I woke up with a bright light shining in my eyes. A mask covered my nose and mouth and my arms and legs were strapped down. I looked to my side and there was this guy that was sitting in the moving vehicle besides me writing something down on his clipboard.

My head ached like my head has been bashed into concrete over a hundred times. I let out a small groan and that's when the man noticed and looked up.  My blinks were slow as if I was in and out of consciousness.

"Hey hey hey it's okay settle down." He said in a soft voice. The man had a beard and mustache in one his hair was a dark brown the sides of his hair was cut short and the top was slicked in a barrel roll style but for a guy.  He wore a dark blue shirt and pants with a badge that looked like it was for an ambulance person.

"Do you know where you are?" I shook my head no and immediately looking at my surroundings.

"We're taking you to the hospital. You tried to...kill yourself.." He said choking on the words. He wouldn't look at me in the eyes.

I managed to get my arm free enough to pull the mask off of my face.

"If you're going to tell me that I tried to kill myself you can look me in the eye." I said a little irritated that I failed again.  Stunned he looked at me.

"I-I'm sorry?"

"I know I tried to kill my self it's not the first time." I rolled my eyes.

"I'm sorry I haven't really dealt with this before.." He was at a loss for words.
I stayed silent.

"What's your name?" He asked after a few seconds. I just looked at him not saying anything for a few minutes.

"amilia bennet." i whispered. the man wrote down my name on the paper and then sat there awkwardly. 

"we should be at the hospital soon." i nodded.

"are my parents going to be there?"

"umm no one was home at the time.. a neighbor came to drop off some mail and noticed water all over the floor leading to the bathroom."

"figures." i scoffed. he gave a questioning look and i just looked away from him.

the vehicle stopped and the guy placed the mask back on my face and then the paramedic from the drivers seat helped him get me and the gurney out of the ambulance and pushed me through automatic sliding doors and into the hall to get me checked in. my headache was getting worse so i closed my eyes and i guess i ended up knocking out.