WARNING depressing shit

A/n I love this song and it goes perfectly with terroriser, you'll see why and this is depressed Brian! Enjoy btw it's kinda short (gta style)

Play the song

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I opened my eyes and sat up straight. I sigh and got of the bed. My bear feet made contact with the cold floor but I didn't show no emotion. I stood up and walked towards the bathroom. I took a shaky breath in and looked at myself In the mirror. I touched my face and flinch as my hands where freazing cold. I let myself cry infront of the mirror and saw how only one of my eyes poor all the emotions I been feeling. I trace my face with a finger and shiver. My red eye shinning and the other half of my face was all rusty and scratched up.

The house was just as empty as me. The mornings where cold and the air was always dry. I sat down in the tub and let the water fall on my body. I let myself cry until I couldn't no more. Flashbacks flew thru my eyes and I whimpered. This flashbacks where driving me insane and it was giving me lots of pain. I would buy drinks and beer so I just could see them run down the drain. How I would go to the bathroom and cry while the water fell on the skin. I would rip pieces of my skin. I remembered how people where whispering about me on the train.

Saying 'how you shouldn't waist your pretty face' hahahaha!

I cringed and covered my ears. I shake my head to try to shake the voice but is just kept on laughing.

And all the people say 'you can't wake up, this is not a dream, your part of a machine you are not are not a human being with your face all made up living on a screen, low on self esteem so you run on gasoline'

"Stop..." but no matter what i did the voices wont stop. I cry and cry. I just couldn't stop. My breathing picked up and my heartbeat was going crazy. "this voices won't leave me alone..." I felt my heartbeat go faster and my hands turned white and my finger tips where turning purple. I begun to shake and I realized that cold water was touching the skin. The tub was filling up and I was just there. I turn off the water and I let myself sink on the water. Letting the air out of my lungs turn into bubbles ones it comes out of my mouth. I opened my eyes under water and looked at how blurry my vision got. People call me crazy and they say I'm different. They don't even know how much it hurts me.

To walk around without people looking at me. They say I'm handsome but they say it sucks I'm not human. "Assholes" I said underwater.

Your not human!

I closed my eyes and rinckled my nose.

Look at that freak!

'Hehehe no one likes you Brian! Why are you still here? Kill yourself already! Los Santos doesn't need more idiots'

'Your right....'

'There's something wrong with your code! No one wants someone like you!'

'....'

'Even if you kill yourself no one is gonna care, bet they won't even know you died!'

"Just.....end....this....night..............mare"

My vision became darker and my lungs burned. I needed oxygen now. 'No one is gonna care...Im not a human being with my face all made up living on a screen, low on self esteem so I run on gasoline.....I think there's a flaw in my code....this voices won't leave me....'

'Not human...'

'Gasoline'

'Leave me alone'

I let go of my last breath and closed my eyes.

A/n was it sad? Or did I trigger someone? If I did sorry....if not....then I suck? No cause then that means I want you guys to get triggered and I don't want that- you know what I suck at this and I hope i didn't trigger no one!