AMELIA P.O.V

i woke up the next morning confused as to why im sleeping next to jeremy. my heart flutters when jeremy wraps his arm around me pulling me close. i tried hard to remember what happened last night but all i really remember is i wanted to talk to jeremy, i ended up getting cross faded and the last i remember is jeremy led me to his room. DID JEREMY AND I HAVE SEX?! not like id mind much but hes going to think im a slut. i guess my mom was right..

i felt like i was panicking, i dont know what to do.

"whats wrong amelia?" jeremy said groggily.

"wh-what happened last night? why am i in your bed?!" i said panicked.

"dont trip nothing sexual happened between us."

"ok good.. not that i wouldnt mind if we did! its just im not like that.." jeremy chuckled and i felt my face flush quickly.

"last night you smoked a little and drank quite a bit, you started to dance on me and you told me something so-"

"what did i say?" im not so sure i even want to know.

"uh haha you said and i quote ' is it bad to say i want to fuck you.'"

"are you serious?! oh my god im so sorry!" i almost started to cry when jeremy just laughed.

"anyways if i can finished the story, i took you to my room and you thought that was my answer to what you had told me but i said no and i made you lay down but instead you sat up and started to talk to me. you told me that neil told you i was into you but you didnt want to believe him because it didnt seem like i really was. you told me that at first you basically hated me because i saved your life but because i didnt just flirt with you i was just there for you and i havent left you like the others you started to fall in love with me and that you were grateful for me saving you and staying with you even though i know all the bad things." i sat up looking at jeremy with tears running down my face. i didnt think i would ever tell jeremy that.

"im not sure if this is a good thing that i told you.." jeremy smiled and chuckled a little.

"do you want to know what i said?" i nodded slowly.

"well im not going to tell you." he teased.

"jeremy!" i whined tackling him. he laid on his back as i sat on him holding his hands down.

"ok ok ill tell you just let me sit up." he laughed. i sat on his legs and let him sit up. i scratched at the sides of my thighs anxiously waiting on his answer.

jeremy just sat there with a smirk on his face looking at me as if he had the upper hand which in this case he does.

"please tell m-" i was cut off when he softly crashed his lips onto mine, sending chills up my spine and butterflies were in my stomach.

our lips moved in sync with each others as the kiss deepened when i pulled on his shirt closing the small gap between us. after a few seconds he broke the kiss leaving us both breathless.

"i wanted to do this while you were sober to ask you this so no time is better than now. will you be my girlfriend?" jeremy smiled searching my eyes for answers.

"really?" i said shocked. his brown eyes sparkled more now than i have ever seen before. jeremy nodded and a giant grin formed on my face as i basically screamed yes. i kissed him again as he rolled us over. my arms were around his neck and his were around my waist. we kinda laid there hugging. i couldnt stop smiling with my teeth showing. this is the happiest ive ever been in my entire life.

i hope this happiness last with jeremy because i dont think there is anyone i could image being this happy with and honestly i wouldnt want it with anyone else. ive finally found my way out of my hell hole because i think i finally climbed the stairs to heaven and its in his arms.

END.