found wrecked on the cement.

I try, but I fall, close my mind, turn it off

Izuku's mind screamed, and all she could see and think was red. Red.

Multiple heroes attempted to calm her down, but it was no use- she was livid.

The heroes watched with guilt as she roared another heart-breaking scream, tears streaming down her face.

But I can't be sober, I cannot sleep

"I-Izuku..." A groggy and pain-filled voice stopped her screaming, and she looked down and let out shaky sobs.

"K-KATSUKI!!!" She screamed, hugging him gently.

"I-Izuku...I'm sorry...I couldn't kill that bastard...I couldn't be a hero...fuck, is this how I die? Like a lame bitch?" He chuckled a bit, some tears popping up in his eyes as well. Izuku sobbed and sobbed, shaking her eyes. 

"N-No, you're going to be okay!!!"

"F-Fucking hell, Izuku...we both know that isn't true." Katsuki coughed, and Izuku couldn't think properly.

"N-No, Katsuki, please...I love you! You can't fucking leave me!!!" She yelled, arms shaking with rage and sadness.

"Izuku...I love you too...fuck, I'm sorry...for everything..." He sighed in pain, and the hand that was caressing Izuku's cheek fell down, his head lolling with it.

Everything was eerily silent.

You've got your peace now, but what about me?

"No, no, no, no, Katsuki! Wake up, this isn't funny, damn it!!!" Izuku sobbed, and the heroes watched with pity.

But none even tried to help them.

Thought we had the time, had our lives

"Ah, Izuku-chan? Is that you? Long time no see, didn't see you cause of that little fucking brat of mine wouldn't let me!!!" A boisterous laughter immersed from somewhere in the crowd, and Izuku felt like her heart stopped at the voice.

"M-Mitsuki, calm down..." 

"Wait...why is there so much fucking blood here, the hell? Filming a movie? I don't give a fuck if I'm interrupting it, though." Mitsuki scoffed, looking around. It was then the heroes realized everything, the way both hostage and parents had almost completely identical looks, and they all paled.

'These are the boy's parents...'

Now you'll never get older, older

"Izuku-chan, by the way, have you seen that ungrateful son?" Mitsuki chirped, hitting Izuku's back lightly.

"D-Don't hit Inko's daughter, Mitsuki-"

"Wake up, wake the fuck up right fucking now..."

The couple flinched at Izuku's language, and Masaru paled.

"O-Oh my god..."

"I-I knew it...Mitsuki, you and Katsuki had taught Izuku-chan to use curse words!" Masaru sighed, rubbing his temples.

"It's not my fucking fault! Blame the little shit too!!!" Mitsuki whined, and the heroes felt tears creeping up in their eyes.

Didn't say goodbye, now I'm frozen in time

"Fuck...oh yeah, by the way, where is Katsuki, Izuku-chan?" Mitsuki and Masaru finally reached the girl, who didn't lift her head up.

After a moment of silence, Mitsuki turned to Masaru.

"I-Is this not Izuku-chan? Are there any other green-haired girls living in Musutafu?" Mitsuki whispered, and Masaru just shrugged.

"This is Izuku-chan, I think..."

Getting colder, colder

"Please, FUCKING WAKE UP!!!" The wail from the girl surprised them for a moment, before they paled at what...or who she was holding.

The groceries Mitsuki was holding slipped out of her hand, but nobody paid mind.

One last word

"...w-what is this, I-Izuku...?" Mitsuki whispered hesitantly, eyes filled with disbelief. 

"I-Izuku...you have to answer us-" Masaru started sternly, brown orbs wide with anger and voice filled with unbelieving.

"WAKE THE FUCK UP, KATSUKI!!!" Izuku screamed, and with that, Masaru and Mitsuki started to roar too.

One last moment

"NO, NO, NO, THIS IS BULLSHIT!!!" Mitsuki yelled, shaking a crying Izuku's shoulders.

"K-KATSUKI!!!" Masaru screamed, tears enveloping his whole being.

To ask you why

"W-WHO DID THIS?!" Heroes winced at the volume the mother was yelling, but none covered their ears.

A hero shakily pointed a trembling finger to the unconscious man next to them, and Mitsuki paled at who it was.

"H-Hisashi..?"

