🚫 Warning: this is extremely sexually explicit. Read at your own risk (or pleasure hahaha). 🚫

A/N: I recommend listening to Crazy In Love (Remix) by Beyoncé [linked above] while reading this chapter for the full effect! I also recommend Belong to You (feat. 6LACK) by Sabrina Claudio. Enjoy! 😉

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- Noor's POV -

My hands are pinned above my head as Yasir grazes his lips across the skin of my neck.

He breaks away for just a second to slide out of his shirt, revealing his toned body. Just the sight of his bare body sent tingles down in between my legs. My hands instantly stroke his chest with softened.

He gently places a kiss on my lips and slips off my shirt. I quickly cover my chest with my arms, feeling self conscious to a level I've never felt before.

"Let me see you..." His voice is gentle.

I shake my head, squeezing my eyes shut. He carefully moves my arms away, taking off my bra in a blink of a second.

I see that he has experience, I bitterly think.

His eyes widen as his mouth is slightly parted, looking hungry for... me, "Fuck, you're gorgeous... the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on."

"You're just saying that." I pout unintentionally, looking away.

"There's no way in Hell I'd lie to you now." He grins.

My heart is pounding against my chest; this is exhilarating and terrifying all at once. It almost feels like I want to burst into tears, I couldn't handle all the emotions.

"Hey..." He caresses my cheek with his index finger. "We can do this later, when you're ready."

The thing is that I am ready, I'm just... insecure.

I shake my head, leaning in close to his lips. "I'm just nervous, that's all. Please be gentle."

That's all it took for him to start leaving kisses down my neck, reaching my breasts. As his mouth settles on my nipples, my whole body goes into some shock, instantly shaking from pleasure.

The way his tongue works around my sensitive breasts makes it harder for me to breathe. His hand gropes the opposite breast, kneading it in his palm. A soft moan escapes my lips, as I feel my literal soul leave my body from pleasure.

"You're so fucking soft," He mumbles against my skin.

I don't know what it was but my hands reach down to the hem of his pants, tugging on it. He smirks as he pulls off his sweats, revealing his tight boxers.

The bulge is ever-so apparent, it's unavoidable and for some twisted reason, it's making me want him inside of me even faster. 

"Would you look at that?" He whispers against my ear. "You have me all worked up, Princess."

He leaves wet, sloppy kisses down my stomach until he reaches in between my legs. He slowly slides his hand inside my underwear. Yair's fingers trailed further down, seeking the desired warmth between my tense thighs. All it took was a hint of teeth at my nipple and my legs opened for him, allowing his fingers to find your swollen clit.

I gasp sharply, then, my hips bucking into his hand, as if his touch was surprising. My legs are already shaking as his fingers draw rapid circles, making my back arch.

"You're so fucking wet for me..." He says in a hoarse tone. "I can't wait to feel you..."

I cry out desperately, unbelievably sensitive, with each mark Yasir sucks into the soft skin of my chest and neck, acting on the compulsion to mark me as his.

He inserts a finger slowly inside of me, a sudden sting runs through my body, making me flinch.

"Is this okay?" He asks.

I nod.

"You're not wet enough for me, princess." He says as he slips off my soaked underwear.

He thrusts his finger in again but this time, he does something I didn't expect. He places his mouth on my clit, using his tongue and finger all at once. I'm wet behind words, shuddering and tightening around his fingers.

Right when I think he's finishing me off, he surprises me by adding in all different kinds of techniques to literally make my pass out. He wants my pleasure, all of it to himself.

"Y-Yasir... I c-can't..." I can't what? I don't even know at this point! "Too m-much..." My mind is in shambles but my sensual moans tell another story.

He hummed, sucking on my clit, and any attempt for coherency shatters. He slowly inserts another finger, instantly making me moan louder. My hands pulling at his hair from the writhing ecstasy.

I'm on a high I've never been on before. This is beyond how much pleasure my mind can comprehend. The moment I was close to my freedom, he pulls away, stopping me at the edge.

"Finish me. I can't take it anymore, finish me, please." I beg him like a pathetic woman.

"Not so fast, my princess. I haven't felt you yet." He whispers into my ears.

My eyes shoot open. He's been teasing and making me sit on the edge so much that I forgot that he hasn't...

His boxers were off within seconds as I stare at him... but this time, he's completely bare. He slides on a condom with no hesitation.

I couldn't help but just keep staring. This man is sculpted to perfection and he's mine.

"Gosh, you're so handsome." The words came out without a warning.

He looks at me with the most gentle expression as he slowly enters my body bit-by-bit, making sure not to hurt me. Once my body settles, he begins thrusting deeer.

"Are you okay? Can I keep going?" He asks.

I nod. "I'm not as fragile as you think... Fuck me, Yasir. Fuck me like you've always wanted to."

I almost stop breathing because of the words that escaped my own lips. But they weren't a lie.

That definitely drove him over the edge as he thrusts harder into me, his hands pinning mine over my head.

"Tell me you're mine." He says roughly.

"I'm... I'm yours..." I can't catch my breath as each thrust hits the spot.

"Fuck, I'm cu—"

My loud moan interrupts Yasir's sentence. My body is violently shaking in pleasure as my arms fall from his shoulders down on the mattress.

Yasir's body gives out and he wraps his arms around me, bringing me against his chest.

"Are you okay? Did that hurt?" He asks, while breathing heavily.

"I'm... I'm fine; great, actually. That was... I wasn't expecting it—"

"—to feel this good?" He smirks.

"Don't get too cocky." I laugh. "

"I love you, Noor..." he whispers, placing a kiss on my forehead.

This is the first time he said it.

"Huh?" I pretend not to hear. "What was that?"

"Oh, shut up. You heard it the first time." He chuckles, gripping me tighter against him.

"You just fucked me sore but you're embarrassed to repeat a small 'I love you'?" I raise a brow.

"Yes." He states.

"I want a refund on my virginity." I frown.

"God, you're a persistent princess." He smiles. "I love you. I love you. I love you. I wouldn't want to ever love someone other than you. I literally love you to death."

For some reason, him saying it so many times made me start blushing and my eyes start tearing up.

He sighs. "Oh, what now? It's embarrassing you?"

"No... I just—I never thought I'd hear it from you. At one point, I gave up the dream of hearing you tell me you love me. The fact that you said it, I—"

He cuts me off by placing a kiss on my lips. "I never thought I'd be alive long enough to love someone again, who'll be worth my everything. But here we both are, living the unexpected."

I snuggle up closer to his chest. "I love you so much, Yasir." My voice cracks. "I love you more than life itself."

"I know." He says softly, as he rests his chin on my head. "I love you just as much, if not more."

That night, I slept more peacefully than I ever slept before. Falling asleep while being held by someone is such a fuzzy and warm feeling. It's like falling asleep by the fireplace with a soft, velvety blanket wrapped around you on a frosty, cold evening.

I never want anyone to ever take away this feeling from us. Ask I watch Yasir's slow, even breathing, I think about how he hadn't had a peaceful night in years. And this is all because he chose to love someone who only turned around to stab him in the heart, not once, not twice but a couple of dozen times.

I stroke his cheek softly, smiling at his tranquil slumber.

I will destroy Nadira. I'll burn her to ashes—whether it's literally or figuratively. I will end her.

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- A/N -

• It got hot in here for a moment there... 🥵🥵🥵

• Also, sorry for not being able to update on Saturday! I've been getting really busy again with summer school. I literally almost missed two whole assignments bc my time management sucks. 💀

Next Update: Friday and Saturday, Insha'Allah!

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