>>2 months later<<

Jungkook's POV

Hmm.. this should be - here! and..... this redsuit will be... ugh! 

I cant do this anymore!! I dont know what clothes should i bring? I've been packing up my stuffs into my luggage for today's flight, back to Korea. Well, father passed away 2 months ago, he was isolated so that we can bring his soul with us, to be burried in where dad's hometown is. From there he'll recieve peace, that was his - last wish. I never got to see him after that day - I left them there and never came back for a week. Kevin searched all over the city but he still cant find me. I stayed with my classmate Xero in his appartment where he was living alone then when i felt kinda calm and refresh i decided to contact Eli, my younger cousin and he responded. They picked me up in Xero's place and of course Kevin, my big brother was there too. 

I already know i'm not his real younger brother cos i was just adopted by them and he himself knew about it. Just after a week they informed me that appa died after i left, its hard for me at first but i finally got used to the fact that i'm alone. 

In presence I agreed to comeback to Korea because Im desperate to search for my 2 other long lost brothers, but.. how? I mean - there's no chances that they still wanna see me after 16 years its impossible for them to think i'm still alive or even if they're still alive. However she (talking about his step mom) said maybe they're still alive. I should search for them atleast, i need to find them, im tired of being alone, i need my real family with me.

Back to korea huh... I was just gone for 4 months but it feels like years. - I rotated my shoulder and reached out for my coming up clothes and placed it in my luggage. 

... to think thoroughly, my mind arent the same anymore, i have plans and other thoughts swimming around but my heart... - its still beating for the same person. Did Taehyung missed me?.. He never send me any message in my email or even worst he didnt even message me when i left - (Thats what he thought).

Knock

Knock

I placed the last piled of trouser on the same setting as i got up and opened the door.

As expected my big brother is there to check on me and i know exactly what his about to say.

Kevin: Are you -

Jungkook: I am about to finish..

He smiled at me, i can feel my heart burnt through its core. I cant believe this person infront of me isnt my real brother.

Kevin: Umm well.. are you excited..?

To be truly honest, i dont know. So i just nodded, his not actually alone. I can see Eli peeking beside him, this young man decided to come in Korea with us. He dont know much about korea even though he belong in that country.  

Kevin: I called steven today and he told me he'll pick us up tomorrow night..

Jungkook: Ah okay. Only him right?

'cos i dont really wanna see Taehyung, not just yet. I know for sure, he and Jimin are in a relationship.

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Haa.. All my stuffs were finally packed neatly. Hyung came inside my room once again and carried my trolley as he headed downstairs. I followed silently behind him, still avoiding his mother, i dont wanna talk to her anymore.

I helped hyung glide my trolley into the car's compartment. Gosh, I've never seen this type of a car before. It's all painted in dirty white colour except for the tires and metal rod at the top part of the car. The windows are perfectly shaped om square, well the car itself is square. Hyung said this car is own by aunty, Eli's mother. 

Kevin: Jungkook come on..

He called me to get inside, i pulled the car's sliding door and hopped in. I choose to sit at the last row where i can be alone. While Kevin hyung and Eli are in the middle row. The rest of the people are in front seat.

"So boys have fun.." I heard Eli's mother exclaimed from the driver's seat.

Have fun?.. It'll be dad's funeral and she wants us to have fun?.. 

I can see Kevin hyung's reaction not quiet different from mine but still, nobody isnt as lonely as me. First of all, i lost my love ones. Second, i got less memory about my real family. Third, i'm just like the third wheel in this get-bond family..... I still cant forget how my mother made me hate her. She's downhearted because I'm "Homo-sexual" and upset cause she thought she'll have a nice manly man where is not weak or timid enough. Which proves that she hate me, she hate how I'm living as a homo.

The last person who entered the car was 'her', i turned my sight direction on the road as I put on my headset listening to 'let me know' by BTS. I am not actually read to have any conversation here in the car so I slowly drift to sleep.

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*Stretch* All at once we arrived in the american airport, Woo~ I dont know how to feel about this trip. I stepped out the car and saw how aunty gave Eli a pecked on the cheek that onbviously made the male blushed and WE'RE OFF TO GO~~

Big brother and I went in the ticketing section where we placed the ticket on a metal piled block which detect the code for the airplane's vacant seats.

*Inside the airplane*

I got my seat next to Kevin hyung while Eli is next to eomma.

I begged a thousand times for my brother to exchange seats with me cos his near the airplane's window and it's my favourite spot! In the end he gave up by both of us switching seats.

I sighed and glanced at the airplane's window. 45 more minutes and were about to fly.

I'm coming Korea~

Author's note: ^_^ hihihihihihihhi~ Nothing's important and bubyeee~ Gomawo to all the readers :*