"What do you see when you think of the future?" Jonathan asked as his blue eyes looked at his lovers Icy ones. "What do you see~" Tyler asked with the sly grin placed in his face. "Im serious..." Jonathan said. Tyler slowly stops smiling and his lips turn into a thin line.

He looks up ahead and again looks back down at Jonathan. "You" Tyler said with a warm smile.

-

Crying in his room. Laying in his bed and hot tears fall from his puffy eyes. The lonely house was quiet and cold. Sometimes, Jonathan tought it was better like that, but he couldn't take not listening to tyler's voice any longer. It was torture.

He just let's the tears fall non stop, day and night just to let this pain go. Fighting with Tyler was always so annoying and hard. It pissed him off but it also hurts him. Jonathan pretends his okay but people knew he was broken. He wasn't okay and knowing that they couldn't hear that cheerful laugh rings they're ears hurt them.

What Hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

-

"Tyler stop!" Jonathan screamed. "Stop saying nonsense! What your saying and thinking is not true! I love you and only you! What don't you understand about that? I don't love, evan....I love you" he said. Tyler walks away and turns his back to Jonathan. "Your lying, he likes you and its obvious your falling for him too-"

"Your wrong"

"Im not wrong!" Tyler screamed. Jonathan gasped and backs away. "Evan THIS Evan THAT- WHERE WAS I?!" Tyler screamed. Jonathan falls to the floor and Tyler walks out the door and slammed the door.

-

Jonathan can't focus on his work, the pain is to much to handle its almost impossible to not pay attention to it, but his still pushing thru. It's hard to force that smile when ever he looks at his old friends and his there sitting there, alone while they already have there lifes planned out and jonathan is on the floor, waisting his life on someone that won't come back. He lives in regret and wishes the worst for himself and himself only.

I would trade
Give away
All the words
That I saved
In my heart
That I left unspoken

-

Tyler was broken hearted. He was being a selfish partner and blaming everything on his lover, but it was to late to say sorry. He has been sleeping with people to forget him and drinking his pain away. He loved Jonathan dearly but he messed up so many times, it even hurts to count. He was in his truck, drinking and driving. Making his way towards Jonathan's house, just to tell him why he left like that and why he left Jonathan in the dust but ofcores, like Tyler always does, he messes up but now he won't live to say sorry to Jonathan.

A big truck was on his lane and Tyler without noticing he moves to the side and crashes at a fast speed towards the other truck. Killing two males and himself on the impact.

-

Jonathan walks on the side of the road with flowers and a broken heart. He whimpers as he sees the familiar cross on the side of the road along with two other crosses. Evan of cores went with him but he wasn't alone, he brought his girlfriend with him and she felt as bad as evan did once Jonathan screamed and ran towards the cross.

She was the first one to run behind Jonathan. Evan sighs and feels tear form in his eyes. "You fuckin' idiot tyler....jealous stupid son of a bitch....."

He runs behinds both his girlfriend and his best friend. Wrapping his arms against both of them and crying along Jonathan. "I saw you...." Jonathan whispered. "I saw everything" Jonathan said over and over again.

-

Jonathan was outside that day with his brother luke and then he saw a familiar car on the distance. He saw the way the car swerved side to side until finally he hit another car at 50 miles an hour. Jonathan screams, making luke gasp and quickly run to his side. Jonathan pulls away from luke and ran towards the crash. Luke called the police and ambulance but like always, it was too late.

-

"I love you, Tyler....always did and always will" Jonathan whispers. "My silly wildcat" he said while braking down in mid sentence. Crying until he couldn't anymore. Wrapping his arm and resting his chin on top of the wooden white cross.