” کھاتا جا حالات کے پتھر خود راحت ہو جائے گی،
دو دن زخم اذیت دینگے پھر عادت ہو جائے گی“

[ Maana ke teri Mojodgi se ye zindagani mehroom hay,
Jeene ka koi dooja tareeqa na mere dil ko maloom hay,
Tujhko main kitni shiddat se chahun chahe to rehna tu bekhabar,
Mohtaj manzil ka to nahi hay ek'tarfa mera safar ]

" Raaniyaaaaaaaa!!! "

' Haan kya hua? '

Raaniya ne apne kano se handfree nikalte huay ajeeb sa munh bna kr apni maa ko jawab dya.

" Behri hojaogi kaano mai thonse rehti ho ye manhoosiyat. Pata nahi konse zamane bhar ke gham paal rkhe hain. Shakal dekho apni. Prhai krni hay ya nahi??? Kal se tmhare semester shuru horhe hain! "

' Tw ammi kya kru mai!! Prhti tww hun na, ismai mera kya qusoor ke jab mobile hath main leti hu tb ap ajati hain aur jab poori imandari se prhai kr rhi hoti hu ap pata nahi kahan hoti hain! '

Raaniya ne handfree ko dusre kaan se bhi nikala mobile se disconnect kya aur mobile ko table ki side pr rkhdya.

" Beta main tmhari hi bhalai k liye tw kehti hun. Jab tk mehnat krke nahi prhogi tb tk ache results keae ayege? Ache result ke liye kisi ko bhi dil o jaan se mehnat krni prti hay. Smjh rhi ho na? "

' Jee ammi. '

" Agar main ne dubara tmhare hath main ye phone dekha tw main isse tor ke phenk dugi!!! Smjhi!!! "

Aur Raaniya , ammi ke kmre se jaane ke baad past ki jhalkiyo ko apne dimagh mai duhrane lgi.

Aur ab uske hath main mobile nahi tha, kitaab thi. Shayad isi wjah se maazi main jaana zyada asaan hogya tha.

Flashback

Class ke dauran call aane se wo thori ghabra gyi thi. Teacher se ijzat mang kr wo bahr corridor mai agayi aur phr us ne call recieve ki.

' Assalam.o.Alaikum. Raaniya yar pls mera yaqeen kro main dunya main sbse zyada sirf tum se aur apni ammi se muhabbat krta hun. Lekin meri pehli muhabbat meri maa hain, Khuda ki qasam maine unhe bohat manaya pr wo hmare rishte ke liye raazi nahi! '

" Tw phir kya Yawar?? Tum.
Tum... Mjhe chordoge? "

' Main apni ammi ka dil nahi tor skta. '

" Tmne mjhe islye call ki hay?Aur mera kya haan? Mere dil tootne ka tmhe zara bhi gham nahi hoga? Main marjaugi tmhare pyar ke bghair. "

' Koi kisi ke liye nahi marta! Tum smnbhal jaogi. Wese bhi aese rishte ko agay brhane ka kya faida jiski raah hi aik nahi? '

" I'll die without you Yawar! Main jaan de dungi apni. "

' Okay then, go ahead. As you wish! '

Aur phir Raaniya ne call kaat di.

Us ne dil mai socha jise mere marne ka gham nhi tw uske liye apni jaan dena kisi hamaqat se kam nahi hoga.

Aur phir wo apni class mai adh'mari si dubara dakhil hui. Class ke khatam hone ke bad jab usne apna mobile bag se  bahar nikala tw dekha,

99+ missed calls Yawar

Flashback ends!

" Astaghfirullah! Kya museebat hay. Raaniyaaaaaaaaaa maine tmhe kaha tha choolhe pr dudh charha kr ayi hu dekh lena. Kaan khrab hogye hain tmhare ya tmhara dimagh! Sara dudh gir gya! "

' Wo ammi main prhai mai masroof thi, zehn se nikl gya hoga '

" Haan pata hay mjhe kitni masroof thi parhai mai! Pata nahi kya hoga tmhara susral ja ke! Apni chachi ke samne meri nak mt ktwa dena, pohar lrki. "

' Bhaie kya masla hay amma apko? Main prhu tw museebat na prhu tw museebat!! '

" Mere samne zaban na chlao zyada. Idher ao aur aakar saaf krdo ye choolha. Kal hi maine saaf suthra krke rkha tha, tmhari wajah se tapeela alag kaala hogaya aur choolhe pe dudh gir ke jo... "

' Acha Acha meri maa krti hun saaf! Lecture tw na den. '

****

Kitchen se farigh ho kr jb Raaniya apne kmre mai ayi tw uska mobile blink kr rha tha. Mobile utha kr dekha tw ek unknown number se msg aya hua tha. Wo thora chonki ke uss ne tw ye sim abhi nayi nayi tabdeel ki thi , iss number pr bhala use kon msg krskta hay?!

