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Jonathan's pov

I walk slowly up the stairs, making my way to the close room at the end of the hall way. Heart broken, feeling like my world was ending I stand infront of the wooden door. The door creaks open once I twist the handle and I walk inside the room. I see a box besides my table and I sniff. I put down my bag on the bed and I walk towards the desk. I make myself sit down on the spinning chair and I touch the smooth box with my slim fingers. I grab it with both my hands and I place it in the middle of the table. I turn on the small table lamp and wobbly run my hands over the box. The box had post cards from all over the world painted into it and I open it slowly. Once the box was fully opened my eyes wonder around all the objects in it, scanning every corner and I finally look up. A sad smiled was placed on my lips and my vision became a little blurry as I was welcomed by a sloppy handwriting that said, Only memories and around the words were small photos of him and I taped by us. Only are favorites get to be in that area, but it wasn't like non of the pictures we took weren't my favorites, I loved every single picture we ever took. They were magical.

Play song

I slowly sink my hand into the box and I search around for stuff. I take a hold of a small object and I bring it up so it was right infront of my face. I see a small brown dog with a Christmas hat on top of it and I bite my lip to keep me from braking down at the first object inside the box. I squish it from the middle and to my surprise it starts talking and the cheeks light up with a soft red color after all of this year's. 

"Merry Christmas! Woof woof!"

I let out a shaky breath and I put it down next to me on the table. Memories flowed back and I stopped myself from from thinking any further before I brake but it was too late.

-flashback

I was all alone, my parents went there separate ways to eat in Christmas eve and I was left of the table eating alone while letting a few tears fall down my eyes. My dad was in the living room watching a game and my mom was inside her room watching some cooking chanel on the TV. They took there own sharings of food and left the rest to me. I sigh and sit there in tought as I move and poke my food with a fork. Something was knocking on the window and I finally turned to see what it was and to my surprise, I didn't expect it to be him. I push myself from the table and whipped my eyes quickly, opening the door as I smile.

"Hey cartoonz"

"Merry Christmas?" He asked as he studied my face. I blinked a few times and smiled. "Of course, Merry Christmas" I said and step aside.

He steps inside and touches my warm cheek with his cold gloves. He drops his hand down my arm and into my hand and I looked down. He uses two of his fingers to make me look up at him and he smiles. "Just a little gift for you, I'll bring the real deal tomorrow" he told me.

He let's go of my hand and removes his fingers away from my chin so I can look at the small gift.

I smiled and Squished it from the sides. "Merry Christma! Woof Woof!" The brown dog said making me smile even brighter.

"I love it" I whispered to him. "Care to join me?" I said as I show him the table. "Don't mind if I do~"

-end of flashback

I shake my head and looked back into the box. I picked up a few pictures and took them all out. I saw the pictures that we took when we went to Disney land. I skip thru a few more and I saw the pictures we took in the hotel we stayed at does days, some inside the room, some outside and some in the pool at night.

I smiled at the memory and I get lost again in my thoughts.

Flashbacks

"Come on! I want to go inside the pool already!" I whined. He laughs and walks towards me. I grabbed the phone and some towels and I stood infront of the door. He gets closer to me and he rubs his nose against my face making me laugh. He closes the doors and we get inside the elevator.

He took a picture inside the elevator and we walked towards the pool. We got inside and saw no one and we smiled at each other. We slowly got in and we swam right next to each other. We were inches away from each other and I wrapped my arms around his neck. He lazily pulls his arms around my waist and I push him all the way to the end of the pool and I set on his lap.

We stay like that and we just enjoyed each other's company inside the pool. Everything was going great until we heard steps. He let's go of me and I pull myself away from him. I saw a girl come in and he smiled. "Babe get inside the pool, it feels amazing" he said. He gets up and stretches his arm so the girl can take it and they kissed. I  forced a smile and got out of the pool.

"Jon? Where are you going?" Luke asked quickly.

"Just- just getting my phone" I said with a smile. He nods and I walk towards the chair I put my stuff at. I pull up Skype and texted evan that I was in a pool at night. He replied instantly and we chatted for a while. I took pictures of the water and send it to him. I stopped texting him and got inside the water. I looked around and saw luke with his girlfriend in his arms as he kisses her.

I sit at the stairs of the pool and he brings his wet body over next to me and his girlfriend was on top if him. I forced a smile and he looked at me. Fireworks started to go off and we watched in awe as the colors exploded and covered are heads in the dark sky.

I felt a hand on mine and I looked down to see him holding my hand. I look at him and he just smiles at me.

End of flashback

Maybe not the best of memories but he always stood by my side, even if the girlfriend was with him half of the time.

I look for more pictures and I saw a small rock. Once I picked it up my rock I yelped and looked down at my index finger. Blood dripping down the  new cut I got from touching the rock and just like that another flashback.

Flashback

"Luke! Luke! Luke! Look'at this!" I yelled. Luke comes running and looks at me. "What a pretty rock" he said to me. I smiled and picked it up, once I picked it up I yelped and grabbed the rock with my other hand. "Fuck....I cut my finger..." I mumbled into my finger.

"Let me see it"

"Im fine dude!"

"Shut up let me see"

-end of flashback

I took that rock even if luke told me not to. That day was the day luke told me he cared for me ever since I walked into that classroom door. We got close, too close. He was like fire, if I got too close I would surely burn my finger but I didn't care cause I loved how it felt.

Crying again I listen to his favorite song making me pour out tears like a river. I cried remembering that time he told me he had to leave.

-flashback

"Luke!" I screamed as I ran thru the Sandy beach. He was standing with his brown pants pulled up to his knees so the water wouldn't get them wet and his burgundy colored Button up shirt and a fancy white undershirt.

The sun hitting his pale skin and his eyes shinning in the reflection as he turned to look at me. I saw him walk deeper into the ocean and I kept on screaming for him to stop.

"LUKE!"

Once I got close to the shore the cold water hits my burning feet and I struggle to walk to him. "Jonathan-"

"Luke!" I screamed. My jeans getting wet and my shirt splashed with water that soon made it see thru. He expands his arms and I cry. I jump into him and he hugs me. I hold him and I cry in his shoulder. He let's go and turns to the ocean. I tried to talk to him but a tall wave came and slapped him on the chest and for me it hit me on the back making me fall backwards and into the ocean I got dragged. He screams for me to swim to him and I claw myself into the sand under me. He dives himself into the water and picks me up. He carries both of us out of the water and we lay on the ground with the water splashing are legs.

My hair is sandy and a mess. I turn to look at him and I saw his brown eyes staring back at me. "Idiot" he teased and pulls me into a kiss. I kisses my best friend and I rolled over and he spreads his legs for me to lay in between him. We kiss and the cold fresh air hits my back making me cuddle closer to him. "I love you" I whispered and he told me the same thing. We layed there until the sun went out and the water started to get higher.

-end of flashback

After that, he left. He left and never came back. He didn't tell me why or when he left I just know when I came to his house everything was empty and I was left on his floor crying.

"What a life..." I whispered and cried as I gave up on seeing him again. The only place I'll ever see him again is in my dreams and fantasies that mess me up every day.

"He vanished...."

"But the memories left behind are magical"