Rape like actions at the end of the chapter. I will place a *warning* before it starts.

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"Here" Jimin passed Jungkook a glass of water. The younger hesitantly grabbed it.

The liquid was cold and fresh for Jungkook's throat. It was still tender from crying, screaming and sobbing all night long. Everyone felt the same way.

V wasn't in the room. Jimin had been walking around, trying to cheer the others up, but failing. Yoongi was sleeping against the wall and Namjoon was back-hugging Jin tightly.

The eldest was lost. Jungkook had never seen anything like it. Jin had barely spoken, and when he did it was small comments on how horrible he was.

How he missed probably their only opportunity to kill Park Bo-gum instantly.

He missed him.

"Babe..." Namjoon whispered in his ear, but the elder was just staring at the male in front of him. Hoseok was laying on a hospital bed, a lot of pipes down his throat and needles in his arms.

Jimin walked over to the couple and joined the hug. He had felt horrible too, it was his and V's fault Park had the opportunity to shoot. But no one saw it coming, such raw talent and signs of a monster Park showed was not something you could be prepared for.

Jungkook felt like crying again, but there was nothing left. He tried to cheer himself up with the fact that Hoseok wasn't dead. But the doctors had informed them that there was a chance he would never wake up. And if he did, he probably wouldn't be himself. But they all clung to the small hope that their mate would wake up as his cheerful self again.

And that was worse. Jungkook wouldn't be able to look into the eyes of a man who wore Hoseok's clothes and smile but had no idea who they were. Or who he was himself.

They had been in the room for three days, taking turns on going home to sleep. It wasn't safe to leave Hoseok in this condition alone. Park might come and finish what he had started.

"Babe... Let's go home. The others will watch him" Namjoon said, giving Jin's waist a mild squeeze. The elder had always felt some sort of responsibility for the others, so he had been in the room more than anyone.

"Yeah hyung, you need to rest" Jimin assured, stroking Jin's hair.

After a few more encouraging sentences, Jin finally surrendered and let Namjoon lead him out of the room.

Jimin sat down next to Jungkook, letting an arm rest over the raven's shoulders.

"You'll never get used to seeing them like that" Jimin sighed.

And it was true. It was the first time Jungkook had seen his hyungs like this, and it hurt more then he had ever imagined it to.

But Jimin had seen it before. Worse actually.

Jungkook just nodded as a response, he didn't trust his voice at the moment. Jimin pulled him into a hug, and Jungkook felt more at ease.

TIME SKIP

Namjoon followed Jin inside. They were the only ones in the house obviously.

Jin just went straight for the couch and sat down. He was so restless and didn't know what to do with himself.

Namjoon stood in front of him. His eyes showed so much sadness and sorrow, but he couldn't help it. He couldn't be strong at all.

"Jin... Please. You need to sleep" the leader spoke, letting his hand run through Jin's black locks. The elder closed his eyes and enjoyed the sweet touch. He hadn't slept at all since the accident, only small naps where he rested his eyes - never truly sleeping.

"I know" his voice was so low Namjoon nearly missed it. He placed a kiss on Jin's forehead and let his lips rest there for a few seconds.

Jin stood up and they hugged again. Feeling the peace in each other's hold. When they pulled apart Namjoon captured the elder's lips in a gentle kiss.

Their lips moved slowly together, not forced or heated, just peaceful.

When they moved apart, Namjoon stroked Jin's cheek with his thumb.

"It's not your fault. We will kill him one day" he said.

"But... Probably not without losing someone. I can't let them go Namjoonie" the other whispered. He knew they would come in a battle more with Park, but not knowing how many of them would survive. If he had just hit Park back then, they wouldn't have to worry about it.

But he remembers clearly how the hate and fear for the man running behind the windows made his hands and body shake. Seeing one of the most important people in his life laying lifeless on the floor in the arms of their youngest member made him hesitate.

