A/N - Hey guys and welcome to Chapter Seventeen. Picture of Zayn ^^^^^

----- Zayn's P.O.V -----

Hannah has been gone for a week now, I am missing her like hell but I respect why she left. The things that people were saying about her were really harsh and I have no clue how she managed to stay strong for as long as she did plus the cheating rumours are horrible. She cares about Niall so much and she is falling for him as that's what she told me but she is being accused of cheating and she doesn't want to say anything about it because she doesn't want anything to happen to Niall. All Hannah has done is make sure that everyone is okay, she hasn't given a thought to herself, she's always been like that but it's clear that the people giving her hate aren't bothered about that.

Niall is worried about Hannah. He has tried to call her but she won't answer however she doesn't answer his texts. All she has told him is that she has left the tour because she couldn't handle the hate and the rumours but she's said that she doesn't want to break-up or anything, she just can't be on tour. I know Niall understands that, he told me he would never leave her because he does love her; he just hasn't told her yet. He doesn't want her to be alone, she has told him that she isn't alone at the moment and she isn't, she's staying with my mum but I know she misses Niall more than anything at the moment.

I am thinking about telling Niall where Hannah is. He is worried about her and I think it would comfort him a little if he at least knew he was with people who are like her family. I go into the main part of the bus where all the lads are "Nialler" I say and he looks to me "Can I talk to you?" I ask and he nods "What's up?" he asks as both of us go over to the kitchen "I know where Hannah is. She rang me on the day she left but she told me not to say anything because she doesn't want you to leave the tour" I say and he nods "She's in Bradford at my mum's house" I say.

He goes to get his phone but I stop him "If you are planning on going there, don't. She doesn't want you to leave the tour and besides we have an interview tomorrow that you can't bail on" I say and he sighs "But Z, my girlfriend isn't here with me. You don't even know how long it takes me to get to sleep now. I miss her so much, it isn't even real anymore. I can't believe that it's our fans that drove her to leaving the tour and the press didn't help either" he says and I nod in agreement "I know Ni but Hannah is coping on her own. She needs her space. She's been my best friend for a long time; I know that she is going to come back. Okay?" I say and he nods.

----- Niall's P.O.V -----

I miss Hannah. I miss Hannah more than anything right now. She means so, so much to me and she's hurting right now. There is nothing I can bloody do about it because she is in a different country. I know she needs space, I know she wants to be alone but that just doesn't work for me. When I am upset I just want someone to hug but Hannah is different. She won't show her emotions to people, she prefers to keep herself to herself instead of actually saying what's wrong. As far as I know Zayn is the only one that knows everything about her, even as her boyfriend I don't know every single detail about her despite how much I want to. For me I can't even comprehend the fact that she is gone, I still wake up in the mornings and try to pull her closer to me but then I remember that she isn't even there, then I remember that she isn't with me anymore. I know we haven't broken up; I wouldn't be able to handle it if we had broken up but that doesn't change the fact that without her here it actually feels like we have broken up. Y'know when the one person you want to be with isn't next to you, y'know that feeling, that's the only feeling I get anymore.

The hate that people were sending her and they still are sending it. It is disgraceful and unacceptable. I don't understand how people can be so horrible. What did Hannah ever do to them? She hasn't done anything to them; she hasn't said anything bad or offensive so what gives them the right to act like this. They don't have the right to act like this. Sure, all of us get hate but not to this scale. Hannah is an amazing girl, an amazing girl that I love but I haven't gotten the guts up to tell her yet, I will tell Hannah that I love her when she comes back. I can only hope that she returns my feeling. Hannah doesn't deserve any of this, of course she doesn't.

Plus the cheating rumours are just pure stupidity. I know that Hannah is close with all the guys on this tour, I accept that because even though I was a little insecure at first I know that she would never, ever cheat on me. She just isn't that type of girl. I wouldn't want to be with a girl that I knew was a cheat. Besides, Zayn would've said something to me by now if Hannah had ever cheated on anyone. What hurts me the most is that people are telling me to leave Hannah because she is no good for me, because she is cheating on me and apparently it's obvious that she has cheated on me.

I just wish some people would stay the hell out of my personal life and my relationships.

It would make life a whole lot easier.

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That was Chapter Seventeen, hope you liked it.

I am going away on Sunday so I won't be updating until after the 16th.

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Till the next chapter.......