This chapter is base on the moment Jungkook's mother came to know that his father was sent to the hospital. (Chapter 21) 

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Jungkook's POV

"Jungkook what have you done?!". Mom yelled when she flew open the door and came landing her sight on appa. She came up to him while rubbing her thumb on appa's hand, then her sight came back to me. It was lustful, the way she look at me says that she's blaiming the person who she's looking at and thats me. I turned my sight from her and played with my fingers, stretching it while massaging my knuckles. 

"I told you..." I heard eomma spoke again. I looked at her then all i could see in her eyes was awful, I'm awful at her sight. 

"I told you to check on your father after you had eaten!"

I havent even ate before it happened. The scene earlier was fast, i cant keep up my own anxiety because of it. 

Jungkook: ...I forgot.. I'm sorr--

"I'm sorry?! You're apologising now?! What if something more happened to your appa?! will you like it?! Aish Jungkook why do you act like this?! Why are you so slow?!" 

Jungkook: Eomma i was tired and i wanted to rest my eyes so then i layed on my bed for a second, i wanted to sleep but suddenly i remembered about your order.

I want to come up with a great meaningful explaination but she didnt understand my point of view.

"You were tired?! TCH. You cared about yourself more than your father is that it?!"

Jungkook: Ani-yo. I told you i did check on father but when i asked him to take his pills, he rejected it!

"Because it should be your responsibility from the first place! I asked you kind enough to go and check on your father after lunch but you disobeyed me!"

Jungkook: EOMMA I HAVENT EVEN EAT WHEN I WENT BACK INSIDE MY ROOM! I was tired as hell and you expect me to be that fast? I'm not disrespecting you right now but why cant you understand my point?..

I couldnt resist my anger so i yelled those first sentence before calming down again. I shifted my eyes away from hers as i kept on intertwining my fingers. Then I heard her sigh, an angry sighed.

"If you arent gay.." she mummbled but i still can hear it cleary. If i wasnt gay then what couldve been better? is that her point?. 

I wanted to know what else will she say so I answered back. 

Jungkook: If i wasnt gay, then what?

"If you werent gay from the first place then you could have been fast and tightened your ego! Instead of Not falling so damn tired from coming back home from school! Youre so fragile! I cant belive how i taught you as a man but turned out to be feminine! Look at your brother Kevin, you should follow his steps than taking your own! Cos Jeon you need to grow up!"

My veins are beating on every words she said. She doesnt like me, she prefer Kevin than me. So whats my mistake? from being gay? is that so? then why did she accepted me as her son, if i am not what she expected me to be. 

I dont know.. She didnt even tell me or Hyung anything about father's disease and she wants me to be tough enough for any circumstances, if all i know was just, that appa has a heartattack problems? 

But thats not all cos from before dad got a cancer which is STAGE 3 cancer.. and all she said to us was theyll visit the hospital for every now and then because Eli's mother is working there. But less they knew that I know Aunt isnt working in a hospital but in a university instead. So how far will she keep on lying to us? how far will she keep on blaiming someone when something happened?! 

"I'm blaiming you for being so naive! I know youre having a crossminded right now because you left someone so important to you! I dont know how useless you could be."

Jungkook: What?.. youre telling me its my fault?! But even though you knew about dad's disease you still didnt told any one of us! What are you even going to expect from me if i didn even know a single thing about father's disease? What am i suppose to do if i cant be that one person you dreamt of?

"Jeon you have no rights to raise your voice at me! Your nothing without me!"

This is not my mother... she isnt like this. Whats happening?..

"You're a useless piece of trash if no one adopted you from the beggining! And you a rebel child should obey me whats so on!" She moves closer to me while pointing a finger right at me.

Adopted?.. Huh?

Jungkook: W-what do you mean?..

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"You're adopted... Your parents died in a car accident 16 years ago, you were still a baby. Your mother is my sister, because of you she died! It was late night, it was a family trip. You were kidnapped and it droves her insane, your 2 other brothers were in that car, heaven knows if theyre still alive, But we know that your parents didnt make it......

.....Then we finally saw you with the help of some police and armys, we finally got to cheerished you and raised you as a man not a female!" (IMPORTANT POINTS GUYS DONT FORGET ABOUT THIS!)

Jungkook's feelings are tearing, he couldnt believe how his mother speaks to him like that. She was kind gentle and loving but in this situation shes rude like a devil. 

Jungkook: If you're not my parent...

Finally Jungkook speak up with his voice a bit shaky while tears started to rush down his cheeks.

Jungkook: then why would i still obey you?!

His step-mother or aunt was turning red, she's mad but she really care about the young man. It was just because she didnt know what will she do with her both sons if her husband died, she cant take care of them alone, specially Jungkook. She thought of Jungkook an angel that wears a burden body. She do accepted him because hes a blessing from God. But she cant just let him act so feminine in this kind of situation. Just like other parents she wants him to learn how to take good care of himself, alone. She knew after a few decades she'll passed away soon so as far as she can take how to be strict she'll try her best not to placed her known son, Jungkook in vain.

"Okay. I'm sorry.. but please understand that i'm saying all of this for your own good."

Jungkook: Own good?! The way you made me feel that being gay is a useless scumbags that needs to be thrown by anyone else?! and the way you said that incident makes me feel like a dirt to your life?! So it was me? its my fault that my late known mother died?!! Hah. no big deal. cos ive been blamed by so many people before and that doesnt make you as the only person who burnt down my wall of happiness! 

Kevin entered the room with his mystify looked on his face. Jungkook noticed him quick enough to answered his broken feelings back to his mother.

Jungkook: and this guy! is not my big brother! You are not my mother! 

"Jungkook..--"

Jungkook: I dont care whatever happens to you and to your husband! cos i hate this bullshit!--

Jungkook stopped, feeling his ears wriggled and his cheeks pounding hard that he realized he was slapped by his well-known mother. Kevin's eyes grew wide when Jungkook's body flew on him. He grip on the young male and glanced at his mother.

Kevin: Why..

Jungkook stood straight with his hand copping his cheeks and stormed out of the room.

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