Msg: Engagement mubarak ho Raaniya! Akhir tum meri ho hi gyi! Maine tumse kaha tha na sirf ek hafta aur main tumhe apne hisaar main qaid krlunga!
Adil Ahmed.

' Oh tw ye mosoof hain. Kya mjhe baat krni chahye ya ... '

Utni der main dubara ek msg uski screen pr show horha tha.

Apka number mjhe Armeen ne dya hay. Preshan mat hona.

' Armeen!!! Uff! Wese I think I should talk to him, itna bura bhi nahi hay wo. Bchpn se hum sath khel kr bre huay hain. '

Raaniya khud se brbrate huay muskurane lagi. Kuch achi yaaden thi jo usse ek baar phir maazi ke jhonke main le gyin.

Flashback

" Will you marry me?? "

Adil ne use apni hath ki silver angoothi utar kr pesh krte huay kaha tha.

' Nahi Adil! Tm jante nahi ho Chachu aur Abu jaan ki blkl nahi bnti? Kese ban skti hay baat phir! '

Raaniya ko herat hui thi ke wo aese kistrah izhar krskta hay.

" Hum dua tw krskte hain na! Maine tw tmhe har dua main manga hay. Mjhe apni muhabbat pr poora yaqeen hay. "

' Tw theek hay, krugi main tumse shadi. Magr tmhe mere liye ek diamond ring laani hogi. '

" Tmhare liye tw jaan bhi hazir hay. "

Flashback Ends

Raaniya ke honto pr muskurahat sanwarne lagi thi, jo lrki kaafi arse se gumsum aur udaas thi wo aj khud main muskurane lagi thi!

Phir uss ne bina kuch soche usi number pr reply de dya.

Raaniya: Tmhe bhi mubarak ho!

Adil: Kya hum call pe baat kr skte hain?

Raaniya: Abhi is waqt?

Adil: Haan abhi aur kya! Kal maine poori raat bri besbri se guzari! Main tmhe dekhna chahta tha, tmse bat krna chahta tha!

Adil: ?

Adil: Raaniya?

Raaniya : Umm.. Acha okay!

****

Aj Raaniya ke ghar bohat ronaq lagi hui thi, kiunke aj uske ghr pr mangni ki tqreeb hone wali thi.

Uske sare rishtedaar mojood thay.

Raaniya ne ek golden color wala gown pehna hua tha, baalon ko juray ke style main bandh kr , bohat mamuli se makeup kya hua tha.

Lekin wo phir bhi bohat khubsoorat lag rhi thi. Lagti bhi kyun na, wo aj bohat khush thi, bohat khush!

Saare mehman kmro main jama thay, aur wo shrmaye dulhan ki trah bethne ke wahan se yahan ur rahi thi!

Uski khushi ka thikana jo nahi tha!

Uski mngni uske bchpan ke dost aur cousin se hui thi!

Uska phone bajne laga tab wo apni khyaali dunya se bahar ayi.

' Hello ..... Raaniya '

" Hello. Kon? "

' Ab tum meri awaaz bhi nhi pehchanti. Yawar! '

" Nahi pehchanna chahti isi liye nahi pehchana! Kyun call ki hay! "

' Tum ne mngni krli? Bina mjhe btaye? Wo bhi.... Adil se?? Tmhe pata hay na Adil mera... '

" Adil tmhara dost hay. Janti hun. Maine ye jan boojh kr kya hay. Ab tm mehsoos kroge ke mohabbat ko na paane ka gham kesa hota hay! "

' Allah ki qasam Raaniya, maine apni maa ko raazi krlya tha. Wo bs ek do din main tmhare ghr rishta lene aane hi wali theen.. '

" Band kro apni bkwas! Mjhe tmhari jhooti baaton main ab blkl aitebar nahi! Ab meri mangni kisi aur se ho chuki hay. Hmare beech jo kuch tha wo sb khtm! "

' Main tmhare raaz Adil ko bata duga. Phir dekhta hun ke wo tmse kese mngni nibhata hay. '

" Tm kuch bhi krlo Adil mjhe dhoka nahi dega. "

Ghusse aur ranj ki shiddat se uske ansoo rawan hogye thay. Darr bhi tha ke kaheen agar sach mai Adil ne usse chor dya tw wo ruswa hojayegi.

