He seems distracted from last couple of days
She noticed

Last night after the movie as they were walking down back towards their quarter

He took a deep sigh and decided to tell her

"I need to tell you something"
He started

And she was half expecting him to share something as he was looking over the edge from quite sometime

They kept walking

"A couple of years back i dated someone"

There he said it

And he sensed that she has stopped walking beside him.

He halted too and turned back to her walking towards her.

She was waiting for him to continue

"She was a colleague
I was in a really bad place and I was trying to get over you"

She was trying to process the information

"How long were you together"
She asked

"We have know eachother for more than a year
But we dated for almost 6 months I guess"

"Why did you broke up"

"I realised I couldn't do it
I tried
I wanted it to work but
I couldn't"

She nodded and continued to walk
He followed

They entered the room and switched on the light
He started undoing his watch and emptying his pocket

While the first thing she did was to take off that heavy earings

"Nam kya tha uska "
She asked keeping the earings on table.

He who was talking out his night dress while eyes still on him
Trying to read her mind

"Captain Shaina arora "
He replied

She was in deep thought

"Abhi wo Kahan posted hai"

She turned to him

"Last she was posted somewhere in Kerala
Not sure about present "
He replied

"You still talk to her "
She asked with a plain tone

"Last time I messaged her was to tell her about our wedding
That means two months back
I had to tell her  "

He took the phone out and handed to her

"You can check the chat if you want"

"Please I am not going to check your phone"
She pushed his hand back.

"I need to change "
She took her nightdress went inside the washroom.

He sat there on bed with face in his hands
Trying to conclude her reaction
She is not angry
She is not upset
She is not mad

-____________

They were laying on bed quietly on their respective side
Both know that the other one is awake

The silence was streching across the room
He finally decided to break the ice

"Naina "

"Humm"

"I am sorry"

He was facing her back and she turned to him with this

"Please don't be sorry
You never did anything wrong
We werent together
You were free to see other people"

They were now adjusted towards eachother
Facing as they talked

"Tell me what you are feeling
I am unable to read you"

"Honestly
I don't know what to feel
I am just glad it didn't worked out for you
Thank God you came back to me
It's just that the idea of you trying to plan your life with someone else
It's difficult to even think about it "

"I am sorry for being a fool all these years and not reaching you out
I really wanted best for you
And i really use to think that , what I am doing is correct"

"I know
It wasn't your fault
I don't blame you"

"Thank you for making this easy "

"Do you still think about her "

"Not even for a sec
Infact when I was with her
I use to think about you all the time
I use to feel like I am cheating on you

That's the reason I ended things with her
You never left my mind

And nothing ever happened between us
It never went that far
I was so restraint all the time"

She cover the distance between them and they started kissing...
Urgently rubbing against eachother

Their was restlessnes
Their was sudden raise in heat

His hands found the chain of her kurti

And her hands were fidgeting with his lower.

They were so fast in taking off the clothes

The room was filled with grunts and moans
Soft screams and loud gasping

She clutch him hard digging nails on his flesh
He was fisting her hairs as she sat on his lap

It was beautiful.
It was wild
It was perfect