'We're best friends! I fuckin love you delirious'

- play song

I'm glad he was back home, but I wasn't expecting people to came along with him. "Delirious!" I called out. He turned around and let's go of the woman's hand next to him. He runs towards me and jumps on me. I embraced him and smiled. "Cartoonz!" He said. He let's go of me and he holds onto my arm. "Baby, come here and meet my best friend, luke!" He said. "Coming" she replied.

Her hips shake side to side. Long dark brown hair out into a ponytail. She had blue eyes mixed with yellow and dimples noticeable from a mile away, milky white skin and curvy. My eyes trail off to the side, where a little boy was trailing off behind the woman. Dark brown hair and long dark eyelashes along with stunning blue eyes, just like his father's.

"Cartoonz, this is my beautiful wife, Cassandra and my 5 year old pumpkin is named Jack" Jonathan bends over and picks up Jack. He puts him to the side and carries him with one arm and snakes his other hand to his wife's waist and pulled her close. They kissed and turned there heads towards me, and just like Michael told me.

'I was too late'

"Congratulations, I'm glad you finally made your family...Like you wanted" I finished as I scratch the back of my neck. He frowns and let's go of his wife. He walks towards me and his piercing blue eyes looked thru me. "What's wrong?"

I sigh and made up and excuse, to my surprise he actually believe that bullshit of a lie.

I helped them inside the car and drove. My eyes kept trailing towards delirious. I bite my lip and I felt my heart shatter. We finally got to his house and I helped them get there stuff out. The two ran inside to explore the house. Leaving him and I behind.

I've never been the type to breakup a happy home, but something 'bout him, I just can't leave alone.

"Thanks again for this. Would you like to come in?" He asked. I wanted to say yes. Hug him and walk inside but I knew that wasn't my place. "No. I would stay but I need to go"

"Bye" he mutters. I hug him one last time and made myself let go. As I got in the car I saw a tear escape his eyes and I felt myself die inside.

"You know I'm crazy over you" I heard him say and I drove away.

I sigh and I punched the steering wheel. "All I think about is you....." I whimpered and drove faster. Seeing him is gonna be the death of me.

"You know I'm crazy over you"
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Days passed and me and delirious couldn't be more stuck. That kiss he gave me yesterday killed me. I couldn't resist. I had to have a taste of him. Even if it was a kiss I just couldn't get enough. It's like I'm going for something that's almost impossible but I just can't get him out of my mind. His a drug. I like his style, his laugh, Looks, everything. The way he makes my stomach do flips. I love him and I couldn't say it any clearer. I'm in love with him and I can say that he loves me too.

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"Luke" he cries. I just hug him and I sigh. "I know it aint that easy for you to pack up and leave her. You and her got tighs for different reasons and I respect that- if im hurting you I'll leave-"

He holds onto me tighter and shakes his head. "You don't know what you mean to me"

I looked down at him and he looks up at me. "All I think about is you, even when I'm with her, boy you know I'm crazy over you"

"You mean your delirious over me~" I teased. "Shut up" he whispered with a smile and kissed me. Happy to have him for myself had me ecstatic but having all of this behind the wife's back is kind of a dick move. I sometimes couldn't bear with the tought but I'm just being selfish at this point.

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"I love you"

"I love you too...but I can't do this"

"I know, but just belive-"

"Luke, I'm crazy over you and I love you....you have no idea what you mean to me...but my family-"

"I know..." I let out a long sigh and hold him closer to my body. "I know..."

"Luke....we can't do this. This is impossible and I think we should go are own ways"

I say nothing for a few minutes and smiled. "Im not gonna give you up. For her or for anyone. If you leave. I'll hold you in my heart. Even if you take the rest of my heart with you"

I heard him gasp and brake down. "Don't say that" he said in between sobs. "It's your choice"

"I hate making decisions"

I let a soft chuckle and nod. "I know..."

"I can't just leave her....she gave me my son...a family-"

"You don't think I'd be a good dad?"

"No....it's not that-"

"It's the fact that we couldn't make a child with are Dna...right?"

"....."

I placed a tender kiss on his forehead and smiled. "I love you okay? Until then...I'll just wait until the moment is right to be with you"

"Luke-"

"Bye delirious"

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A/n AAAAAHH WHAT WAS THIS SHIT?! IT WAS AWFUL XD whatever man....I need more DeliToOnZ in my life but I was to lazy to make it good and to tired to even care- what the hell was I ever writing? xD ugh this was horrible- I'm probably gonna delete it after a few days xD