- I think she's cheating on me - Hoseok muttered as he was surrounded by the band members.

They had called a meeting because they had noticed Hobi was not himself lately, he looked sad, distracted and zoned out constantly. It was starting to affect their work. They were worried about their friend more than anything though.

- Why do you think so? - Namjoon asked as everyone remained quiet.

- She's been working late nights - he started numbering the reasons for his suspicion.

- Well, so have you - Jimin pointed out.

- We've barely seen each other in weeks, we only seem to sleep next to one another - Hobi kept saying as the others nodded as that made sense with a busy schedule.

- We are barely communicating with each other - he sighed.

- That works both ways - Jin said encouragingly.

- And last night she came back home and when she got in bed I could smell another man's cologne on her neck - he finished, looking at the floor with blank eyes.

Everyone fell silent at that, they couldn't find an explanation to offer as comfort. He sighed again and held his head between his hands. Yoongi surprisingly walked up to him to hug him, then patted his back - there's only one way to find out - he said. Hobi turned around and looked at him with a mix of confusion and hurt.

Talk to her - he said simply, he was about to answer when Yoongi continued - do you trust her?  - even though he knew the answer, he wanted him to think out loud. I do - Hobi said in a whisper. Then you should be honest and so should she - he concluded and went back to sit on the couch after squeezing his friend's shoulder.

Hobi went back home that night thinking about Yoongi's words, but it wasn't that easy. He was scared, terrified of hearing the truth. This couldn't be happening again, he wondered why things never worked out for him.

He felt stupid for falling for dating again, he yearned for someone to appreciate him and take care of him. But that love always ended in heartbreak and he was always the reason for it. He kicked a rock on the pavement in frustration. He was responsible for his hurting, he should have known better.

He opened the door to the apartment where he stayed most nights, it was dark and you weren't home yet despite it being past midnight. Hobi left his things on the couch and headed to your room, he got ready for bed and laid down when he heard the door.

He called for you and you said nothing until you had entered the room. Hey, sorry, another difficult day - you looked exhausted, but the expression on your face was of apathy. Hobi sat up on the bed and extended his arms to hug you, but you walked past him as if he hadn't moved.

He dropped his arms and followed you with his eyes as you went into the bathroom and shut the door. He laid back on his pillow, his arms crossed under his head, looking at the ceiling. He felt lonely, he needed your love and affection, but you didn't seem to need it. You didn't seem to need him anymore. He bit his bottom lip and sighed.

You came out of the bathroom and got in bed, Hobi gave it another shot and tried to cuddle you, but as soon as he placed his hand on your shoulder you stopped him - Hobi , I'm tired and I have a headache, I need to sleep this off - he rolled back to his side of the bed in silence. That was another night of restless sleep for him.

When he woke up you were gone again, when had you ever woken up before he did in the past? He made himself some coffee, he was not hungry lately with his stomach being in a knot all day every day. He was losing weight, but he didn't care, neither did you notice so why should he worry, he justified himself.

Once he arrived into the studio, the guys approached him, they saw he looked miserable - did you talk to her? - Jimin asked warily, maybe things hadn't gone well. No - he said coldly - she ignored me as usual - he added, there was pain in his voice. What if you go see her at work? - Jungkook proposed in an attempt not to give up on the matter.

That is a good idea, Jungkookie, thanks - he stopped in his tracks as he was walking off and replied. If you weren't at work, then he'd know for sure and he'd know where to start that dreaded conversation. Let's get practising that choreography, shall we - he said trying to focus more on work, even though he hadn't been successful at it no matter how hard he tried.

When Hobi left the studio at around eleven that night, he made his way to your office. It wasn't too far from there. He announced himself to the guard and he let him come in, he waited for the elevator. His heart was pounding, he wasn't sure he was ready to know, but he needed to know to start working on getting over it. He had brought some dinner for you two, figuring you might not have had anything to eat.

The receptionist was not there at this time of the night, but a co-worker saw him and let him in, he thanked him and walked to your cubicle. Hands in his jacket's pockets as they were shaking. When you came into sight, his eyes widened, there was a man all over you. Your desk was covered in papers and your coffee had gone cold.

Hobi turned around and was about to walk away, when you said - get off me, I told you! - he took a few steps back, faced you and sounded as stern as ever - you heard her, get off her - both the man and you jerked your necks back to look at Hobi's dead serious face. The man was about to tell him to mind his own business as he stood up, when your boyfriend took a few steps forward and towered over him, his eyebrows furrowed. Leave my girlfriend alone - he warned him and he looked at you and back at Hobi before scurrying off.

You were staring at him in shock - what are you doing here, jagi? - you hadn't called him that in a while, but in that moment you felt safe again. Hobi walked in and kneeled in front of your chair to see you better, you smelled of the man's cologne, just like the other day. You had bags under your eyes and you were no longer doing your hair and make up every day. I've been worrying about...us - he said as he placed the bag of food on your desk - I brought you something to eat. You looked at him - us? What do you mean? - you asked not following.

You were looking at him in the eye for the first time in a while and he could see how lost you were, you were not cheating on him. He sighed and continued - we've been working so much and barely talking to each other, barely spending time together - he said and his voice cracked. Hobi-ah - you said concerned and put your hand on his cheek.

He closed his eyes for a couple seconds and relished the contact he had been missing so much. I thought you didn't care about me anymore - he said feeling ashamed now. Oh, Hobi, no! I've been so busy I didn't notice you needed me, I'm so sorry - you wrapped your hands around his shoulders and brought him close to you. He circled his arms around you and you held each other tightly for a little bit.

I'm an idiot - he said with teary eyes. You pulled back - no, you're not - you scolded him. He laughed at your unexpected reaction. I've missed that laugh - you said, the expression on your face softening as he looked at you with his sad eyes. You felt guilty about having been absorbed by this office job you didn't even like. He smiled weakly at you, but your heart fluttered. I need to quit this terrible job - you shared your thoughts.

What's up with that guy anyway? - Hobi asked, indignation building up in him as the image came back to his head. You stroked his hair back - he's some jerk who's been harassing me, he also happens to be the manager of this project. His smile turned upside down.

You looked at him and smirked at his need to protect you - I plan to report him when I quit - you said as you petted his head. He sighed relieved. Let's go home, eating here will leave a bad taste in our mouths - he said and you kissed his cheek and giggled before he grabbed the bag and your things, taking your hand to walk out.

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After reading about a very angry and aggressive Hobi, I felt the need to write about an angry non-aggressive version of him. I don't think the side opposite to his cheerful one would be so extreme. But still scary. The other scary angry member is Jimin, right?