"M-Michael?"

     "Yea?"

     "I don't think I'm straight."

      "Jeremy, that's okay! I'm here to help you if you want, or anything you need. I love you, buddy."  Michael threw in casually, taking a moment to hug his best friend. A part of him was exploding in excitement, he had liked his long time friend for awhile but he always held it inside himself since he thought Jeremy was straight.

        "I-Is it okay not to know? I feel so invalid really, like I don't fit in to whatever I'm supposed to..."

      "Of course! It takes different times for different people. I knew immediately because I really just love dick. But that's just me." Michael said smiling, noticing how Jeremy's knee was casually resting against his own. He looked to see the other boy blushing, and he felt himself blush too. 

     "Cute. I-I mean cool, that's... cool. How you knew. Right away." Jeremy tried to cover himself, hiding his face behind his overgrown curly hair. It fell enough in front of his eyes that he thought he could cover his embarrassed expression. 

     "I guess. Anyways, you into anyone right now?" Michael questioned, pulling his sweatshirt sleeves down over his fingers. He relaxed more into the bed the pair was currently sitting on, letting his leg extend further to rub against Jeremy's. 

     "No. I mean, maybe? Actually... There's this one guy..." He flustered, trying to keep focus on answering Michael but feeling his body come into contact with Michael's distracted him. He saw Michael's expression fall.

     "Aw... Nice. Do I know him?"

     "V-Very well. I think." Michael went down a mental list of anyone it could be, frowning as the names Rich and Jake came into consideration. They were considered the fuck boy homosexuals, the kind that Michael tended to dislike. He was mostly just jealous of whoever Jeremy was pining for.

     "Cool..."

      "Michael... How do I kiss a guy?" Jeremy blurted out, quickly fiddling with a hole in his ripped jeans after, trying to cover himself. 

     "I mean, you just... do. I usually... Put my hand on his chest... Let me show you." Michael moved himself closer to Jeremy, placing his hand on Jeremy's thin chest softly and looking up with question in his eyes. Jeremy nodded, approving for him to go farther.

     "And... He'll wrap his arms around me... Like this..." Michael continued to talk softly and slowly, moving Jeremy's arms around his waist to rest just above his hips. Jeremy blushed more, continuing to stare deep into Michael's eyes.

     "I like this."

     "I like yo- Yea. Me too. Okay... Then one of us takes the others face in his hand..." Jeremy's hand was quick to go to Michael's jaw, holding it as a forlorn expression was plastered in his eyes. Michael let out a long breath, trying not to hint at anything.

      "Y-You're pretty hot, Michael." He whispered while rubbing his thumb against Michael's skin. Michael's face flushed, breaking the eye contact with Jeremy. 

      "You too... I mean, damn. Your eyes are... really pretty..." 

     "D-Do you mind if I try something?"

      "Go ahea-" Michael was cut short as Jeremy connected their lips. Michael stayed in place shocked for just a moment before moving closer to the other and kissing back. He gripped onto Jeremy's shirt as they moved their bodies in synch to the kiss. Jeremy started pulling a little on Michael's lip, and Michael allowed the other to nip at his bottom lip. They pulled away after what seemed entirely to short, but both boys were out of breath.

      "Me?"

      "You. I love you, Michael Mell." Jeremy said with a shy smile, pressing his lips to Michael's once more.

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a.n: wow this is short im so so sorry im super tired and its been hard for me to get new stuff out... i promise this weekend i'll get plenty of stuff out tho! so check in then haha