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Some days, I feel everything at once.

Other days, I feel nothing at all.

I don't know what's worse: 

Drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.

o.n

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Shattered pieces of glass were everywhere on the floor. Towels, drenched in blood were scattered through the room as well. A loud thump was heard when the three boys finally managed to lay their best friend on the old mattress in their secret hideout. He was bleeding, dying. "Hang in there", they said, still hoping for the best. "We need help", shivering fingers typing a number and holding the phone to their cheek. "Hyung, Noona— he's dying."

One of these boys is a victim of domestic violence.

One is suicidal.

One is suffering from the Broken-Heart-Syndrom.

And one is a troublemaker.

They're not happy kids and don't have happy lives. But once the four of them are together, everything seems easier and the smiles appear much faster on their faces. 

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CHARACTERS

Huang Renjun

+ 17 years old

+ recites Fall Out Boy lyrics at the most unfitting moments

Lee Jeno

+ 17 years old

+ shoplifting is his "hobby"

Lee Donghyuck

+ 17 years old

+ teases girls and misuses alcohol

Na Jaemin

+ 17 years old

+ likes to play with fire

Park Soojin (APink's Eunji)

+ 25 years old

+ Streetworker

Do Hyunjin (Infinite's L)

+ 26 years old

+ Streetworker

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Hi, Inês here.

It's been some time since I actually got an Idea for an NCT fanfic. And as my 2017 series did so well I definitely wanted to write more about NCT; especially the Dreamies because as most of ye know I am a bit NCTzen and Dream is my favorite Unit.

While watching 00-line's VLive a few days ago I got the idea for a teen angst/teen novel. I am not sure how this is going to turn out because I never went into this genre but I am hoping for the best.

As I am starting a college course soon I am not sure if this is going to be updated very regularly at first. But please add this to your library to see when I do update it. 

Thank y'all in advance.

— Inês, 2018.02.09 (Tomorrow's my birthday oml?)

P.S. This fic is dedicated to my dearest NCTzen friends chanbaeol and xiurious because they love NCT just as much as I do and they are fantastic writers. Please give them lots of love, thank you!