My fears are a bit too graphic

To relay to you

I can't stand the though of you laughing

Once I've told you

Dear you're my everything

But i'm still searching for something

All I want's a little

Self control

Don't fiddle

With my mind control

I wish you were as captivated by me

As I am by you

I wish I could set you free

Like you do

For me

But this is the last chance

At freedom for me

All my life

Things have been decided for me

But I won't be anyone's doormat

In death