A/N - Hey guys and welcome to Chapter Sixteen. Hannah's outfit ^^^^^

----- Hannah's P.O.V -----

At the last concert, there was a 'moment' between Niall and I. Let's just say that the Directioners didn't like that, the whole thing was all over YouTube and social media after the concert. The hate just kept rolling in plus I went out with Luke last night after the concert, we went to get drinks for everyone, I was stupid and forgot a jacket so Luke gave me his. Of course, the paparazzi just had to get that on camera so multiple pictures of that is also everywhere. Because of that there are even more cheating rumours despite what Niall said before with the incident with Michael, I thought everything was cleared up but clearly it isn't. The rumours might even hurt Niall and I's relationship which I most definitely do not want.

I thought I was going to be able to handle all the hate but now there is even more hate that there was before. I can't even explain how much it hurts, I don't tell anyone about it though. I prefer not to tell people because I don't want to worry them with how I am feeling or be a burden to them. I think Zayn has realised that I am not acting how I usually do, I am less hyperactive and I don't engage in conversations as much anymore, even the smallest comment or something meant as a joke makes me want to cry because I just feel like most things are against me right now and I don't like being away from home when things are this bad.

The boys are at sound check right now but I didn't want to go along because I am not feeling too great plus I have been thinking of some things. I don't want to stay on tour with the boys, don't get me wrong I love it on tour, I get to spend so much time with my friends who I love to death but being on tour makes things too much. Every thing I do on tour is seen by the public, anyone can talk about me and it just makes things worse for me. Basically I want to leave, I just want to go back home and home to me is Bradford.

I start packing up everything into my suitcase; I am not leaving anything behind apart from some of Niall's stuff. I don't plan on telling Niall about what I am doing or where I am going because I don't want him to panic about me whilst he should be focusing on tour but I am going to tell Zayn because he is like my brother and I know if I ask him not to tell Niall then he won't. After finishing packing I book a fight from the J.F.K airport to the airport in Bradford, plus I always get express check in as I hate waiting to check in, my flight is business class too, I can afford it though. I get changed into one of Niall's black Nike jumpers, just because I am leaving doesn't mean I don't want to wear his clothes, some grey leggings, black Nike trainers and a grey beanie.

I leave my key card, as we're in a hotel at the moment, on the desk next to Niall's stuff before leaving the room. I walk down to the lobby and walk out of the hotel, it isn't that cold today so that's good but I like to wear comfy clothes when I am travelling. It's New York; I will just hail a cab. I quickly get one and he puts my suitcase in the boot for me as I get into the cab "Where to?" the driver asks "J.F.K airport please" I say and he nods. I don't know if this is drastic but I want to get over all of this, I am going to miss Niall like hell but I need to do this. I decide to call Zayn now, as soon as I call him he picks up.

(H - Hannah~Z - Zayn)

Z - Hey Hanni.

H - Are you with the boys?

Z - Yeah, why?

H - Can you step out for a second; I need to talk to you about something.

Z - Okay Han, shoot.

H - I am leaving Zayn. I can't handle the hate right now, the hate is getting too much plus the cheating rumours are back. I don't know if I sound pathetic but going home will help me.

Z - Why are you telling me this Hanni? You need to tell Niall otherwise he is going to go crazy.

H - I can't tell Niall, if I tell Niall he will come with me and that means stopping the tour plus Niall gets really worried about me and I hate that. I don't want you to say anything, at least until I am back in Bradford. I am going back to your house because I don't want to see my parents.

Z - Hanni, you need to say something.

H - Please don't. I am begging you Z, don't say anything. If Niall asks just say I went back to see your mum or something. If he texts me I will reply but I don't want him leaving tour.

Z - Okay Hanni. I won't say anything to him. My mum won't mind you staying there, you know she loves you and I do too. Stay safe Hannah, I don't want anything bad happening.

H - Nothing bad will happen Zayn. I will just miss Niall and all of you guys like hell because I love being around all of you, all of the time and now that isn't going to be the same.

Z - You think I won't miss you? I always miss you, I miss you now but I respect what you are doing just promise me you will come back soon.

H - I can't promise you that Zayn. I need to go now, I love you and I will try and talk to you soon.

Z - Okay Hannah. I love you too, please stay safe and please tell me when you land.

I end the phone call and turn to the driver "How much?" I ask and he shakes his head "You sound like you are having a hard time Lovely, I am not going to charge you anything" he says getting out and getting my suitcase for me "Thank you so much. I mean it" I say and he nods "I hope everything goes alright for you" he says and I smile at him before I go into the airport. I am doing this because I want to get better I guess, I want to forget about the hate and everything else that is going on.

I just hope Niall doesn't want to leave me after this.

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