Made him fear his own skill. So, he missed. He only left a mark, but it wasn't a convincing one.

"I know..." Namjoon commented, never letting his arms lose their grip.

"I know."

TIME SKIP *warning further down*

"V?" Jungkook called. He had gone home the day after Namjoon and Jin, still not knowing why the silver-haired boy had disappeared. But Jin had spotted him enter the house in the morning, so Jungkook was looking for him.

He entered the combat room where he sighed out in relief. V was busy hitting a training doll, which was already completely destroyed, but the elder didn't seem to stop.

"V?" he said again, but the spoken male didn't react.

"V??"

"Kim Taehyung!" Jungkook yelled this time. V immediately stopped.

Jimin had told them all that Park had said in the room, trying to know if any of them had heard it before. They concluded it was his real name.

"Don't call me that" he sternly said, not sparing Jungkook a glance.

Now that's annoying.

"Why?" Jungkook pushed it. He hated that V was angry when he wasn't the one who had lost 'family'.

"None of your business" he answered.

Jungkook stepped up beside him, grabbing his wrist to look at his hands. V's knuckles were ripped open and bloody. He must have been hitting for hours.

"It is my business. You can't just come here and claim yourself a part of our gang with this attitude. You have no idea what we're going through right now" the younger said harshly.

V was taken aback for a second. He hadn't seen those eyes of Jungkook before and he felt somehow intimidated. But not enough to let the raven win.

He yanked his hand free from Jungkook's grip.

"I just needed your help to collect my device. I never said I joined your gang. Not that I would want to"

"And why is that?" Jungkook asked.

"You're all pussies. Caring too much for each other-" Jungkook punched him. Right on the jaw, making the elder fall backward and land on his ass.

Jungkook was over him in a second, punching him again but this time on the nose.

V was so shocked he hadn't been able to react at all. The pain stroked as Jungkook hit him hard again.

After getting his mind steady he kicked upwards in Jungkook's abdomen, making all air leave the other's lungs.

He punched Jungkook so he fell to the side and hit against the hard cement floor.

V was now on top, punching Jungkook's face harder than he actually intended. It was obvious that V was stronger and more skilled, but it didn't stop the younger from fighting back with all his might.

"Stop-" V yelled, trying to make the protests end. He didn't want to hurt Jungkook.

But it didn't work well. The raven had blood running from his old scar on his eyebrow, still fighting to get the elder off.

⚠️ WARNING rape like actions ⚠️

And V didn't know why he got turned on. But he rushed forward and smashed his lips on Jungkook's, holding around his neck tightly.

The other's eyes widened. What the fuck?

He yanked his face to the side, breathing out.

"Don't fucking- Don't touch me!" Jungkook yelled, but V just grabbed his chin and forced another kiss, muffling the younger's screams.

V let a hand grab the other's front, putting pressure on his member. It hurt. Jungkook yelped into V's mouth as the tears started running.

He was so scared. So freaking scared and angry that he was no longer able to keep the tears inside.

The silver-haired boy over him let his groin go before sliding his hand under Jungkook's shirt. His legs were tightly holding the raven's arms locked, making it impossible for him to fight back.

V had his eyes closed, still moving his tongue around the other's mouth roughly. He was already sweating from fighting the doll earlier, but this wasn't making it better.

He wanted to rip Jungkook's clothes on and fuck him right there on the cold floor.

But when he pulled away from the kiss and opened his eyes, he stilled.

Jungkook's eyes were shut, tears running down the side of his face. His lips were swollen from the violent kiss, blood starting to harden. Brushes showed from V's hard punches and a handprint was formed on his neck.

He looked... shattered.

V felt the guilt and pain mount up everywhere in his body as realization hit him. He started shaking violently.

Before his mind could do anything, he pulled Jungkook into a tight hug.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry-" he rambled, feeling his own tears kiss his skin. His voice was shaky, and his eyes were wide.

What had he just done?