A/N: I know you all must be thinking that Naira is wrong . she did the same as it happened with her brother, and yes she did it wrong!!! But she was an immature teenage girl who was dating just because she wanted to enjoy things like "first kiss" - "first dance" and everything else, a relationship never means love!!!!!! If we are talking about what we are living in today!!! Relationship isn't love, it's just the urge to do something rebellious, something which is banned. She did the wrong thing by leaving and messed up!!! She was confused, immature and ignorant of what life is!!! Not realising what she is doing, mental trauma, and everything!!!!!! And about that she left Kunal too, she never wanted to leave him, it was Kartik who blackmailed her.......

I walked with him back to his mansion, his hand around my shoulder while my hand draped around his waist and the other hand holding his hand. He kept on blabbering things,coz of the medicines he is not in his senses. I tried to make him sit on the couch but his hand that was still gripping my shoulder made me lose my balance and fall directly over him, while he himself fell back on the couch.

My eyes went wide in response, and I looked up at him. As i hear him laugh

He laughed. Making me raise my brows at him.

"You fell again idiot"he grinned, I rolled my eyes and pouted grumpily "coz of you".

"Not coz of me"he giggled, making me shake my head in disbelief.

"Coz of you"I said stubbornly.

"No"

"Yes"

"No"

"Yes"

"No"

"Yes! Yes! Yes! Every Time i fall it's your fault"I shouted, covering my ears so that i don't hear his 'no' to make sure i win!!!

I looked at him and he stared at me amused "You sure every time you fall it's my fault '' I bobbed my head.

"Ohkay so- it was my fault when

When you fell on our first date, in that mall"my body heated up, and I stiffened at it as the memory flashed before my eyes.

It was our first date!!!!

We talked, Almost daily online, on chat, and he asked me for a date. To be honest, this date is not starting for us, but will be the end of us!!!

Am gonna tell him the truth, that am not into love or this relationship stuff, am gonna tell him. I stepped down his bike and looked at him.Who himself got them, and looked at me.

"Let's go,"he smiled. I nodded.

We walked towards the entrance, and after the security checkup we walked in , my eyes wandered around the newly opened mall!!.

It's huge!!!

I looked at Kartik, confused whose hand was now around mine,

"What if you get lost?"he grinned. I rolled my eyes and jerked my hand off him, walking further.

"I'm not a kid!!"I said, and I could hear him following me.

"You are my baby!!!"i turned, shocked and embarrassed, he literally said this here. He smirked.

And walked towards me, i turned and took my phone off my bag which rang!!!

"Hello…where are you?"I asked Sana, she and Dhruv are also here, you call this a double date.

I walked up the escalator while Kartik followed me, "huh" I frowned trying to figure out what she said.

God this network!!!

I stepped on it, and almost tripped as I kept my leg between two steps, and fell back, at Kartik who held me!!!! But he himself lost his balance and was about to fall.

Fuck my life!!!

I could hear the guards shout at me to be careful, and it was embarrassing, he stared at me, looking into my eyes, while his hand was still on my waist holding me posessively.

Until we finally reached up!!

He let go of me "Be careful"he said, i looked around at the some people staring at me!!!

New fear unlocked.

Am never gonna step on an escalator again!!!!!

I looked at Sana and Dhruv who walked towards us, "you ok?" Sana asked, i nodded and looked at Kartik, who blinked at me assuring. I smiled.

"Now let's go …we have to buy tickets,"said Dhruv walking towards the ticket counter, and Sana with him.

Kartik was about to follow him, but I held his hand, making him look at me.

"I wanna tell you something" i said , gathering all the courage in me, he nodded coming closer "say"

"I can't do this…."I said, my eyes fixed on the ground, feeling no response. I looked at him, who was frowning.

"I can't get into a relationship, I can't love-'' I said, he smiled and walked closer, his hand cupping my cheeks.

"I know you can't…no one is ready for all this stuff…it's all new for them!!!...but trust me we can try it from being friends first ...."He said, but I didn't hear any of what he said. What he meant was that all my focus was on his hand on my cheek and his eyes on me.

I turned liquid, ready to be in shape whatever he wanted, I nodded, ignoring my promise, what my mind wanted, I let my heart win.

He smiled warmly at me and I fell for it!!! His smile, it's beautiful!!! I fell for his smile not because it was charming, but because I found it charming!!!!

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My thoughts came to a halt, as I looked at Kartik, whose hands are around my waist now!!

He was staring at me intensely, sending shivers down my body!!!

He leaned in, making me close my eyes,his one hand came up to my hairs as he held them firmly, and joined his lips with mine!!!

And it felt everything!!!!

Guilt- Love- Hate- Sad- Pain- Memories!!!!

Our lips move slowly, against each other, my hand.

My favourite flavour, him!

My favourite thing, him!!

I didn't care how he changed my life.

I didn't care, he killed my bestie.

All the wounds are opened now, the love for him is back.

The memories which I stored in a box, are back into me, even if I want to stop I can't, but I still do, as I sat back on the couch, he watched me staring at me!!!

He sighs and closes his eyes, and it almost felt like a dagger in my heart, because his mouth didn't speak but his eyes definitely did!!!

I looked away from him, but everything is still him!!!

His phone rang, I looked at him, he slept!!!

It rang again.

Again.

Again.

Until it pissed me off, and I picked it up.