[>Fastforward<] (Im in a hurrrrrrrrrryyyyy im sowe. :<)

Jin's POV

Its almost 9 pm, the guys will be here any minute from now. I called my co-workers back from old days and my present ones. I also called over, Jimin's friends, I dont want him to feel out of place.

He finished arranging the meals and the decorations for todays occassion, its well presentable. He's really good at organising this kind of stuffs, it became his thing now. didnt know he was actually good at this though. Our relationship ended earlier than expected so, how should I know he can be good at this too?

My mind already freshened up from the time Ive left the country for a short time but whys my thoughts still this crappy? I decided that I'll stop being too shy to pursue my amorous desires towards Jimin, I'll tell him what I truly feel though I know he sees me as a new acquaintance. even if he just pretended about his amnesia illness to me, I will and wont regret confessing to him.

I heard footsteps coming down from the hallway to the main door, the door was pulled opened and random voices echoed from there to the living room.

I stood from where I was sitting and went to meet the guests.

First, my beloved principal and bestfriend since highschool, Mr. Hoseok came and gave me a hug, followed by the expected person, Doctor Suga.

Suga: Hi bro.

He greeted with his usual gummy smile.

Jin: Yo! Thanks for coming!

I replied, while I pat Hoseok's back.

Minhyuk: Jin-sunbaenim! We came!!

Jin: Oh! Im glad youre here. You came with your sister today huh?

The said lady waved and bowed at me. I did the same thing and said a few things then went to entertain the rest people who came who were already talking to Jimin.

Jin: Hi..

N: Sup? Sunbae! Nice house!

Jin: /chuckles/ Haha.. thanks.give me a favor, please feel at home! /winks/

N: Okaaaay..

I left him with his girl and went to welcomed Ken then came to the kitchen to prepare their perfectly cooked meals.

Then after some roundoffs conversations, Leo came in the middle of the gathering dinner. He said he was late and he came to bring someone with him.

Jin: Hey, goodevening to you. Please come and sit with us.

I told him and pat the empty chair next to me.

Leo: Goodevening, its nice to see you all today.

Right at that moment, the person which was with him appeared, it was a girl. N suddenly stood from his place with face shocked.(Im going to make the last chapter of Neo in another parts so yeh.)

N: Umm, I.. uh sorry. /sat back/

I just looked at N with furrowed eyebrows but ignore him at once.

Jin: Oh, you brought someone with you. Come join us.

Leo: /clears throat/ She's my fiance, Cryza. (to be continue)
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Dinner was done and everyone started to celebrate wildy and they were literally dancing in the living room and drinking some soda and beer.

I stood to grab the beer I was focusing on when someone took it out first. I looked at the person who got it first with disappointment turned to intensely feels, cos it was Jimin.

Jimin: Oh sorry, /giving me the beer/ You can have it, I didnt mean to-

Jin: /smiles/ Its okay, you can have it. :)

He didnt answer back, we just stare at eachother for a while without talking.

Jimin.. why do you have to pretend? Ive been longing you since forever, why cant you accept me anymore?

He slowly looked at the ground and about to spin away. I didnt stop him, I let him but he stopped again and looked at me. I relaxed my eyebrows and formed a smile.

Jimin: Uh.. Jin, uhm... I need to tell you something.

He said, looking at my shirt or elsewhere i dont know. and then he glance at something on the wall, I followed his gaze and he was looking at a clock. What is he looking at? The clock? for what?

After gazing at the clock, I found my sight on Minhyuk who was looking in my way while talking with no words coming out, and wave at me to go there.
What the heck is wrong with this guy?

I see him formed a word 'come' and then 'here'.

Jimin: -somewhere in private? Jin are you listening?

Jin: /snapped/ Oh? Oh, yeah. Sorry. catch up with you later.

I said to him and walked towards Minhyuk's way. What did he want? Shit, I didnt hear what Jimin was saying. Tch, thanks to this guy.

Jimin's POV

I've been focusing on Jin for the whole time now but he didnt even exchange glance to me. How can I tell him if hes ignoring me for the whole day now?

Guess what?

I intentionally, steal the beer he was aiming for before he could name it his. I did that so I can grab his attention to me.

And after that, we stared at eachothers - for the longest time I havent return any eye contacts to him, just tonight, I accepted his eyesight's screaming at me with words I cant actually describe. I was lost in mind again, I didnt know where I should start, I wanted to talk to him but shyness is overtaking the lead so I turned away.

Dude, this is your chance what are you waiting for?

My inner voice said, snapping lots of anxious thoughts from my head.

I followed what my inner voice what pointing out to me then turned back again. You can do this Jimin.

Jimin: Uh.. Jin, uhm... I need to tell you something.

I moved my eyes at the clock on the wall, so its only 10 pm, should I tell him now? I clearly said that Ill confess at midnight, But i cant wait anylonger! I need to tell him now before this chance slip away.

Jimin: Can we, talk somewhere in private?

Just realizing that Ive been looking at the ground for i dont even know how long. I looked back up and saw Jin, not listening and looking somewhere else.

Jimin: Jin, are you listening?

He jolted before finally placing his eyesight on me.

Jin: oh?oh yeah. Sorry. Catch up with you later.

Then he went behind me to somewhere I have no idea about.

What? What kind of an answer was that? 'oh yeah'? What the hell does that even mean? Did he just ignored my request?
Hes totally ignoring me.. ;-;

I just stood there with my brain passes through above me. My hand which was holding the beer I took earlier was making my hand unable to feel its convection's cycle.

Rejected again? No, Jimin! Stop thinking negative thoughts now! Dont think about this more further, you can ask him about that later! Right now, you need to practice what youre gonna tell him!