Part 5  ps. Heavy stuff...

Luke's pov

Jonathan is standing in my door. No signs of depression or anything.

"Hey love!"

"Jonathan....come in"

"No don't worry....I just came to check up on you...."

I stay silent and nod. "Oh okay-"

"Listen..."

"....."

"Your mine okay?"

Huh?

"What?"

"That your mine! It kills me to see you so close to evan, your mine....not his-"

"I don't understand...."

"Luke....just know that your mine and I love you"

With that he leans in, kisses my cheek and leaves. Leaving me all stun and everything. I walked outside but jonathan has vanished into tin air.

It fucked me up that he said that. His jealous of evan being with me, and I thought he was jealous of me being with his man but there not together I don't think so what's the big deal?

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Later I get a text of Evan saying his dating him again and that his taking him to Santa Monica beach, we're they confessed to each other.

(A/n Just pretend this is Evan talking to luke, luke is purple and evan grey. Also change her and the girls name to jonathan and 'jandy' with luke and 'ruby' with evan)

I send him my good luck and everything and went right to sleep.

Waking up at 2 in the morning, I toss and turn but nothing, I'm wide awake and I listen to absolutely nothing. I feel my heart beating and everything. I get a text from my friend. Her mom, which is the second manager of the apartments said I could bring my cat back. That she would take the blame and that put me in tears.

I thanked her a million times and waited until it was 1 o'clock on the after noon.

I was about to tell my other friend that was taking care of my cat that I was gonna go and pick her up but I got a message, from the last person I ever wanted to see right now.

Evan.

He sended me a screen shot of him and Jonathan talking. Talking about getting away from each other.

"What is all of this about?" I texted.

A few seconds later I saw evan put a sad face and "it all came out of the blue..." Right next to it.

Jonathan was pushing him away again and things looked like they weren't getting any better so might as well tell him to give up.

I've texted Jonathan and he refused to talk to evan. If he ever got close to his house he would call his brother out to kick him out.

Suicide. Is that really what went thru his mind?

Was the pain that hard for him?

I've never felt true love so how the fuck should I know?

I tried to stop him. I tried but he was just to heart broken.

I cried, I screamed, I punched the wall, I smashed the mirror and cried myself until my legs where to weak to keep me up making me slide down the wall think how much I failed both of them.

And once again I was thinking of my old life. Of how I could of saved my friends, but I was just not strong enough and all of they're depression fell on to me.

An hour past and then a honk was heard.

I jump straight up and trip over my own weak body towards the outside.

I trip and stumble down the stairs and ran towards the gray car.

"EVAN!" I screamed. The door opened and evan comes out of the car and comes running towards me. I fall and stumbled to get up. I jump into him and he catches me. Spinning both of us around and not letting go of my body.

I cried softly onto him and graved a fist full of his hair and made him look down at my neck. I pressed him as close as I could to my body to make myself belive he was still here and alive.

"Dumb son-of-a-bitch...." I whispered into him as he rocks me in a soothing way.

He cried and cried. Squishing me time to time but I cared less. As long as I had him in my arms I didn't care.

I heard doors opening and closing and I see Neighbors come out and check on us but went right in a few seconds later.

He carries me into the car and we sit on there with tears still rolling down are eyes.

"I didn't mean to make you cry....or fall..."

"That's the least of my concern right now, evan"

"He doesn't love me-"

"He has too...."

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After a few hours of personal stuff he finally blew up.

"Why would you have sex with me and tell me you love me the next day after and say you don't want to talk to me yesterday!? It makes no fuckin sense dude!"

"Evan, it's not your fault-"

"Then who's is it!?"

I jump and stare at him.

"Tell me!? It's not yours and definitely not his!"

I stayed quiet and he huffs. "That's what I thought, there's no one left but me-"

"It's not your fault, love is just like that, you can't blame yourself for things you didn't do-"

"They who do I blame!? Whoo! Tell me! I want to know!"

He goes to his phone and tried to call Jonathan but he had blocked his number. He texted him but nothing, he went on his gallery and looked at Jonathan's baby pictures and pictures of both of them together.

He cried and cried and I Hold his hand for comfort.

"Stop" I whispered softly.

"No..." He sobs. "Evan stop-"

"NO!" He screamed. I gasped and he cries harder. "Your hurting yourself more-"

"I don't care!"

"You obviously do since you're crying" I snapped.

I looked down at my clock and sigh. "If you kill yourself....just remember....your not gonna get rid of the pain, your gonna pass it on to us.....neither Jonathan and I would like to see another close person of are's to die"

Evan stares at me in pure shock and I sigh. "Jonathan won't handle the pain and he'll commit suicide as well"

"Luke-"

"Then I'm gonna be alone again and I'll go next....but if you die the memories with him and the memories with me....the memories of both of us will die along with you....you won't remember me or him
either way"

I open the car and left.

"I hope you reflect and think things thru before you do stuff..." I said and walked inside my home.

As I was opening my door to the house a neighbor comes out and gales at me. "Can you keep it down?" She asked in a sassy way.

My blood boiled and I turned to look a the woman.

"Why don't you shut the fuck up and abuse your kids like you always do ma'am, or go spread your legs to your sisters boyfriend like you always do" I snapped.

What I said was personal information from that family and obviously a low hit but I didn't care. Not at the moment of course.

She gasped and I quickly made my way inside the house before I loose my shit infront of the woman.

I clean my face and everything and got ready to get my cat.

I take out my phone and called Jessica.

"Hello?" Jessica asks. "Are you busy?" I asked.

"N-no why?"

"Wanna go get my cat back?"

I heard a gasp and shuffling around.

"Is that a yes?-"

"Im on my way hold on!"

"Haha, okay"

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A/n The last part will be the 6th part.... which happened yesterday for me and Broke my heart into millions of pieces. Hope you enjoying your dayso far and I'll talk to y'all later....