****

Uski nani dadi lounge mai shaam ki chaye peene bethi theen, utne mai telephone ki ghnti ne sbka deehan apni traf khench lya.

Phone recieve krne uski nani gyin theen, ab ye shayad uski khushnaseebi thi ke uski nani ne hi phone uthaya. Aur ksi aur ne nahi.

' Assalam.o.Alaikum! Main Yawar baat kr rha hun. '

" Walaikum Assalam! Mere bete Yawar! Kese ho tum! "

' Itna bura haal hay jitna kabhi nhi hua. Wo... Wo.. Meri mohabbat .. Wo lrki meri nahi ho saki.. Dadu. '

" Beta kya hua tm kyun preshan hote ho. Konsi lrki? "

Nani ne apna lehja dheema krlya tha.

' Wo lrki ab meri kbhi nahi ho skti. Main Raaniya ki baat kr rha hun. Bohat mohabbat krta hun main usse , mjhe Raaniya nahi mil'pai dadu... Raaniya... Kisi aur ki hogyi... '

" Khbrdar! Jo agay ek lafz nikala! Tmhe sharam aani chahye istrah ki wahyat baat krte huay. Uski ab mangni hochuki hay. Tmhe usse utni hi mohabbat thi tw tum rishta kyun nahi laaye uske liye? Kyun nahi manga uska hath uske ghr aa kr? Ab aese duhaiyaan dene se kuch faida nahi hoga. "

Nani ke chehre k ta'asuraat bata rhe thay ke wo bht khafa aur heraan theen samne wale ki baat sunke.

' Dadu.. dadu meri baat sunen. Mjhe wo lrki chahye kisi bhi haal mai. Plzz dadu... Mai uske bgher... '

" BLKL KHAMOSH! mai tmse yahan baat nahi krskti. Main tmhe tw phir dekhti hun. Khuda Hafiz. "

****

Bed pr lete huay wo kafi der se chat ko ghoore ja rhi thi. Ajka din uske liye bht bhaari pra tha. Saare mehmano ke jane ke baad nani ne usse uske dil ka haal daryaft kya tha. Aur wo khamoshi ke ilawa unke sawalon ka koi jawab nahi de pai thi, kyuke ye sachh tha ke usse Yawar se hi mohabbat thi. Aur ye rishta uss ne sirf Yawar ko ehsas dilane ke liye kya tha. Wo anjaan thi ke jo khel wo khel rhi hay uska paansa palat bhi sakta tha. Uska khel ussi ko maat de skta tha. Aur aj yahi hua tha, wo jeet ke bhi maat kha chuki thi.

Ansoo thamne ka naam nahi le rhe thay. Uske dil main ek ajeeb bechaini ki ksak uthi, usse laga Yawar ke kehne pe agar sachmai aesa hua ke Adil ne usse dhutkaar dya phir kitni bdnaami hogi uski? Uske khandan ki?

Ussne apna shak door krne ke liye ya phir apne dil ko mehez tassali dene ke liye Adil ko msg kya.

Raaniya: Tum mjhe kbhi dhoka tw nahi doge? Kya tmne mjhe... Apne poore dil se qabool kya hay?

Adil: Kbhi nahi. Tum aesa khwab mai nhi mt sochna ke main tmhe thukra duga. Tum kayi mannato se mangi hui meri chahat ho. Har ibadat ke baad maine Khuda se silay main sirf tmhe manga hay. Tmhe yaqeen ho ya na ho. Tm meri mohabbat aj se nahi blke tab se ho jab se maine hosh smnbhala hay.

Raaniya: Lekin ye saari batein sirf khayali dunya ki hadh tk achi lgti hain. Tmne mera confession bhi nahi suna.

Adil: oh confession! Tw sunao? Aur main tumse mohabbat ke izhar ke ilawa kuch nahi sunna chahunga.

****

Adil: Diary Entry

Khuda ne aj tmhari mohabbat se nawaza hay,
Yaqeenan hum bohat naseebon wale thehre honge.

Raaniya: Diary Entry

Khuda ne hmain tmhari mohabbat se azmayaa hay,
Shayad yehi hmara naseeb tha

Dono ki mohabbat mukhtalif thi. Magar dono ko apni mohabbat se zyada naseeb pr yaqeen tha.

A/N:
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