(Play the song when I tell you too)

Luke's pov

2 weeks later

I had my cat back with me. It was 3 o'clock in the afternoon and all I was doing was walk around my house while my cat follows behind me. Once I set down he jumped into my lap and layed there as I pet his head. I put on music and closed my eyes. Me and my cat would lay on the sofa listening to music and just enjoying the moment. I let a few silent tears fall of my face and my cat looks at me.

"Your back..." I whispered and the cat meows. "Im so happy...."

I whipped my tears away and smiled hugging my cat softly as she just purs in my arms.

We listen to rock, old songs and pop music. I look at snapchat and glared at the new story coming from jonathan.

He left me. Without a word and without even saying good bye. He left and now he was enjoying his life back at North Carolina while I suffer in Los Angeles.

I didn't care thoe, I was somewhat happy. I never heard from evan the day I walked away from him and I honestly didn't care. Not hearing from them made my life so much easier yet I felt alone. I was totally fine about it but something changed in me.

Finally my phone rings and I picked it up.

"Hello?" I asked happily.

"L-luke?" Jonathan asked.

I hummed and he sighs.

"Im sorry"

I didn't say anything and he sighs once more. "Im leaving again..."

"What?" I asked.

"I left and came back....just to see you again...I didn't have the balls to come and talk to you. I didn't have the strength to see you. I didn't want to see you without me dying inside..."

"...." My heart beat was going so fast I feel like it's gonna pop out of my chest. "I....I'm sorry....I wasn't the best of best friends....I'm sorry I had to leave and-"

"Jonathan...."

"Today is my last day here....and I never even got to spend a day with you..."

I lowered my head and I pull on my hair. "I love you...."

".....I love you too...." I whispered.

What I'm i saying?

"Please don't leave....."

No, let go!

"I need you...."

"I want to see you again....just one more time...even if it kills me....I want to see your beautiful smile, does brown eyes....and you...everything of you" his voice cracks mid sentence and I nod.

"Please...come see me...."

"I will...but later....okay love?"

I hum and he sighs. "I'll see you later...bye love"

I mumbled a bye and I hang up. It hurt me so much that he was leaving. It destroyed me. "Don't say bye to me.....stay with me and tell me everything is gonna be okay...." I said before letting a small cry scape my lips.

I took a hold of my phone and texted my friend, Elizabeth.

I told her everything. What had happened and that she was coming to say goodbye.

That whole day was me crying non stop and texting her. Listening to Jonathan's favorite songs, crying over memories. I was loosing my mind. Then I realized, that this is how evan must of felt when they broke up again.

Jonathan had this charm that made you fall for him in an instant and I was too dumb to realize that he was using does charms on me.  Everything was clear but I was confusing things. I was confusing friendship with love and I told Elizabeth. I told her everything and I send her a picture of my broken down face. Of the pain I was going thru and in photos, she saw me crying.

Hours past and I was so anxious. I was loosing my God damn mind. I texted Elizabeth saying, "I don't think his gonna show up...."

It only took a few minutes before she answered. "If that's really the occasion, his missing out...."

Her words comforted me and I could only whisper thank you to the screen.

I've told her that Jonathan wanted to take me places. When I was 16 and he was 18 he told me, "when you get older, we're leaving together and we are gonna live are lifes to the max!"

"Promise?" I asked and jonathan smiled at me. "Promise"

The memory broke me down and I found myself screaming as I cry.

I look at myself in the mirror and saw does blood shot red eyes I thought I was never gonna see again. My head was pounding and my eyes hurt. My chest was tight and I was just a mess.

I hated feeling this way cause when people left me it was a few tears and then that's it, it was over. But he was different. He broke me down and I've been crying so much. Maybe it was because I was so pressured and him leaving was the last thing my walls where able to hold before braking.

Soon I got a message from him.

"Im on my way"

(Play song)

I perk up and run to wash my face.

I texted Elizabeth he was coming and then a text said, "Im here" and I didn't even bother to check what she had send me before I ran out of my house. Jonathan and Evan were standing at the bottom of the stairs and they watched me cry. Jonathan looked at evan and nods, evan looked at me with a look that said that he wanted to comfort me but he left.

I didn't move and jonathan walked towards me. Each step was a memory.

He was getting closer but yet he was gonna be so far away from me. 

We stare at each other and I was the first one to take a step closer.

He does the same and finally I wrap my arms around him and took a hold of him. Gripping his hair and his shirt.

Jonathan grips one of my sides and then he grips my hair with his other one.

"You smell so good...I'm gonna miss it...."

"Fuck you..." I whispered and he chuckles.

I repeated don't leave and I love you so many times that he finally let's go and he let's himself cry. I hold him in my arms as he cries.

"I love you..." He whispered and I felt a kiss on the corner of my mouth.

"I'll come visit everytime I can and I'll try to text you every day and every night. I'm keeping that sonic shirt you have as something to remember-"

"You bitch, you took my sonic shirt"

Jonathan laughs and I hold him tighter. We talked and talked and we never lost a hold of each other.

Finally it was time for me to let go. Even if it killed me to let him walk away from me. I let go and he holds me.

"Come with me..." He whispered. "Come with me..."

My breathe hitched and I tought of everything I told Elizabeth but I knew that......even if I wanted to I couldn't.

"I'd love too....but I can't"

"...."

"You already know why..."

"I love you"

"Thank you...."

He forces himself to let go and he looks at evan.

"I love him...." Jonathan mumbles. "But I love you more.....cause your so precious to me"

"Are...are you together?"

"Yea....I want to make it work...."

I smiled weakly and i make him look at me. "Don't let him go...your retarded if you do" I told him making him smile. "Of course"

"Work things out and hear each other out..." I told him and he nods. "Yea mom"

He hugs me one last time and with tears in his eyes he walks down.

"I'll come visit next month! And I'll stay over for thanks giving and Christmas!"

"Can't wait!" I said while waving.

"My love! I'll see you once again. I promise" he yelled as he got in the car.

"Bye Evan! Safe travels both of you!"

Evan smiles and blows a kiss my way. I caught it and jonathan glares at both of us.

"His mine" he playfully teased.

We rolled are eyes and then they left. I broke down once again and walked in my house. I graved my cat and tool him with me and we feel asleep while I was crying. The next day I woke up and my eyes we're still kind of red so I kinda just layed in bed before my cat started to nag for food. Later that day I got to talk to talk he manager and she said I could keep my cat. The woman agreed to let me keep my cat, I didn't have to go to court or get a new place. I was happy but still had that whole in my chest.

Jonathan and Evan took both pieces of my heart and I'm now left empty in my house, but it was fine. I loved them and knowing they love me back makes me happy.

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Authors note: the last part of my little story. I'm the one in the left. And she has this as her back ground.

I miss her dearly and she came to visit again I'm Thursday. I still feel sad about her leaving me but I don't have to worry about her forgetting me so I guess that's comforting. She had the leave because her father told her so and I told her to stay but I couldn't keep  us both alive....so I let her go.

She didn't move to the other side of the continent but she did leave far enough.

I love her...she took a part of me but that's fine.

Anyways. She's a big fan of Paramore and slipknot so does are the songs I listen to when I need her

Okay I'm crying already so I'll go, thank you for reading this and I'll talk to y'all later.