Pov  Dipper.

I'm with Mabel on the bus and I'm kind of scared. I've never been to gravity falls. I've never meant anyone from there.

I'm wearing a sweater that has a pinetree on the cover. I'm wearing a necklace that I found in a store. It's a black rope or chain with a small yellow triangle. It looked nice.

I'm pretty shy when it comes to meeting new people. I would get mini anxiety attacks after wards, but Mabel told me that they were nice.

Mabel told me these amazing stories . I believe in what Mabel told me.  Fighting monster, seeing cool creatures and fighting with powerful weapons. That sounds amazing. Mabel looked at me and smiled at me.

"Dipper were almost here. " Mabel said.
"o-okay. " I stuttered
"just tell me if you feel uncomfortable. " Mabel said.
"okay. " I said.
"Were here Dipper. " Mabel smiled.

I followed Mabel off the bus and saw these three men and two girls. I stood behind Mabel and started to shake. I was getting anxious and nervous.

"sweet pea Welcome back! " A guy with glasses
"nice to see us kiddo. " A guy with a red hat said.
"sup dude! " This guy in said
"hey Soos , Grunkle Ford and Grunkle Stan. I've missed you. " Mabel smiled.
"hey Mabel. "  these two girls screamed.
"girls!!! " Mabel yelled.

I'm just standing there, too shy to talk to any of them. I hold my backpack to my chest and hug it. I feel so afraid.

What happens if I do something wrong?
What happens if I make one of them upset?
What happens if they hate me?
What happens if they hit me if I do something wrong? 
What happens if they hurt?
What if they abuse me?
What if,  what if I-I-I.....

Mabel went up to me and smiled. I gave her a soft smile back and looked at them. I just don't trust them. I'm so afraid of what they'll think of me.

"hey kiddo is this your brother?" The guy with the red hat said.
"yeah this is my brother Dipper. He's pretty shy ." Mabel smiled.
"hello Dipper,  my name is Ford and my twin brother Stanley. " he said.
"h-hello I-I'm D-Dipper" I stuttered.

I looked at Mabel and gave her a nervous smile. One of them were about to touch me. I stepped back and looked at Mabel.

"let's go to the shack. " Mabel suggested.
"That's a good idea. " Ford said.
"okay. " I said.

I followed to the shack . I was still filled with anxiety. I kinda feel alone.
We enter the place and I saw so many things. I followed Mabel to her room and sat down.

"how do you like gravity falls so far dipdip?" Mabel smiled.
"nice. " I said hugging my knees.
"don't feel anxious Dipper. If you feel stressed out you can walk in the woods. Your favorite place." Mabel said.
"okay. " I said.
"your gonna stay in the room next go me okay. " Mabel said.
"okay. Can I stay here for a while with you. " I asked.
"sure." Mabel said.

Mabel and I started to talk about random things. I didn't mind listening to her crazy stories about this place. After two short Stories Grunkle Stan I think wanted to talk to Mabel. I told Mabel that I was going to take a walk. She nodded okay and smiled.

Pov Mabel

Grunkle Ford called me. I wonder why? I think I should go with dipper on the walk. No, he needs to experience this town by himself, right?
Grunkle Ford sits me down across from Grunk Stan and smiled.

"so what up? " I smiled.
"Mabel remember Bill? " Grunkle Ford said.
"of course. That stupid corn chip. " I said.
"he might not be dead. " Stan said.
"What!  He's still alive. " I shouted
"were not sure yet. For now we have to be careful. " Grunkle Ford said.
"what are going to do if he comes back? " I asked.
"Well make sure to protect you from Bill. " Grunkle  Stan said .
"should we start magic proofing the house again. " I sighed
"yes, we can start tomorrow. " Grumble Ford said.
"where's your brother. " Grunkle Stan asked.
"he's walking. " I said
"I don't mean to be rude, but what's up with your brother Mabel? He doesn't seem as excited as you, when you first came. " Grunkle Stan said.
"well,  Dipper is special to me and mom. " I said trying not to cry.
"what do you mean by 'special' " Grunkle Ford said
"Dipper was abused for a long time by dad. We didn't know until we were sixteen. He got anxiety, Depression, trust issues and suicidal thoughts. " why didn't I ask him if he was really okay.
"kiddo you don't have to tell us. You could have just said it was personal. " Grunkle Stan said.
"I need to tell you guys. This is Dipper's first time here and you guys need to know. Dipper doesn't trust anyone. He doesn't like being touched at all because he's afraid. " I said.
"don't worry sweetie, well make sure that he'll have a great summer here. " Grunkle Ford said.
"thanks." I smiled

Pov  Dipper.

The woods are pretty big here.
It's nice.

I'm looking around and I see the town. I didn't go anywhere near it because I was scared. I walked deeper into the woods. There was an opening it was so beautiful. The sky was a beautiful blue color with the white clouds. I see this rock with flowers growing around it.

I picked a bright yellow one up and smiled. I picked some for Mabel because she likes flowers. There were mainly blue, yellow, pink and white flowers.

I sat on the ground and just stared at the sky. After a while I went back to the shack. I saw Mabel sitting down watching television. I gave Mabel the flowers and she smiled.

"wow. Where did you find them? " Mabel asked.
"I was walking around and there was this opening and it was around this werid rock. " I smiled.
"r-really? " She said.
"yes. There was this beautiful flower that I took a picture of. " I said.

I looked at the television and saw what Mabel was watching. It was something called ghost turtle II. 
I started to watch with Mabel and it seemed odd. They just put a white sheet over the poor thing.

" I don't get it. " I said.
"I don't either but it's all we can watch. " Mabel said
"Mabel can you tell me more about this place? " I asked.
"sure like what? " Mabel said.
"can you tell me about that mini battle?" I asked.
"so this is what mainly happened I got captured, but I was saved and then we fought the bad guys like in the movies. Before we faced the one I call Dorito we fought other and then we defeated him. " Mabel smiled .
"cool!  " I said.

Mabel came closer to me and pointed at the necklace.

"where did you get that necklace? " she asked.
"someone sold it to me back home. I thought it looked nice . It reminds me of a Dorito because I was hungry that day. " I said.
"was it the time mom lost us in the mall a few months back "Mabel smiled.
"yep. " I said.
"best day ever. " Mabel laughed.

Mabel showed me to my room. It had a twin size bed, a few books, a window,a small mirror, a small desk and a goat?

"why is there a goat in my room? " I asked.
"I don't know but leave it. " Mabel said.
"is it eating a sock? " I asked.
"uh..... Hey where are your bracelets." Mabel asked.
"I forgot them at home." I said squeezing my wrist.
"okay. I'll see you in the morning." Mabel waved.
"bye." I said

She left the room and I locked the door. I roll up my sleeves and tears came down.

Why am I here?
I shouldn't even be here.
Why did I even come?
I'm not alright.
Why can't I be normal?
I can't fight it anymore.

Am I good enough
Am I smart enough
Am I strong enough
Am I nice enough
Am I sweet enough
Am I kind enough

Can I ever be enough for them?

The white bandages cover my slightly tan but pale skin. I remove the white bandages and I see the deep scars.  Every single battle I've lost....are buried in my skin.

I rewraped my wrist and wipe my tears away. I hear a knock on the door and I put away the bloody-ish bandages . I roll down my sleeves and looked at the door.

"goodnight Dipper. " Mabel said.
"g-goodnight Mabel. " I said.

She left my room and I went straight to bed after.

Hoped you enjoyed this chapter!