You left me here behind

"N-No way...that's Hisashi...?!" Masaru lunged towards the unconscious man, and immediately wrapped his hands around the man's throat.

"How dare you...how fucking dare you." Masaru yelled, tears streaming down his face. Mitsuki looked at the corpse Izuku was holding, biting her lip so hard it bled.

You said you'd grow old with me

"NOOOOO!!!"

***

We had plans, we had visions, now I can't see ahead

Izuku didn't realize when someone knocked all three of them out, a hero, perhaps?

We were one, we were golden, forever, you said

She didn't realize either when her mother dressed her up in black. A beautiful, powerful, black dress that flowed up to her knees, and a shoulder-off top.

But I can't be sober, I cannot sleep

And of course, she didn't realize when she was standing in front of a glass coffin, a glass coffin covering a very familiar person to her.

You've got your peace now, but what about me?

"No, no, no!!! I WON'T BELIEVE IT!!!" Mitsuki screamed, trying to reach for where her son laid, but was held back by others.

"W-Why...why the fuck..." Mitsuki started to hyperventilate, and her red eyes whisked across the room.

"Ah...Izuku-chan? You believe me...right? Katsuki is not...dead, right...?" Izuku's blank and empty green eyes reached the insane crimson orbs, and memories started to fill her head.

"Kacchan...is what?"

"K-Katsuki, he's not fucking dead, right?!"

"Kacchan...no...he's not dead...he's not dead...HE'S NOT FUCKING DEAD!!!" Izuku screamed, tears streaming down her cheeks.

"MITSUKI. IZUKU. Katsuki...is dead." A voice whispered behind them, and they were shocked to see Masaru was the one who said it. Inko stood besides him, wiping her eyes in frustration and guilt.

Thought we had the time, had our lives

"No...HE'S NOT!!!" Mitsuki got onto the ground, sobbing while pulling her hair.

"M-Mitsuki...it's my fault...I-I should've...I should've been there...I should've died..." Masaru sobbed, hugging his wife's smaller frame.

"DON'T SAY THAT UNCLE MASARU!!!" Izuku screamed, startling a few other guests at the funeral.

"I-If anything...it's my fault!!! I-If only I was there earlier...m-maybe, things could've been different..." She started to let all her emotions slip out, and Inko shook.

"I-Izuku-"

Now you'll never get older, older

"I-I should've never told him it..." Izuku mumbled, tears prickling her eyes.

"T-Tell him what, Izuku?" Mitsuki hiccuped, eyes redder.

Didn't say goodbye, now I'm frozen in time

"I should've been a better girlfriend..."

"I-Izuku, what did you tell him- ?!"

Getting colder, colder

"I should've been better..."

"Izuku, listen to us-!!!"

One last word

"I should've never told him Dad abuses me..."

"...what?"

One last moment

"I should've- "

"Izuku...w-what do you mean by...'abuses?'" Masaru gasped, tears streaming down even more.

To ask you why

Izuku covered her mouth, eyes wide.

"Shit, n-nothing, I meant- !!!"

"Izuku...tell us the truth." Inko hiccuped, eyes wide.

You left me here behind

And with that...Izuku spilled everything out.

The whole room, whom were eavesdropping, has gone chaotic.

Mitsuki and Masaru seemed even more broken, but Inko...she got hysterical.

You said you'd grow old with me

***

Emotionless, green orbs rested on the big grave in front of her, and she placed a few flowers near the gravestone.

Thought we had the time, had our lives

"Kacchan..."

Now you'll never get older, older

"You fucking idiot..."

Didn't say goodbye, now I'm frozen in time

"Don't you know...your parents joined you a few days ago? They were heartbroken by your death...I-I can't believe they fucking did that...shit...s-should I just join you too?!"

Getting colder, colder

"F-Fuck...I miss you so much..."

Just one last word

"I-I just want to hurry up and meet you..."

One last moment...

"E-Even if it's just for a second..."

To ask you why

"I-I just want to hold your hand again...kiss you again...speak with you again..."

You left me here behind

"I just want to see you..."

You said you'd grow old with me

"But...so I fulfill your wish of becoming a hero...I'll wait. Just wait for me...Katsuki."

"I love you."

1420 words :p

oh frick. this was kinda sad. but do not worry folks! next chapter will be season 3 starttttttt!!!!!