My life has been a mess... Ever since I was a child my life has been a total shit hole. It did get good when I was 29 years old but even in the end I lost the one I loved. I am now 32 years old and currently taking medication for my depression and sleeping pills as well.
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*Jonathan's Pov at 5 years old*
I came back home crying again from school. I keep getting physically bullied everyday and my parents are trying their best to prevent it. No one at my school does anything to prevent anything. I didn't even have any friends until a new transfer student arrived in my class. Knowing me I didn't ask him to sit next to me, but surprisingly he sat next to me. I looked at him as if he was crazy but instead he raised his hand out to me.

"Hi I'm Evan Fong! A transfer student from Toronto Canada!" Evan said. I shook his hand.

"I-I'm Jonathan Dennis" I said nervously. He smiled at me.

"I hope we become the best of friends!" Evan said. And at that time I felt happiness for the first time ever.

*Time Skip*

*Jonathan's Pov at 15 years old*
Me and Evan have become very close in school. I still get bullied and we ended up getting some new friends as well. Half way through the year I figured out that I was Bi and started getting feelings for Evan. However towards the end of the year my mother passed away from illness and my father had committed suicide. I was left all alone but even through those tough times all of my friends, especially Evan helped me through it.

"Everything will be fine Jon!" Evan said.

"Yeah you still have us as your family dude!" Tyler said. I still miss my parents even now.

*Time Skip*

*Jonathan's Pov when 25 years old*
I've started a YouTube channel and my YouTube name is H2ODelirious. Everyone else had the same career as me including Evan. I haven't shown my face in video and no one knows who I am but I receive hate comments from the haters and even on social media. My depression was mild at this point but Evan or one of the guys would always speak up. I love it honestly but... I soon found out that Evan had a girlfriend called Sydney. This broke my heart a little but I was happy for him. I didn't want to be selfish and be an asshole. Instead I kept my cool and hid my emotions behind my hockey mask.

*Time Skip*

*Jonathan's Pov at 28 years old*
I've reached 8 million subscribers on my YouTube channel and to me it's a big achievement to me. Despite the hate comments I kept going. When it was my birthday I heard that Evan was Bi and broke up with Sydney because he had eyes on someone else. That night he confessed his love for me and I was the happiest man alive! We got together and we were happy and the others were happy with us too.

*Time Skip*

*Jonathan's Pov at 29 years old*
Me and Evan got married 2 months ago and are still doing our YouTube channels. One day I finally did my face reveal and me and Evan announced our marriage to our subscribers. There was a lot of love towards us but then there was also a lot of hate. Some people called us "faggots!" Or "gay fucks" when we are Bisexual. On a stormy night Evan was coming back from PAX East with some of the guys until I get a phone call saying that he had been in a car crash. I rushed to the hospital only to see his dead body in the bed. I immediately broke down in tears and Luke tried to confort me but I was like that for the whole night.

"I-I still l-love you E-Evan...!" I cried holding his cold hand.
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That was 3 years ago. I quit my YouTube career after Evan passed away. I couldn't sleep most night so I had to start taking sleeping pills. When I was 30 I started cutting myself as my depression worsened. The guys have been keeping a close eye on me as I have started to eat less as well. At the age of 31 I started to drink heavily and I got into the habit of going to strip clubs and end up fucking any man or women or be fucked by a guy. I even tried to grope one of the guys as they took me out of the club. I threw my life and my body away. But I should tell you the end of the story now. At the age of 32 I couldn't take it anymore and my depression consumed me. I committed suicide but overdosing myself with my sleeping pills. Craig found me lifeless in my bed and as the paramedics came they announced 5 minutes later that I was long gone. They all broke down in tears. I did this to end my suffering... I wanted to be with Evan again and now I am... I'm sorry Tyler, Craig, Brian, David, Brock, Ryan, Bryce, Lui, Marcel, Scott, Anthony and Luke... I have failed you all...

Well hope y'all enjoyed this chapter I wasn't feeling the best when writing this but it did come to my mind. Anyways peace out my Devils! Word count: 922